Hello World! Mabel is my name. 20 on 5th Nov. CHIJ-Our Lady of Good Counsel. PeiCai Secondary. Republic Polytechnic. Dip in New Media Grad. Singapore
*i'm sorry
Saturday, March 25, 2006
you can say me selfish. say me hard-hearted. because in the end i chose to leave.
i had a terrible bus journey today. i tried so hard to stop my mind from thinking about you. i tried so hard to control my emotions. but i can't make it. memories of you and me flashed inside my head again and again. the same old road, yet i walked alone today. i blame no one else but myself, because its the decision that i made. though i hurted you so much, you are still that caring towards me. you smsed me to remind me of the tv show i wanna watch. you went all the way to my place to put the VCD i wanted into my letterbox. you smsed my friend to ask her take care of me, making sure i am happy. i was so touched. i was so soft-hearted.
until now i still couldn't make a decision. i don't know if there will be a second time. i was afraid to hurt you a second time. my heart is crying. but i can't come up with a decision. i'm just too afraid to make any decision now. all i can say again is, i'm sorry.
