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Friday, July 27, 2007

why the hell am i blogging in the middle of the night when i should be fast asleep by now?!

cos i just finish with my stuffs la.LOL.got mom's permission to skip dcoco's lesson today to choing the website!!HAHAi am so surprised she would agree to that!HAHA.this was what i told her 'tml i dont want to go for class but i will be going to school still to do project. cos if the project can't finish on time, cant grad!'.HAHAS.that's why she allowed.HAHAHA =P

i dont think i will be turning up for luke's class tml.cos i will be very tired.besides the website is not done up properly properly yet.its like just got the 'skeleton'.DEADline is NEXT TUESDAY!!!!!!OH NOOOOOOO~so depressing. but on the other hand, staying back in vista everynight with the rest of the class/sta-ians kinda fun.LOL.machiam chalet!HA

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lately, rather especially last night, my stress lvl went up again cos the bastard was back. mom and i gave chase.so funny la.but still lost him in the end.FAILURE.

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okies.goodnight folks.

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little something

Thursday, July 19, 2007

so i did receive a msg later that day.on one hand, i was delighted; but on the other, it's otherwise...delighted cos-you-know-why, sad 'cos ya-if-you know. -.-

hias. watched Transformers 3 weeks ago and i like BUMBLEBEE!hahas.but i also think Megan Fox is HOT in the show.her body is like Woahs...

if you reseach on her, some pics looks bitchy.=x LOL

Racheal Taylor is also not bad.HMM.

pretty girls.hias...depressing factor.

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harry potter movie was not much of a hmm.Woah show! cos maybe becos the main leads and the target audience have grown up, plus the haircut for harry was way to clean!TSK.in almost all the rest of the shows his haircut was like HAHA.unkempt. Emma Watson is getting more attractive.Daniel Radcliffe is a lil disappointment.Rupert Grint is HAHAS like normal, no difference. Tom Felton who plays Draco Malfoy is getting more attractive.LOL but still i dont like his character.Evanna Lynch played Luna Lovegood well, cos maybe she look really shen jing (according to twiny) LOL.Cho Chang played by Katie Leung...hmm..no comments cos i think still prefer Emma.HAHAS.

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8:53 AM

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msg

Monday, July 16, 2007

maybe a message from you will brighten up my day.

not maybe, it's definately.

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10:45 AM

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over and done

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

it's over and done.

some things are just too complicated to be explained, so don't ask.

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my second fyp team is a all-girls team again.HA!i realised i am always in a all girls team, which isn't a bad thing :)

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dinner with twiny at Kovan's Xin Wang HK cafe.i am still feeling full from that dinner.

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i shall upload the pics taken at the NDP preview SOON.

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VERY UPSET BECAUSE ALL THE DIM SUM DOLLIES' TICKETS HAVE BEEN SOLD OUT!!!ARGHH!!!BUT I WANT TO WATCH IT!!!I HAVE MISSED THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA AND MIDSUMMER'S NIGHT DREAM!!AND NOW THIS!?LIKE WTH?!ARGHHHH

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11:00 PM

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bruises

Saturday, July 07, 2007

i dont know how on earth did i get these bruises. they kinda just appear on its own. -.-

my left arm is the worse.

my right arm.kinda recovering already.

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just came back from the NDP 3rd full dress rehearsal cum preview.hahas.lets just say there are boring and funny moments!HAHA.i will upload the pics soon. :) and oya, michelle is one of the dancers!HAHA.the ones who dress in white like some bride!HA

on our way back, i met ms luo. luo lao shi, she taught us chinese in sec 2 and 4.

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i made a dream last night, a rather funny one about ed!HA.maybe i'm just too hmm. about next week. hahahahahahahahs.

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fyp isnt a nice thing, it's a silent killer.

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what on Earth

Friday, July 06, 2007

imagine: for consecutive weeks and months, every night your mom comes and talk to you about the same thing, do you feel irritated?

ya, i know what are you thinking.you must be thinking she is your mother what, you should hear her and blah blah blah.but can you spare a thought for me?imagine me listening to almost the same thing everynight and giving the same responses isnt a very pleasant thing for me.i was scared she might suffer from depression or what so i lend my ears but as time goes by i feel that she is like a recorder - playing and repeating the same thing over and over and over and over AGAIN!i DISLIKE it. so the night before and yesterday i secretly went to sleep without her knowing so that i can skip the 'preaching' sessions.HOWEVER BECAUSE OF THIS SHE CALLED ME NAUGHTY!like WTH!what's the matter with her man.and when i asked her what time is michelle coming back ltr, she ignore me and shouted at me to keep my keys. BASKET.

WHY DO I HAVE TO MEET AND ENTERTAIN AND BE TORELANT TOWARDS INSENSITIVE PEOPLE?!

WHY!

and again, the bittersweet feeling.

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new song new song! :)

i like this:

It's turning out just another day
I took a shower and I went on my way
I stopped there as usual
had a coffee and piewhen i turned to leave
i couldn't believe my eyes
standing there i didn't know what to say
without one touch
we stood there face to face

Chorus
(And) i was dying indside to hold you
i couldn't believe what i felt for you
dying inside i was dying inside
but i couldn't bring myself to touch you

you said hello then u asked my name
i didn't know if i should go all the way
inside i felt my life have really changed
i knew that it would never be the same
standing there i didn't know what to say
first time looked away when i whispered your name

Chorus 2x
one hello changed my life
i didn't believe in love at first sight
but you've shown me what is life
and I now i know my love (i know it's coming right)

Chorus (fade

today's

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

my first white pair of skinnys (not exactly 'cos its kinda abit loose)

Look into my eye.

at laoda's place last tuesday!coincidentally the bedsheet, pillowcase and blostercase were in shades of pink too!HAAHAHA

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waking up at the touch of the lover's lips. finding ourselves in a spacious room facing the sea. cool breezes circulating the room. the sun already rose making the sea look like some sparkling water. and then we cuddle ourselves in that cozy bed, lazy to get up.

and when i woke up, it was the bloster i was hugging tight. (-.-)

depressing

Monday, July 02, 2007

of late, i am feeling alittle down and out.just can't explain that feeling. 1/2 of which maybe it's because of the bloody bastard, whilst the other 1/2 maybe because of ...

and then yes back to the bastard. can you imagine he has flown out of the country on the 28th! i cant imagine that seriously. cos it's like for the past few weeks we (me and mom) have been going down to his place and 'stalk' him. @&%$# and all because of him, i get 'preaching' sessions almost every night! well, until that night when we went to war, the sessions were cancelled. cos we thought things were settled.but however not!MAY HIS CANCER CELLS ERUPT AGAIN!MAY HIS LAST DAYS BE PAINFUL!ya, call me mean or what for cursing him, but seriously he is a total disgrace to all the men in the world! you guys can help by prank calling this number: 6369 2409. this is his house number. if one old lady answers the phone,she is the mother and can only speak Hokkien. and also all because of him, my stress level increased! all because of him, i learnt not to pity any other cancer patient.all because of him, i ...

there are many other factors leading to that 'breakdown', as what you all called it to be. grades arnt very good this sems. i'm very worried if i should get a C in the overall. fyp hmm.left 28 more days.i'm also worried cos 1) its dcoco. and i dont like her! 2) she might give us a hard time. 3) lao da and i are not pro at websit-ing. pp hmm.on the hold now.

what if i can't finish pp?what if my grades arnt as good as last sems!?what if fyp website sucks?!what if what if what if?!HOW?!tell me how?

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what if one day i wake up in a whole new world? :)

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been getting weird dreams lately.hahas.first was about a funny conversation with yongzhi on msn.woke up laughing.but i can't remember the details. then it was me at some place with some people i dont know but somehow they know me.hmm.then i can't remember.

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i am weighing the pros and cons of liking a girl and a guy respectively. :)

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11:51 PM

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new ez link card

Sunday, July 01, 2007

so i finally moved my ass to get a replacement for my lost ez-link card. 21$ = cost of card 5$ + personalisation fee 3$ + admin fee 10$ + SMART card unblock payment 3$. (-.-)

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by the way, my sis's costume for the NDP dance is hmm.HAHAH!all white, like so angel, but not.HAHAHAHAH

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some pics from last week! :)