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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

wooo~
HOLIDAYS! :D
went Vivocity to meet jookiah & huixian after paper.
while waiting for hx to knock off from work, and boyfriend to come,
jk and i were chatting away at the sky garden.

the conversation somehow made me speechless and felt guilty towards boyfriend.
especially when i specially bought 1/2 dozen of donuts for him, yet he don't believe its really bought by me. somehow, it hurted to hear the sentence "you can't be that good to buy those for me".
not to say hurt, but that sentence really striked me with the thought "am i really such a lousy girlfriend that he doesn't even believe that i bought him something?"

everybody KEPT telling me that i'm always thinking too much.
am i?
i mean, i don't want to, but i don't feel that i have a choice.
it just occurs NATURALLY.

nevertheless, i'm already trying my VERY best not to think TOO MUCH.
but it feels really tired to hear that over and over again.

maybe i'm just too silly to want things to be perfect, when i know that nothing can be perfect in this world.

i know you wanna say, "are you stressing yourself too much again?"

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*steamboat

Thursday, February 22, 2007

steamboat was great.
lots of laughters :)
everybody enjoyed it.

special thanks to HUIXIAN for preparing the steamboat and making the chocolate fondue.
XD

upload of photos about valentine's day and this steamboat after my exams =D
time to study for now! :(

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chu san/valentine's

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

初三, 20th Feb.

my house was very crowded with 11people yesterday.HAHA! so re nao! as if mother suddenly have so many daughters and sons!HAHAHAHA.lets see who came : (in order of attendence) Alexia, Jacelyn, Sarah, Jasmine, Edwin&Jookiah, Fidelia,Pohleng, Jestyn&Cousins (Kenny&Yifeng). Lao da Elf and Lao san Shann couldn't make it soooo sad laaaa.hiax.cant do the yu sheng thing with us.haha.but nevermind. heard your coming from others in the day, also heard your absence from others in the night even mother was expecting you. i haven spoken of you in front of her for a long time. nevermind, "by default, it's table for two " quoted from alex. anyway here are the pictures:

with the polyians.

with the secondarians.

the night people!played 2 games to finish off the bities on the table!hahaha

by the way, Brother gave Pohleng a new nick! SYMBOLS!=x LOL.

why?

cos its Sim Poh Leng.HAHAHAHAHAAH!=P
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Valentine's day:

was supposed to meet fee for shopping but had relief, so went out with LAO DA!haha! shopped around TM/Century Square/Marina Square.

a little dyed hair

mismatched clothes from...
... I.P Zone!

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didn't mean to be unhappy.

didn't mean to show attitude.

at first i really don't mind, but felt kind of left out after that, especially when you were busy with your cousins and neglected my existance.

it was then i realised i actually don't like it.

i know you meant well, but i just feel weird.

i chose to keep quiet because i don't want you to leave because of me.

i was afraid when you ignored and walked in front of me.

it tells me you were angry with me.

i wanted to forget and smile like you asked me to, but i just couldn't.

i wanted to walk up and hold your hand, but i don't have the courage.

that's when i broke down into tears when you gave in and gave me a hug.

i am really confused with myself.
i don't know if the problem lies on my character or my attitude.
i really don't know what i should do.

do you know how stressful am i?
why does things turn out this way...

yours truly,
alicia`JYING

*for my love

Sunday, February 18, 2007

specially for my ♥:

(click for larger view)

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新年快乐，

万事如意，

心想事成，

恭喜发财，

猪年行大运！

大家发！！！

inviting everybody to come over at my place on 初三, tuesday (tentatively). =)

call.sms.msn for details.LOL.

updates.

Thursday, February 15, 2007

i am still very lazy to upload the pics taken in sentosa with family during december holis.=x

one week since the last update.

last wed stayed at alex's house to finish up the EoF patchwork thing till late.in the end the very last step her mom helped us complete; that's drawing the final heart and stuffing the cotton etc. on thursday the noir noir cushion aka patchwork was placed in the exhibition hall.friday was the critic and analysis.

proudly brought to you by: (from left) lao er Sarah, lao si Mabel, lao san Shannon, lao da Elfrida and lastly lao/xiao wu Alexia.

i was saying this looks like both of them are lying on a bed.HAHA.by the way, its also a close up on the "heart" of the heart.

our little write-up for the project.

presenting to you our mascot's cousin, Stampede

~~they were saying this looks like the SPCA little girl figure holding the donation box.~~

lastly, our little booth! =)

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monday: doctor's advice, stay away from the sun.

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tuesday: had HoliSTA. all went reluctantly. late. Suzanne Jung from CNA Primetime was one of the guest speakers. after the break we left.=x, initial plan was to do CNY shopping.but ended up at airport.HAHa.

Suzanne Jung giving her speech. this is the closest i can get from my seat.-x

E5's ladies.LOL.(from left clockwise) Jasmine, Mabel, Alexia, Sarah, Elfrida and Shannon

i like. =)

we were trying to run away without being noticed while...

2 & 5 are playing with the cammy behind us!LOL

and so after we got away successfully, we laughed heartily. much fun.HAHA

the most successful "jump' picture i can use.=X

the 'human pyramid' LOL

our tagggggggs

see how strong lao da is!LOL

don't mess around wif'em.

down the ramp.eh.Sarah is being blocked by lao da!LOL

just before Sarah left. See that! NO TROLLEYS ON ESCALATOR

Sarah and Shannon

Sarah and Elf

Mab and Elf

Shann and Mab

Jasmine and Mabel

Mabel and Alexia

Yes, Mind your Gap.LOL

hao yi ge...

mei li de...

(mo li hua) ta yang hua!;P

Thats all folks.will update other stuffs probably tml or after CNY.

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*trust

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

i never know lies can hurt so much.

especially when they comes from the people you trust most.

all of a sudden, i don't know who can i trust.

i don't know who can i rely on.

i just feel that its better to be alone.

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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

*whats wrong with me.

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

maybe i should understand myself more before i care about other stuffs.

sometimes i really don't know what i want.

felt kind of disappointed with myself.

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*bored @ csad

Thursday, February 08, 2007

BORED! BORED! BORED!
having CSAD lab now, supposed to be doing the remedial questions.
but nobody bothers. lols.
everybody in the class is doing their own stuffs, while teacher is evaluating 1 project goup at a time.
since i can't blog much at home, i shall make use of the chance to blog now. LOL.

left 1 more week of school only! =D
valentine's day next wednesday.
chinese new year next sunday.
i can't wait for holidays!

but before that, its examinations time.
i DON'T HAVE enough time to enjoy my CNY! :(

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