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___::idealist, i am?::

Thursday, August 31, 2006

seriously i think i should not be given any free time.otherwise i will be spending them thinking of affairs of the heart stuffs.

i simply just don't understand how can people change boyfriends machaim changing clothes.hurhur.

i think i m beginning not to understand guys.i might turn into a les somedays.SHIT.

oya~btw, Jingying has adopted a Christian name, Alicia.HAHA!given by me!! =)

sayonara people.

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10:22 PM

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YAY.
examination is OVERRR!!!
was so stressed up for the past 3 days.
everyday was EAT, SLEEP, STUDY.

not sure whether i can pass or not.
hopefully can. and BETTER can.
i don't wanna take supp paper!

anyway its ENJOY time for now. heees!

I AM GOING TO ENJOY MY HOLIDAYS TO THE FULLESTTTT!!
muahahahas~

added at 8.09pm

haiis. i am so poor thing!
i was using my laptop in my own room.
and in order to blog, i need to use the house PC.
yes, JUST TO BLOG.
-_________-'''

anyway, went to meet Mabel just now.
met at town. and slacked at Shaw's starbucks for hours.
i took a lot of pictures of my cup cause i was trying to be artistic in photography. HAHA.
below is one of them :x

we talked a lot there. heheees!
and saw a lot of movie previews that attract me.
- The Devil Wears Prada~
- Love Wrecked~
- Rob-B-Hood ( LOUIS KOO! xD )
- Singapore Dreaming
- Little Man
- You, Me and Dupree

after that, we went off to Marina Square.
bought a friends forever necklace at DIVA. xD
i took the 'friends', she took the 'forever'. x)

i loveeeeeeeeeee DIVA accessories!
the earrings and necklaces are nice. prices are reasonable too :)
i also loveeeeeeeee the rings! :x
mabel said next time she will bring my boyfriend there and tell him to buy the rings for me. hahahaas!

after DIVA, there is nothing for us to do.
we were like STROLLING in shopping malls.

soooo...
we took bus 36 and off we went to CHANGI AIRPORT.
chatted again, at the MacDonalds. lols.
and headed home at 7.45pm.

we are so chatty today. hahahaas! :x
we are the BEST buddies - cum - girlfriends - cum - les partners who can chat about anything under the sun! =DDD
hehehees! but we are definitely straight! =p

Singapore's weather is becoming COLDDD.

this kind of weather makes me feel lazy and sleepy. :x

*YAWNNS*

___::not home::

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

kinda just reach home at 5AM!wells, not exactly home, but at Jolyn's again, cos she is putting jasmine and i up.HAHA!thanks babe! =D

anyways, ya..lobSTA finished the earliest today, went for dinner with Kenneth Vivian Ben J and jasmine. after that wanted to watch a midnight movie, but the shows are ..tsktsk.. so went kbox-ing with jo's fren also. cos she needa practise for a singing competition.cool huh.

at 11 ltr kenneth will be presenting the video to the 'clients' so ya.have to call him at about 1 to determine if we need to make any other changes.owells~

okla.gtg.trying to catch the first train and bus home, to charge my hp.cos it died on me today 1and catch a few hours of sleep

Peace out```

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___::its coming to an end::

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

so today was later than yesterday.got home around midnight.

again, kenneth gave us a lift to wherever more convenient for us; j at woodlands mrt, jasmine and i at town again. =)

one more day to go!

this lobSTA project is coming to an end soon and i feel that something is going to be missing from my life soon.suddenly i dont wish for 31 Aug to be here. =( hurrhur.

came back at around midnight, and mom thought i was already home. she was like 'HUH!?Now then u are home ar?'.LOL.darn funny.anyways.i want to catch a midnight movie tml! =)

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___::sunday::

Monday, August 28, 2006

today is the day i have had the most number of mood swings!=x sorry`

who goes back to school on a sunday?well..me..along with the lobSTA people.hmm.not too bad la.considering the number of hours, facing the mac and do Motion.Argh!

=) did until about 9.,left school around 9..hmm..kenneth wanted to give us a lift to town, but halfway through, went over to bukit timah to have dinner.HAHa!prata dinner.=) talked over school stuffs and whatnots over food.hmm.Thanks for the treat anyways. and back in town to catch a late bus home.now i think actually he isnt that bad.HAHA! =)

i think thats all i want to blog about, cos now i am feeling lazy..and i dont undestand why do i blog so often these day!HAHA!

chaos~

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___::events?::

Saturday, August 26, 2006

lets begin with the filming at orchard today:

was not supposed to be "working" today, cos its the production people nia..soya~went over and kapo awhile =x was to meet jasmine at orchard at 1230.skcarli she wake up LATE!LOL.owells~so we joined them after lunch. =)

was..hmm..abit shocked to see kenneth in his present state.HAHA!an injury on the nose, between the eyes, resulted from hitting a rope during the shooting outatown yesterday; and suntanned skin, cos he is always fair machiam vampire.=x so ya~

after the filming, sat at macafe at shaw..kinda bonding session there..hmm..

alex jolyn zhining jasmine andrea jody suelynn ziheng and me were in a "wana watch movie" kinda mood, so caught a movie la..LoveWreaked..darn funny..both main characters were cute!Awww~seriously, i dont understand why do cute guys always wear braces ar?well~according to andrea, its becos that makes them cuter!!!hahaa!=x oya!!one more thing about the movie!I HATE THE SCENE TRANSITIONS!OMGGG.those things make the WHOLE show so 'cheessy' Arghh!also the cinematography.hmm.tsktsk.eh..too much film critique lessons ar.=X lol!

after the show, went for toilet breaks and stuffs.met jestyn's cousin just outside Lido.in the spurt of the moment, cant remember his name.so i was like "Aaa~Han Han Han".LOL!darn funny.anyways, if you are reading this, i am really sorry mans.=x

over at pastamaina for a late dinner..these days i am into pastamaina and i have no idea why.HAHA! then we had another "bonding-cum-gossiping" session"!!HAHA!btw.the service at Scotts Picnic sucks!REALLY.tables were filled with plates and all, but nobody clear them, all were talking amongst themselves at the back; the aircon there machiam heater in winter countries; dont even have to heart to serve, keep saying 'wana go home' to his friends and Almost mixed up the orders.Humpff.do consider thrice if you want to dine there =)

owell~tml is a sunday, yet have to be in school to do the motion and super stuffs.hurhur~but compare to the production people.HAHA!i can be in school 2 hours later~!!HAHAHAHA!=P

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anyways, as i have been thinking for the past few days, i feel that to break through the media industry, its going to be a tough thing, especially if i do not have any connections there.hmm.so am so going to make use of my holidays to 'work' for my facis.machiam attachment, RP does not have attachments =) these facis of mine are freelance producers etc, so i guess if i 'work' for them, that will be my first stepping stone.after which, i hope that the road will be easier =) thank God i do not have any relationship on hand.already school work and all are stressing me out.Arghhh. Did i say, i dreamt of Motion a few days back, and jolyn's hamster these 2 days.tsktsk.

CHEEERS!

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11:46 PM

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mr C.Z.PHANG :x

was smsing him just now and i suddenly feel like blogging about him.
hahaas.

times really flies~~
i know him for about 1 year + going 2 i think :)

knew him through Student Mart.
he is the BIG BOSS's SON.
yess. RICH man's son. :x

still remembered the first time i saw him at the warehouse, i was having a very terrible flu.
and he teased about my red nose! hmphhs.
and since then, i don't know how he "stole" my number, and from then on, we became good friends :)

he is lame, but funny at times.
his skin is quite "thick", but able to make me laugh. :x
he has great leadership qualities.
he is caring and sweet with words. :x

and most importantly, he always make me smile each time he smses me. xD

i hurted him before, but he never blame me at all.
he always make me feel comfortable talking to him, and never fail to encourage and console me when i'm down.

been a very longgggg time since we last saw each other, and we made a deal to meet up after his As. :)
and also, we have a deal about GIANT ang bao. MUAHAHAHAHA~ shhhhh...its a secret. :p

overall, i wanna say, I LOVE THIS DEAR FRIEND. xD

anyway, my laptop is having problem with blogger website again.

to publish THIS post, i gotta use my house PC. -.-"

according to what Raymond told me, its the ROUTER's problem.

so due to the upcoming examinations and in order not to distract myself with that problem, i shall blog in notepad first. :x

after exams, i will get that stupid router fixed and publish everything up.

MISS MEEE!! :p

___::uniform::

Friday, August 25, 2006

the IMF bus-host uniform design simply sucks!owells~

shooting will begin tml at The Forum.going down with Jamine to see.heehe.kapo kapo.=x

-out

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10:49 PM

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edited at 11.01am:

had a conversation with him last night.
i finally know what was on his mind last time.

if you ask me if i'm alright now...
i have no idea too.
i cannot figure out what's my mood now.
just got a scared-scared kind of feeling, which i don't know why.

anyway, was glad that at least this time he was honest with me.
or rather, i believed they were honest words.

ahhhhhh!
so late already and i can't get to sleep!
-.-"

after i offline at 1am just now, i went to take a quick shower.
hahaas.
nowadays i love to take quick showers in the middle of the night. =x
thats because the weather is SOOO HOT!

anwway, after my shower, i felt hardworking.
so i took out my DBSY notes to study.
but after a few pages, i got distracted. =x

so i thought maybe i can sleep earlier and continue studying tomorrow.
but when i lie on bed, i felt VERY AWAKE.

i'm always tired during the day,
but energetic during the night. -.-
maybe i should move to the Night Safari one day. =x

___::Vodka::

Thursday, August 24, 2006

my biological clock is soo wrong!hmm..i doubt i will be able to tune it back properly before the start of next sems.

anyways, went to "club" last night, so had to spent a night at jolyn's with alex and jasmine. =) (thanks for putting us up, again!HAHA!) reason being was because all of us cant let our parents know, so ya~jo's friend fetched us to and fro.cool huh~how i wish i have friends who can drive, better yet, own a car =P cant get into Momo, cos alex and i are still underage.damn.i seriously dont understand.i mean, its not like people get mature accordingly to the month?ya?count the years, we are 18, but the birth month, of cos its still 17 la.zzz.went over to ChinaOne.they didnt check there though.=)

so ya, back to topic.andrea was super super super offhand, i would say.i reckon when she wakes up today, she wouldnt remember what she did.HAHA!hmm..all had vodka last night, except jo, she had cosmopolitan.jasmine was the next high one. alex was tired, so she was like 'sleeping' half the time there.i would say jo and i were still under control.compared to the party at andrea's, last night was much much better!HAHAHA!however, last night was abit sian, probably cos it was a wednesday.hmm, but still good la.HAHA!

after all that, went over to Geylang's famous soya bean shop.ta bao back supper.damn angry with the aunty!i said i wanted 7 pieces of you tiao, in the end she gave me only 1!!ARGH!cheat my money.hurhurrr~

when the lights went off at about 430+, fell into sleep immediately sia.hmm.totally forgot to switch off the morning's alarm. woke jo and alex up with that.sorry girls!=x anyways, had a sweet and sound sleep last night, rather early morning, until alex woke us up with "AAAA~Wake up lehh.entertain mee."LOL!cos she was up since 1130, and started entertaining herself until 1230, she cant take it anymore, so ya~woke us up. jo had dental appointment at 2, so the initial plan was to wait for her return at 3, then go down town to catch a movie, in the end, when she came back at 3, we played playstation, then at 4+5, jasmine and i found comfort in the mattress. unknowningly fell asleep again.about 730+ then we woke up. wanted to leave soon, but jo's mom was back and she was already cooking dinner for us, so ya~stayed for dinner.yummmie.

came home at about 1030.then mom was like 'how come you are back today?not tml?'LOL!should i have expected that, i would have stayed longer.=x hmm..gota go to school tml to collect the IMF bus host uniform at 1030!Argggh.early.then meet soonwei and mingyao at 2 at airport to check something out.

LobSTA's shootings will begin on saturday, at The Forum, sunday and monday in school. have to go back to school on sunday to do the supers thingy.i guess monday, tuesday and wedneday also.hmm.compared to the editors, we have 1 day extra.heehex.they will start editing and compiling all the clips on monday all the way to wednesday, cos thursday is the deadline.hmm..

alrights, Goodnight people! =)

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i showed mingpei darling this, and she agreed that its interesting. lols.

THE MEANING OF WORDS WOMEN USE

FINE - This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

FIVE MINUTES - If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

NOTHING -This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine".

GO AHEAD -This is a dare, not pission. Don't do it.

HAIZ -This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "HAIZ" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing".

OK OK- This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "ok ok" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

THANKS HOR -A woman is thanking you. Do not question it or faint. Just say you're welcome.

WHATEVER-it's a woman's way of saying *!#@ YOU!

SHUT UP- is asking u to stop talking about the topic not KEEP quiet.

well, most girls will tend to say the things OPPOSITE of what they mean.
get it? =x
but at least we are sincere when we thank people.
heees.

i remembered once during dinner, jookiah asked me why does she has to purposely say something that he don't wanna hear.
and i answered him.
often when we girls say something about OTHER guys which you guys don't wish to hear, its because we wanna make you jealous =x and most importantly its because we want you guys to cherish us more.
if guys think this is stupid? lame? rubbish? then you must know, its because the girl loves you then she will say that. if not, we won't even bother what you think/feel right? :p

so my dear male friends, next time when you have a girlfriend, learn how to hong hong her.
GIRLS LIKE TO BE SWEET-TALKED and PAMPERED.
ohh yarr, not forgetting, sometimes when we say No, we means Yes actually. =x
heeees.
(:

just in case you guys wonder if its true that i took 2 hours to reach Jurong,
i can SWEAR that its 100% true.

cause bus 51 goes from:
HOUGANG -> EUNOS -> GEYLANG -> KALLANG -> NORTH BRIDGE RD -> ALEXANDRA -> C'WEALTH -> QUEENSWAY -> PASIR PANJANG -> WEST COAST and finally -> JURONG.

it practically goes through half of the MRT's EAST WEST LINE.
-.-"
and i even saw the old HAW PAR VILLA on the way.

look at the list of bus stops that 51 will stop:

first time ever i took a bus that took me TWO hours.
they squeeze everything into that piece of paper that the font became SOOOO tiny.

i seriously pity those bus drivers of bus 51 service.

went down to ACER today.

i took bus 51 from Hougang Interchange cause it stops near the ACER building.
and for goodness sake, it took 2 bloody hours for me to reach there.
that was okay to me, AT FIRST.

i entered the building through Tower B.
went through corridors and corridors to get to the Service Center.

finally got there, got a number, explained my laptop's problems to the person.
and he told me, "You got to leave your laptop with us for 3 working days. THUR, FRI and MON. But if the problem doesn't happen, we cannot do anything. So we will just return the laptop to you. Cause we can't repair the hardware if we don't really know what's wrong with it."
I understand that, and i actually expected them to return me my laptop on Monday without having that problem repaired.

i was worried about my laptop.
the way i see them handle the laptops, its not 100% careful that type.
however, i have no choice. who ask my laptop to have some stupid problems.

thinking of having to spend my next few nights without my laptop (which i use EVERY single night), i felt kind of down.
thinking about how they might handle my laptop without much care, i was worried.
thinking of that 2 hours bus journey which i took all the way there and that the problem of my laptop might not be repair made me even worse.

once i walked out of the building, i smsed him and told him i am not able to lend him my laptop this weekends.
at first the conversation was okay.
but it turned out that i got irritated with what he said.
if you ask "why you went alone?"
OR
"is the journey tiring?"
OR
"you on your way home now?"
isn't it much better than what you said to me..?
i scolded you back out of anger.
but thinking back, i was guilty.

i didn't want to go alone too.
i wish to have somebody's company.
but, that place is too far.
i don't wish to trouble anybody when it's my own problem.

i apologised to you for being rude.
but you didn't apologise to me for what you said which made me feel hurt.

throughout the journey back, i was upset.
upset with your words.
upset that i might hurt you with what i said.

i regretted.

now you told me you are sad because of your friend.
i wish to console you, but i didn't know what to say.
i was unhappy for the whole day already.
but its even more heartbreaking when i heard that you are sad.

but what can i do.
when i am no longer the one who can stay by your side to share your problems with you.

if it takes a river of my tears to exchange for your smile,
i'm willing to cry a sea of tears for you.

and i don't understand WHY everytime when i'm already unhappy enough, my mom will nag? scold? whatever she can... which make me feel even worse...

haiis.

*you are the one.

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

that few minutes of interaction, probably less than 5, can be left so unforgettable TO ME.

i was nervous;
not excited, but frightened.
i was so afraid that my heart will soften once i see you again.
i took deep breaths.
and try to calm myself down.
i try to assure myself million of times that i will be alright,
that nothing will go wrong.

unfortunately, it turned out bad.

that very night, i became moody and confused.
images of you intruded my thoughts in everything i do.
i was helpless.
having to spend such a long time trying to get over you,
with only that few minutes which swept away all my effort in trying to forget you.

i didn't even dare to look into your eyes.
i didn't want to see you turn your back before me.
i told you never to mention that word again.
reasons kept inside me which i don't wish to say.

the present you gave, i though of returning.
it brought me memories, which i don't wish to keep.
goodnight messages from you i miss.
goodbyes are the ones i fear to hear.

how can i possibly let go,
when you are still the one whom i miss most.

why are you always the cause of my unhappiness...
when you are actually the one who can bring me a million smiles.
i'm willing to do everything for you.
but you weren't there for me anymore.

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8:20 AM

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suddenly feel bored seeing the same old plain wallpaper,
so i started finding pictures to edit...

and this is how it turns out to be:

hehees.
=D
but i'm still not satisfied with the arrangement of the icons. =X
alright, if bling reads this, i bet she will say "THE SAME OLD JINGYING." =X
that's me!
i very hiammm in this kinda thing, okays. =pp

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haha. after shifting all the icons to the LEFT,
i felt better. hahahas.

SO...

now i am SATISFIED! =ppp

___::woO!::

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

for the first time in history (uh`huh?), I will be sleeping before 2:30 am!!

because whenever i borrow the iBook from school, will have to forgo my sleep.. =( and work late into the night, and i really mean LATE!=D

going to upload a ABC video we did for creative concept just now in the day.heehex

went to watch "Breakup". initially was okay, after awhile when the 2characters keep "loggerheading", it kinda killed the interest, abit draggy there! overall not that bad, but i guess its more worth it getting the VCD and show it at home rather than at the cinema =)

owells!I M HUNGRY!ARGHHH.shouldn't have eaten all my cute hamburger biscuit in school otherwise i would have something to bite now.aahhaa!

alrights, gota go!

CIAO~

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indescribable feeling.

because of you, i'm afraid.

*money~

Sunday, August 20, 2006

i'm so lazy to go to my gramps house nowadays. haha.
so just now i packed my cupboard!
and i took out a whole lot of clothes which i didn't wear anymore. =x
now my cupboard is half EMPTY.

i want to shop for clothes~!!
but money don't drop from the sky. SAD*

nevermind. holidays are coming.
its time to earn MONEY also! =D

seeing him again after so long, i kept reminding myself not to be soft-hearted,

not to turn back,

not to think of the past.

i don't deny i'm afraid that i will walk back.

now then i realised how powerful the 4 letters word can be.

when you really fall for someone, no matter how much you wanna forget or hate her/him, you also cannot remember the bad things she/he did.

i can do it.
(:

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an unknown person whom i know for less than 24 hours asked me some stupid questions:

dennis says:
u gt bf?
../°JñGyñG°\.. show me what real love can do* says:
nope
dennis says:
how many ex?
../°JñGyñG°\.. show me what real love can do* says:
1.
dennis says:
ic
../°JñGyñG°\.. show me what real love can do* says:
. . . why are u questioning me all these.
dennis says:
haha
dennis says:
nth to ask ma
dennis says:
LOL
../°JñGyñG°\.. show me what real love can do* says:
okays
dennis says:
then y no find bf?
../°JñGyñG°\.. show me what real love can do* says:
where got find jiu find 1
dennis says:
haha
dennis says:
wat u c in bf?
../°JñGyñG°\.. show me what real love can do* says:
ehh u from MATCHMAKER company issit. -.-"
dennis says:
lol
dennis says:
hmm u mind looks?
../°JñGyñG°\.. show me what real love can do* says:
huh?
dennis says:
wat bf u wan
../°JñGyñG°\.. show me what real love can do* says:
OEI. are you trying to find a gf?
dennis says:
lol..
dennis says:
sort of?
../°JñGyñG°\.. show me what real love can do* says:
but i dun even noe u at all lehs. why r u asking me all these sia.
dennis says:
haha
dennis says:
we r frends ma
dennis says:
asking onli ma
dennis says:
haha
../°JñGyñG°\.. show me what real love can do* says:
huh. frens for less than 24 hrs? -.-"
dennis says:
haha
dennis says:
u dun wan make frends with mi ?
../°JñGyñG°\.. show me what real love can do* says:
not that lahs. but dun ask those questions wad.
dennis says:
oh ok sorry

-.-" if i don't really know you, please don't ask me such questions. it just gives me a very bad impression of you. THANK YOU. =X

and lastly,
wishing Vincent a very HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY! =D
may all your wishes come true. hahaas.
though i don't really know you,
but i hope after reading this, your day won't be THAT bad liao. lols. =x

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___::fri and sat::

Saturday, August 19, 2006

Friday:

the last History of the Arts module today.hmm.in the morning only 13 turned up for lesson, can only form 2.3 teams, rather 3 not-full teams!HAHA!halfway though Alex ciao~haha.was expected cos she was like xin bu zai yan le!? =) owell~so it was about the seven deadlies.supposedly to present our images at 1pm, and my team only started working at 12:15pm!HAHA!but we..hmm..did not bad =) as in my opinion la.we did 2 of the seven deadlies, Greed and Pride.

this was supposed to depict "Greed", however, according to Waibun, it looks more like i have just won 4-D or something.HAHA!

Somehow, this don't look like "pride" either.HAHA!but..hmm..if we were dressed in different colours, maybe the result will be better?! others were saying this looks more like "the mother is proud of the daughter"! LOL

Owell~so much so for that humour..had elective UT at 4:15pm, when lesson ended at 2pm.waited so long huh~ =) but well....

speaking of which, the last elective UT (the one which i complained my laptop hung on me blah blah blah..) i was expecting to get a C or some lousy grade.but to my surprise, it was a B!HAHA! and to add on to that, kenneth gave me a second A for daily grade for DMA this week!oyayie!i guess my whole team had As too!yipppie! also, my expected GPA for this sem is 3/4 =D happy ehh.i know this is not very fantastic, but ya. =)

Creepy, Spooky and whatnots, the third case of thef struck, again.this time it was Zhining's hard-disk.omy~this is so bad.first was Andrea's mp3 on the first day of school, then Azzah's nokia handphone on the last day of term 1, and now zhining's hard-disk.tsktsk.i certainly believe that the thief is not from my class, because all my classmates and i went to the canteen to have break at the same time! and came back together too! the hard-disk went missing during our absence in class, cos when zhining came back, it was gone.gone for good i guess.hiax.i just hope its only one person's doings, otherwise it very scary.simply don't understand what's wrong with this bloody idiot.

anyways, after test was kinda still early + mom said she was coming home late, so decided to meet with Jestyn to talk about his crush.cos i feel bad for kinda rejecting his conversation in msn as i have to do my stuffs.=X i am a busy person, really.then he literally dragged me to have 'dinner' with him and his cousin..hmm..cant really eat there cos aunty was here and she already cooked my share of dinner, so that settles for a Milo Godzilla or something.=X hurhurr.girl friend jingying went to watch concert.. =(

alrighty.that was my friday, 18/8/2006.

Saturday:

attended the last training for the S2006 IMF thingy at Oriental Singapore, Kampong Glam, Esplanade, Marina and Suntec today. right early in the morning, a case of mistaken identity struck sia..wth..there was another girl by the name Mabel Tang from TP was in the blue section and I, Tang Mabel, from RP was in the yellow section. so this sotong army boy who did the registration did not know that there were 2 Mabel TangS!Arghh.so he gave me the blue sticker, thinking i am the one from TP! know why?!cos he did not check the bloody IC number!HUMPH!she was registered as M, so she was first in the list, whilst i was registered as T, so somewhere behind..tsktsk..what a mistake..i thought why i was so "special", had to separate from my group in RP.tsktsk.cos all were in yellow........

so, back to the training program, instead of some lectures again, we had team-building games.sounds fun huh.considering a 3 double-sided pages worksheets to complete, running around UNDER the sun IN the rain, eating KFC by the roadside and had bird-droppings, i would not consider that FUN.the games were supposed to help us digest more of singapore's rich heritage blah blah blah..

gotten the "work" schedule.according to it, i will start on 11th Sep all the way to 20th Sep from 0630 in the morning to 1500 in the afternoon.Arghh.how am i going to reach Hotel Intercontinental at 6:30 in the morning!!oyes.i am so-called for Hotel Intercontinental.AHA!jasmine, alex and jannah are all for Hotel Intercon too! heehe.happy~however, jasmine start on 12th, alex and jannah on 13rd!eeee.i am the first to start.hurhurr.

speaking of which, i will not entertain any outings or gatherings or whatnots in the month of Sept, cos i am so occupied for the whole month! 1st - 10th Sept: Janine's production, some Kid's Central show (schedule not comfirmed).11th - 20th Sept: this S2006 IMF thing.ZZZ.and before that, the lobster project.omy~the deadline for the lobster is by the end of august, before 1st Sept.ARGH!that spells my holidays arn't holidays anymore. =( BUSY!

hiax.okies,back to topic.so after training, went off to suntec's pastamania with alex and jasmine for dinner. =) seriously, i am putting on ALOT of weight!HAHA!

to sign off this post, i would like to sincerely thank Singtel Telephone Directory Service 100. You were of great help today!THANKs YOU! hahahahahaha! (*winks)

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A BRAND NEW LOOK.
hehees.
but MABEL, this template is NOT like our blog. =x lols.

anyway, today i can blog as long as i like. =x
hahaas!
not because i repair my laptop already but because i'm using house PC. =D

sooo not used to it.
the far far screen.
the noisy keyboard with the some of missing alaphabets. i mean the print is missing not the button. hehees.
and not forgetting the big big mouse. =p

i gonna be laptop-less for until monday.
i'm such a good and generous girl. MUAHAHAHAHA.
cause i lent it to a friend.
hehees.

and a very biggggg thank you to these friends who were so concern about me last night:

mingpei darling

raney

jimkay

wenzhong

last night i was sooo unwell.
my stomach got the indigestion feeling.
and i felt like vomitting at times.
i cannot sit. i cannot lie.
its only when i stood up then i will feel better. -.-"

i don't know whats the reason but i don't think its indigestion. lol.
anyway, because of the unknown reason, i couldn't eat any medicine.
but i was glad that this morning when i woke up, i am okay already. hehees. =D

study week is here!

ITS TIME TO STUDY REVISION~~!!

went LI SHENG JIE's mini concert @ BABYFACE, One Fullerton just now.
hehees.
first time i stepped into a club =x

LI SHENG JIE sings SO WELL~~~ =D
his voice powerful sia. can be very lowww.. can be very highhh..
and he is shy and friendly. HEHE!

i took a lot of videos~
wanted to take photos. but my lousy Nikon camera....
the place was dark and the pictures i took turned out to be very dark also. cannot see the face clearly -.-"
but anyway, i still enjoyed the mini concert very much.
(:

*anybody who wants to see the video can ask from me~
=D
i can't post it here cause i think my problem with blogger is still there. -.-

i'm SOOOOO in love with the song ZUI JING now.

MUAHAHAHA!

___::waiting::

Friday, August 18, 2006

am suppose to get my beauty sleep now, but gota wait for the dumb dumb word doc to be uploaded to msn, so get i can email the rest of the supers.

jus changed the song!HAHA!like finally!=x sorry jingying, but i don't really like that chinese song.=X
heehex, so now its "Ghost of You and Me" by BBMak. =)

hmm.so lets see.

its has been a week since i went to the parade, of cos its the ndp, otherwise what?

haha!kinda sad, cos we going change class soon.but yet happy cos it means year 2 is coming to an end SOON enough.HAHA!

according to the timetable, thursdays are the "day 1"s, so therefore my holisdays start on a thursday instead.HAHa!cant wait for next week, esp thursday! =)

today was film critique, last lesson with patricia.hmm.made our own film in 6-7 hours, considering its a merge of pre-production, production and post-production!usually for DMA, we will spread that out into 3 lessons = 3 weeks = 18 hours +.tsktsk.today is very hoing.HA!also its the first time i am the DOP (director of photography) and i simply sucked at it!really~if u have had taken a look at it, u will undersand.HAHA! i rather do the usual, script and the other "paperwork".

just recently andrea has gotten a new blog and she is very amused by the tagboard and all!HAHA!she is super duper hyper about it, from changing new skin, to add the links at the templates to tagboard etc!Omy~HAHA.

Lion was in school today.Lion is the name of a cute lil lion stuff toy of alex's.and trust me, the owner and the toy look alike!HAHAHA!=x sorry, no pics of them though.hmm.Lion is super cute la!~LOL.

i have had leg cramp whilst sleeping last night, again.and this morning when i woke up, it feels a bit tight.hmm.whats the "leg cramp" sign about?i keep getting them and i hate it!owells~

going have the IMF training this saturday, AGain. 3rd round. but this time, its at suntec!HAHA! but its from 8 am to 5 pm.damnn, its early!

the iBook was with me again!HAHA!on tuesday, however. =) made the bubbles from the logo move.HAHA!and i am happy about it!but there is still room for HUGE improvement.hiax.gg borrow it again on mon, or tues.but it seems like whenever the iBook is with me, i will also sleep late, late, late. this week it was 3;45 am, slightly better than last week.hmm.sometimes, i don't know if i participation is this project is a good or bad thing.it seems like i m getting lesser sleep and more stress from this project.

sometimes people just don't seem to understand.lets say its my first time handling an equipment, eg. the camera,one will say i should this, i should that blah blah blah.(as in how to shoot a certain scene) one will never understand how i feel.one also thinks one is the best.ZZZ wth la.how i wish blogger has a voice blog or something, cos now i wana COMPLAIN but i can't cos its very hard to be typed out!!!!ARGH!

fine~i had better sleep.oya!btw, its not done with uploading.bloody hell!

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the dream of ME and HIM.

Thursday, August 17, 2006

i had a dream this afternoon when i was having my nap.

in that dream,
both of us were happy.
i was a very good girlfriend to him. lols.
i even dreamt that i got injured because of him.
WUAHAHAHAHA.

i woke up halfway and the dream continued in my 2nd nap. LOL!

ohh yar, i forgot to mention.
Mabel was in the dream also..! hahahas!

details of the dream i shall not say. =p
but its a SWEETTTTTTTTT dream, even though feelings are different now.
heheees.

dreams are always funny and weird.
hahass!

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i can't blog at home again!
-.-"
so here am i blogging in school now.

time flies~

its already the last week of my year 2 sem 1.
which also means tomorrow is the last day with my current class.

i gonna miss T05/T15.

next semester, everybody will be split to either Enterprise or E-Commerce Options.
so its a brand new environment with new faces again.
:S

sometimes i just don't like changes.
thats a HIGH S person. lol.

school for friday is SHORT. =DDD
i only need to go school for 1/2 hour for CMSK2 Meeting Role Play. MUAHAHAHA~
and the role play is at 2pm. i can sleep longer =X
heheees.

i'm SO tired.
why am i always feeling tired.
-.-"

*monday boii

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

JIMKAY!
where is my MONDAY BOY?

he never wait for me outside my class lehs!

YOU BLUFF ME!!!

must be you hide him. keep him for yourself right? I KNEW IT.
lols!!!

didn't queue for LI SHENG JIE's TP Campus Concert on Monday 'cause there were A LOTTTTTTTTTT of people.

but just now mingpei darling surprised me with LI SHENG JIE's concert at One Fullerton. hahas.

i think the concert at One Fullerton will be better than the Campus 1? =x

examinations are coming in less than a week's time =(
-STRESSED-

its TIME to start revision! but i'm so in-a-SUPER-DUPER-LAZY mood. lols.
chammmm~ =x

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*the girlfriend and sweetheart.

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

wuahahaha.
i gave my sweetheart a surprise with this edited photo!

click on the picture to read the words.
(:

i used around 7 different fonts to edit that.
i spent around 1 hour to change fonts, arrange the position, change the colours, etc.
i ignored all my MSN conversations 'cause i was too focusing on that.
LOL!

are you honoured?
:p

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piggy bank needed!

Monday, August 14, 2006

HEY!

anybody wanna sponser me a piggy bank that you can't take out the money unless you break it open?

hahahas!
i think i need that, if not i will be bankrupt soon.
=X

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i miss blogging!
lols.

alright, i don't dare to type much cause i think the same problem will happen again.

anyway, i packed my notes just now!
haha
though its a bit irritating when i packed the ooad notes.
the subject leader don't even know how to organise the notes properly lor!
urghs.
i spent more than an hour packing and i'm not still done with it.
shall continue after i print all the missing notes.

and i'm so happy that both my desks are neat now =D

off to do my opsy homework!
=p

Saturday, August 12, 2006

so this is it.

Disorder	Your Score
Major Depression:	Moderate
Dysthymia:	Slight
Bipolar Disorder:	High
Cyclothymia:	Extremely High
Seasonal Affective Disorder:	High
Postpartum Depression:	N/A
Take the Depression Test

omy~ Cyclothymia.HAHA!anyways, i think it has something to so with mood swings, so hmm. very me =) ha!

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hmm.lets see.

watch fireworks on tuesday, then attend the parade on wednesday, after which went to school on thursday and brought home the iBook 'mug' (not exactly cos i was trying to animate the god-damn RP logo, owells~the animated version that Jasmine did) my way until 3:45 am on friday. woke up at 6:45 am for school, took the Mrt (instead of the bus, 'cos' i woke up late and bus journey is 1 donkey hour).owells~reach the school sch at 7:40 am!!!was very surprise with myself! cos my usual timing is like 1 hour after that! ahaha! anyways, waited for the IT-helpdesk in the library to be opened (they open at 8am), cos needa reformat laptop.i duno how many god-damn viruses got in! internet explorer windows auto open by itself in chinese. etc etc etc. all in chinese! as if my chinese is that good.

so the aftermath of reformat is cool huh. have to redownload my programmes..urghh~worse of it all, i forgot to backup "my music" folder.so now i have no songs to listen to, except those few in my mp3.hmm.

then i reformatted my thumbdrive again, cos Ravmone got in, yet again.haixx.

u know what.Acer can save ur life mans.

yest morning, on the way to school, classmate J got knocked down by car, i guess he landed on his Acer, so the impact is smaller. no worries, he is not seriously injured i reckon, 'cos he was still msn-ing Ziheng and all yesterday.HA! & he was using that same Acer to msn!!HAHAHA!=X

hmm. i think last night's RJ was rubbish mans. i din even understand what was i typing cos my eyes were closing as i type!i guess that will conclude a C from Waibun.hiax.but the thought of Kenneth giving me an A on tuesday brighten things up alittle.HAHA!

lets count.we have 24 hours a day, so for the entire 11th August, I was up for 21 hours and asleep for 3 hours!ahhh,.that means i need more sleep, cos as i m blogging this, my eyelids are closing too.HAHA!

Week 16 is approaching fast.i am so going to miss this class, ye? time flies, and then it will be sems 2 of year 2.omyy, and i have yet to start on my PP!URgh! Oh ya~one more, going meet my mentor on monday.hiaxx.Luke.

going to meet jingying for the 3rd dose of fireworks!

CHEEEEEEERS PEOPLE! =D

*UNHAPPY.

Friday, August 11, 2006

UNHAPPY.

who can bring a smile to my face..?

jimkay asked me to think of 'the monday boy'... but its not helping.
haiis.

SAD!!!

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*PISSED OFF

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

I AM SOOOOOOOOOOO FED UP BY BLOGGER.

its giving me the same problem EVERY SINGLE NIGHT.
this time i copy and paste. but i got super irritated when i can't even log in back. i tried again and again and again. STILL CANNOT. so whats the point that i copy out when i cannot even log in. URGHS.

I AM GOING TO CHANGE!

other than Xanga, Diaryland and LiveJournal,
anybody know of other online journals?

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*MAD

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

SO ANGRY WITH BLOGGER!
i blogged so long then got problem.
and BECAUSE OF THAT, i lost my post!

WASTING MY TIME!!!!
URGHS.

and this happens for a FEW times already.
thats why the past few posts are short.

bth.

AND I'M GOING MAD BECAUSE OF OOAD ASSIGNMENT!
i think everybody is.
lols.

lessons start at 10 later. but because of the assignment my groupmates and i gotta sacrifice our sleep and meet at 8am. SO EARLYYYYYYYYYYY.
SIAN.

i don't like OOAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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