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___::holis' coming::

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

another 2 more school days to term break.

kenneth's lesson on tuesday was not that bad. but still he won't stop disturbing me. anyway i think he was not as alert as before. he kinda kept repeating what he said in the morning, in the afternoon. HAHA! he is getting old manx. =P

i am kinda worried about my group's story: Hansel&Gretel: A Modern Adaptation. as you can tell from the title, its a modernised Hansel&Gretel story. i feel that our story is quite shaky. the details are still not there yet. the ending is..hmm..kinda "too" open-ended? hiax. i don't know what to do. i have no inspirations manx, how to rewrite? hopefully we can get the story firmed by the holisdays, otherwise kenneth will starting making noise again. HIAX!

so this is my "homework" for the holidays.

ARTFRIEND offered all STA students in RP free membership.haha!as a typical Singaporean, of course i have signed up for it! =D

ooohhya~ i am enjoying Wednesday's module! HAHA! fun fun fun~ Principles of Digital Media Design. my elective. but it will only last a sem. sad =(

okk.i have better go. i have been oversleeping for the past 3 days. and Jacelyn is not very happy with it, so i have promised to sleep early tonight so that i can meet her on time tomorrow morning!!! HAHAHA! =P

i don't feel good about it.
i feel its too wrong.
difference is 10-12 years manx.
hiax.
but if its really true?
well~
that's what i am hoping also, i guess..

penned 11:40 pm

Written at
11:24 PM

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___::late::

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

sorry for the past entries. ~~here's the place for me to vent my angers, though =X~~

as for today...

woke up late.

later than usual.

suppose to meet jacelyn at 6:55 am at the bus-stop, but woke up at 7:02 am instead.so went to school on my own.

reach class at around 9:00 am.the last third to arrive, hopefully janine will not mark me down.so kinda sian when i reach class.had that kinda "i am not awake" face and attitude.then at around 9:30 am, i was made the leader of the team.i was like "OMG!".hiax.but still managed to survive through the day.later when i found out i scored an A for wai bun's lesson (history of the arts module) my attitude got better! HAHA!

3rd A.hopefully I will have more!!way to go, mabel!!! =P

went to orchard with jingying to get her formal stuffs, den suntec.haha.for no rhyme nor reason.i didn't know what wind blew us there! LOL!

OHHH MY~ TOMORROW IS KENNETH'S LESSON.

irritating sia.

that's for all now, folks!

=D Nitex

penned 12:24 am

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12:06 AM

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*STRESS ARH! =X

Monday, May 29, 2006

this week gonna be a busy week for me arh!! =(

Today and tomorrow need to study for DBSY lab test.
Wednesday night needs to prepare for Grade A answers, 2 questions and all the necessary fake IT-related certificates for CMSK2.
Thursday night needs to finish up UIR assignment stuffs.
Friday, Saturday and Sunday need to start chiong-ing for Term tests.

omgggg~
STRESS ARHH!!!!!

can this week and next week pass FASTER!!?!! =x

penned at 10.28pm

Written at
10:26 PM

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i don't wish to answer you "I'm not okay"
neither do i wish to answer you "I'm okay" when i'm not.
therefore,
silence will be the best reply i can give you.

please forgive me for that.

don't you understand...
even if you were to disappear,
your shadow remains in me.
haiiis.

~~let me get myself out of all these pains.~~

penned at 12.01am
[edited at 12.22am]

*im lost...

Sunday, May 28, 2006

i wonder...
will i really regret in the future?
i wish to go for it...
however, there are too many 'but' in me.
i am afraid...
that history will repeat.
i told myself not to think of it...
i couldn't help but missing ~~him~~ every seconds and every minutes.
i was so affected...
by simply one testimonial.
i was just reminded...
of the past when i first knew him.
i was sad...
and jealous.
but i understand...
i couldn't hold on to it anymore.

haiis.

can we really control our emotions?
if yes, why can't i.
yes,
i wish to say 'i ~~still~~ love you'
but i couldn't.
because everything has become a history for me.

penned at 6.28pm

Written at
6:11 PM

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its so hard to let go.

a sudden turn in my mood.
my friends tried to console me,
i appreciated it. but it doesn't help.

i just had a weird feeling inside me now.
feel like crying.

what should i do.

penned at 2.26am

i'm so sleepy now.

met up with wanting today at 1.30 and we headed off to bugis.

we went to buy the things she needed for her australia field trip.
and headed off to marina square to find the Hang Ten shop. =x
~walked and walked and walked and walked~
felt tired and thirsty after hours of walking, we rested at starbucks.
and we were so stupid. =X
we were looking and looking for Rhumba in the menu, but couldn't find.
so i asked the person and she told us they changed from Rhumba to Java Chips which has more chocolates.
but it taste the same to me. =X

and we started zi lian-ing with our cameras there. =X

heheheex. these are only SOME of the photos we took. lols.

and not forgetting this:

i have to remind myself to RELAX. hahahas!
cannot be too stressful. =X

and after our zi lian-ing,
we headed down to Suntec and continued shopping.
and OMG...

i bought:
1 top - $26
1 jacket - ~~$39~~ $31.20
Food & others - about $23

costs me more than $50 liao. -.-"
money is so important, isn't it?
lols. =X

i haven't shop enough~~~~~~~~~~~!! =X
people says:
a girl's wardrobe will always be short of 1 clothes.
how true is that. LOL!!!!

=pp

penned at 1.23am

___::liar::

Saturday, May 27, 2006

SHE LIED.

basket

~~unless there is a need to, don't msg me.i am so not in the mood for anything now.~~

penned 10:18 pm

Written at
10:16 PM

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just unwrapped the G-mask on my phone.hmm.so not used to it.seeing it in silver again.haha!

its not that i have itcy finger or what sort.just that later mom is going to get sis a new phone, and she also said she maybe going to change mine also!hmm.as in trade in?i don't know, so just unwrap first.haha!its like so new can!?haha.with minimal scratches! haha.

i am so going to get my current love - Nokia 7370. =)

Bye SamieSung ;; Hi Nokeiya

i hope she does not change her mind!MUAHAHA

penned 3:22 pm

___::DAMN!::

Friday, May 26, 2006

WHAT A DAY!

woke up late, at about 6:45 am, therefore didn't meet jacelyn, went to school myself.reach class super late can!?about 8:50 am.but i am not the last though!ha ha!lucky wai bun haven started lesson.otherwise my attendence will be partial.

then in the late morning, got caught for eating in class?!? by whom? the damn security officer!not even the disciplinarian CAN?!?owell~shouldn't be "officer", I doubt she has that much ability though.it should be "worker" since she only reports to work every morning, and after that, all the other activities are none of her business.it seems like every afternoon at about 12+, a "reminder" will be played over the PA system in all the study clusters, to remind us not to eat in the rooms. BUT C'MON! even my faciliator did not make noise when i was having breakfast in class earlier now. bloody h*ll!

DAMN! these people ought to be sacked!i don't mean that because she caught me eating, but because she catch students just for her job.BIAS!know why?because...initially, 3 of us were eating..hmm..now i remember,we were not even eating at that time lahx.the food was only on the table lor.basket.we were discussing about our work because our team members and most of our classmates were not back yet and it was like 11+ already?presentation starts at 2?so there were only the 3 of us, jasmine, zhi ning and me.so of course we had to start doing work our stuffs, hence there was not much time to waste going down to the canteen to eat.worse yet!BASKET!she only took down zhi ning and my name!she let jasmine off.i am not trying to imply that jasmine should be caught also, but can she at least do her work properly?if she wants to catch, den catch all, otherwise leave us alone!basket.

these people only catch students because they HAVE to.otherwise, they will get it from their supervisors?damn!exactly the same as the carpark aunties!bloody basket.

that's for the afternoon.now its the night.when i came back at about 8:45 pm,wash up and all until 9:10, then mom came home.basket.she is not in the best mood also.kept scolding and nagging ang making noise.if i don't reply her, she says i am deaf.if i reply her, she says i am rude.DAMN!what does she want!??!?!!

idioticallybasketlydumbodamnnie!

if i really start scolding all the vulgaries, that means i am really really angry.

i shall peace out now!

//damn//

penned: 11:12 pm

Written at
10:33 PM

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I AM SO ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this afternoon when i was in school using msn,
this guy nicked Ivan came to talk to me.
then i asked who is he. he said he is a friend of my ex-colleague.
so i assumed he got my msn address from my friendster.
nvm.

then he started asking:
where do i stay.
and
do i have a boyfriend.

after i answered him, he asked me to be his girlfriend. wth~
i only spoke to him like 3 sentences ONLY.

now he came to talk to me again...
here some of the questions he asked:
"y dun let internet friend stead with u can tell me y"
"can we be friend first then stead izzit fine"

and take a look at this conversation we had:

../°JñGyñG°\.. memories remains* says:
how old are you.
IvAn says:
19
../°JñGyñG°\.. memories remains* says:
studying or wad
IvAn says:
studying
../°JñGyñG°\.. memories remains* says:
where
IvAn says:
poly
IvAn says:
ite
IvAn says:
reply
../°JñGyñG°\.. memories remains* says:
reply wad
../°JñGyñG°\.. memories remains* says:
u cant even say properly where r u studying
IvAn says:
ite
../°JñGyñG°\.. memories remains* says:
den wad did u say poly in the first place?
IvAn says:
tat poly is my sister write wan not me
IvAn says:
can we be friend first know each other well then stead izzit fine with u, fair with u. how about it u agree
IvAn says:
reply
../°JñGyñG°\.. memories remains* says:
WHY?
../°JñGyñG°\.. memories remains* says:
u dun even noe me AT ALL. why u wanna get into a r/s with me.
IvAn says:
just be la

SO stupid lahs.
take note, he is still using the word "stead". -.-"
childish.
and will you believe him if you were me? -.-

and when i asked him he never even see me before. or rather we don't even know each other at all. why he insist on having a r/s with me, he said:

IvAn says:
first is i have real feeling on u serious. second i like ur type of girl.third is u cute and not bad girl.last one is i interest with u
IvAn says:
my heart ans

real feelings? develop after looking at a photo?
RUBBISH.

and this is what i answered back:
"firstly. im not interested to get into a r/s with somebody i duno at all.
secondly. i dun wish to have any r/s right now.
thirdly. i dun believe feelings of love can be developed jus frm a photo."

and he is still insisting...

IvAn says:
kk u win
IvAn says:
be friend la
IvAn says:
reply
IvAn says:
reply
IvAn says:
u there
../°JñGyñG°\.. memories remains* says:
hey. im not talking to u alone can.
IvAn says:
kk relax dun angry

and i really wanna faint when i saw his next sentence:

IvAn says:
be my mei can

when i told raney about this incident,
he said: "Good luck la u.. he must be related to you in some way.. Not boyfriend then is wan be ur bro sia. U this year got tao hua leh. but is rotten de.. haha"
THANK YOU ARH, RANEY. -.-"

what a ridiculous person.
how i wish i could scold him AWAKE.
and there, i blocked him.

penned at 7.27pm

the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE is here!!
lols.

i need money to shop.
=(

I'm so bored now.
Today is TP's CCN Day.
Waiting for mingpei to dismiss to go walk around.
hehehex.

*YAWNNS*
i'm so tired nowadays.

mend my broken heart,
help me leave the past,
walk me to the future.
are you the one?

penned at 12.07pm

*stupid me.

Thursday, May 25, 2006

i'm super blur today..!!

first, i forgot to bring the passport size photo for my CMSK2 Resume, which is to be handed today during the make-up tutorial.
and, i also forgot to tab my ez-link after i alighted from 23! -.-"
my mom was right. even if i have concession, i still must tap the card before i alight. now it had became a bad habit already.. =X

AND...
when i was having my lab, i realised i forgot to bring my thumbdrive also! -.-"
think last night i was too tired that i just sleep right after i off the computer and forgot everything. =X

AND... because i forgot to bring my photo right...
so i skip 1 lecture at 12. and during my 3 hrs of free time (which includes the 2 hrs break before that lecture), i came home. and i don't know what am i thinking lahs. i forgot to tap the ez-link AGAIN when i alighted from 15. stupid me! waste so much money. -.-

somebody slap me AWAKE please.
~~i need a real head slap. =x~~

mend my broken heart,
help me leave the past,
walk me to the future.
are you the one?

penned at 12.10pm

Written at
12:00 PM

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the 101th post!
hahas.
=X

finally done with Resume and Cover Letter!
next week will be the interview. omg.
need to wear formal again.
and so many preparation to do..!! just for the fake interview -.-"

term test timetable is out.
mon 5 june: OPSY
tue 6 june: DSAG
wed 7 june: DBSY
fri 9 june: OOAD

SIANNNNNNN.
can i don't take the tests.... =(
i don't even know what had i learnt! =X

and i will be having a busy term break doing assignments.
~~what a nice "break" TP gave us!~~ =X

*its time to pull up my socks.

mend my broken heart,
help me leave the past,
walk me to the future.
are you the one?

penned at 12.17am

*happy birthday, felicia! =)

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

its 24th MAY!
LOL.
a memorable day. hahahas.

'cause 24th May 2005 is the day i started school in TP! =x
so fast 1 year has passed.
and i'm friends with mingpei darling and felicia and the others for 1 year already!
happy 1 year friendship! lols!!!

a lot of things happened these few days.
but nevermind.
i believe felicia, mingpei and me will be good friends always.
i love you 2!! *huggs*
=D

and lastly,
not forgetting to wish felicia a very HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!
all the best to ya~ =)

*memories last forever, never do they die.
friends stay together, never say goodbye.

mend my broken heart,
help me leave the past,
walk me to the future.
are you the one?

penned at 12.20am

Written at
12:08 AM

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___::HAHA!:

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

hmm.i just realised i have "aged" tremendously!HAHA!gota have a new haircut soon. was having a conversation with jingying and our display pictures are like the "past" and "present"

have a look!

hmm.kinda too small.let me cut and paste again.

jingying's>

hiax.have put not more weight! and i think its the fringe that makes me look older, don't u think so?ha! the one on the left is like so kiddy.and then the right is so "grown-up" le.haha

sian lahx.later its kenneth's lesson.i am blogging this as of Tuesday Morning! haha!

TATA~ =) just here to say i have not MIA yet!

penned 1:07 am

Written at
12:54 AM

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*poor little bird

Monday, May 22, 2006

this late afternoon when i was lying comfortably on my sofa watching tv,
i saw a bird on the roof top opposite my block.
oh myyy.
its so poor thing.
its raining cats and dogs and that bird was stuck in the rain!
and it sounds like its "shouting for help" =x

poor little bird. it stood there for so long.
then after i took the pic =x i saw it flew directly down.
but i think there's something wrong with the wings or what. it couldn't fly. (i assume that 'cause if it could, it would have fly away in the first place. lols!) neither did it flap its wings. so its SO SCARY when it "flew" down from the top.

okays.
enough of the bird. lols.

today's DSAG tutorial was so funny =x
shan rong and i were laughing NON-STOP because of our tutor.
shan't elaborate 'cause it sounds so bad. =X lols!
ask me if you wanna know! hahahas. =p

i'm so bored now.
stuck with DBSY tutorial. SIAN.
this week is the fifth week already.
term tests on week 7.
and assignments are all up. due on that few weeks after term break.
*yawnns*

lots of fairs coming up too!
=D
FOOD FAIR. *yummy yummy*
IT FAIR *daddy! mummy! i want a notebook!*
heheex.

and lastly,
not forgetting to thank all those friends who are concern about me when i was feeling down past few days. =)
THANKS!

P.S.
today's post is a bit messy. 'cause i'm really too bored. LOL.

mend my broken heart,
help me leave the past,
walk me to the future.
are you the one?

penned at 11.18pm

Written at
10:53 PM

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*i wan the jacket!

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Tommy Page - A Shoulder To Cry On

Life is full of lots of up and downs

But the distance feels further

When it's headed for the ground

And there's nothing more painful

Then to let your feelings take you down

It's so hard to know

The way you feel inside

When there's many thoughts

And feelings that you hide

But you might feel better

If you let me walk with you

By your side

Chorus:

And when you need

A shoulder to cry on

When you need

A friend to rely on

When the whole world is gone

You won't be alone

I'll be there

I'll be your shoulder to cry on

I'll be there

I'll be your friend to rely on

When the whole world's gone

You won't be alone 'cause i'll be there

All of the times

When everything is wrong

And your feeling like

There's no use going on

You can't give it up

I'll help you work it out

And carry on

Side by side

With you till the end

I'll always be the one

A shoulder to cry on continued

To firmly hold your hand

No matter what is said or done

Our love will always continue on

Chorus:
Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
Everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world's gone, you won't be alone

'cause i'll be there

I'll be your shoulder to cry on

I'll be there

I'll be the one to rely one

When the whole world's gone, you wont be alone

'cause i'll be there

And when the whole world is gone

You'll always have my shoulder to cry on

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sc7mcjFOWJg

Written at
11:45 PM

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this world is so complicated.
its so hard to understand one another.
its just so stressful.

we never know what the others will do to you.
we never know what the others think about you inside.
we never know what your closest friends might do to you one day.
there are a lot of things we can never expect.

if you call yourself my good friend,
don't find me ONLY when you need my help.
i tried my best to keep in contact with you.
i did my part in trying to keep our friendship close.
but whenever you reply me when i ask you out,
your reply hurts me that much.
i don't know to give up or not.
all i know is i treasure every friendship, including yours.

i'm just so tired of living in this world.

mend my broken heart,
help me leave the past,
walk me to the future.
are you the one?

penned at 2.11am

*I LOVE TOTORO!

Saturday, May 20, 2006

My Neighbour Totoro
by Hayao Miyazaki

Totoro
A spirit of the forest. He came from Miyazaiki's imagination.
Totoro is a mixture of several animals. Tanukis (the Japanese version of raccoons), Cats (the pointed ears and the facial expressions), and Owls (the chevron markings on their chests and the "ooo"-ing sound they make with their ocarinas at night).

There are other Totoros too. =)

Big Totoro (gray) Oh-Totoro
Medium Totoro (blue) Chuu-Totoro
Little Totoro (white) Chibi-Totoro

Aren't Totoros cute? hehex!
i fell in love with this movie ever since i watched it few years ago during CNY period on channel 8.

here is a clip of one of the songs from the movie:
(i shan't post the clip here 'cause it will be very lag =x
just click on the link.)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HwvMwRSOXUI

if you happen to see any accessories of Totoro outside, please tell me where is it! =x

mend my broken heart,
help me leave the past,
walk me to the future.
are you the one?

penned at 12.22am

Written at
11:57 PM

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how nice will it be....
if brains can be washed.
how nice will it be....
if there is a 'delete' button inside our brains.
how nice will it be....
if i can just forget some things that i don't wish to remember.

mend my broken heart,
help me leave the past,
walk me to the future.
are you the one?

penned at 6.55pm

haiis.
i'm feeling so vexed? moody? mentally exhausted?
i don't know.

probaby because i'm too tired 'cause of the long day in school today.
probably is becaue of some other reasons.
you are the cause for my bad mood.
when i feel that i hate you, i actually miss you too.
i wish to tell you to leave me alone, but i can't bear to.
i seriously hate myself for this. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME.
why i seem to be unable to settle that problem. it's already bugging me for months and months. haiis.
~~i still couldn't get over it.~~

TO MABEL;
take care.
get well soon!
and thanks for your AI XIN pocky and lollipop. =)

mend my broken heart,
help me leave the past,
walk me to the future.
are you the one?

penned at 12.18am

___::sick::

Friday, May 19, 2006

now that jingying has recovered from her flu and soar throat, its my turn.hiax!

flu virus is flying around in my class, passing from one fellow to another.Worse yet!i am super prone to flu.hiax!wth.so i have blocked nose, den running nose and now a mix.i cannot stand very strong, irritating smell, so those of you out there who wears strong cologne or prefume, please stay far away from me. Thanks for your kind attention. =) i think yesterday didn't drink enough plain water after dinner, so now throat begin to soar a little.partly because of the flu also, i guess.

i just realised this morning that every thursday and friday i will be very tired.stoning, most of the time.haha!

just now went to ISETAN private sales with jingying.hiax.packed with people at the ladies apparel.so didn't really see much.OOO! but i bought a cute bag!HAHA! this time its big enough to store this precious laptop of mine.HAHA! soo goody, from tomorrow onwards, i wouldn't have to carry my bag and laptop seperately.haa!and it has a a crown on the cover!HAHA!kawa!i, i say!!!! =P

oooCOoo!thanks jingying, for that cute little trinket for my handphone. =)

gota retire now to nurse back my health!

cheers!

penned 12:21 am

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12:08 AM

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___::hiax::

Thursday, May 18, 2006

i think i was real worn out last week.have had dreams for the 3 consecutive days, of which 1 of them is my favourite!Oppx! haha!

kinda just came back from Zion Road, have had some superb Hongkong food there.its not really dearly, but its quite reasonable.i simple like the presentation of the food, even the cups they served the drinks were fancy.haha!OOOYA!AND THEY HAVE MY FAVOURITE DESSERT!Sasame Paste!! Woahs!! compare theirs to Red Star, I would say Red Star is a disgrace. =X one word to describe their Sasame Paste, Fabulous! Really manx, some days you people should just get your butts there! HAHA!

Yesterday was Kenneth's lesson again!and i realised he wears his cologne is a bit too much (its not tt i "smell" others like a dog or something) i also think he smokes alittle too, because i smell cigarette smoke on him.Oppx! aha!

Tomorrow's Jose's lesson.Did i tell you before, he kinda owns a coco river, just like Willy Wonka?!? haha!its like whenever we have his lessons, he always buys us chocolates and chocolates!haha!he simply dotes on my class! (i am not boasting or anything, he said this himself) ~~So i better pull up my socks for his module: Film Citicisim and Analysis~~

i think i screwed up yesterday's Understanding Test.Hopefully i am able to pass though. hiax.

kk folks, its time for bed.

NITES!

penned 12:59 am

Written at
12:38 AM

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i got so many homework to do!!
- Complete typeout of Resume and Cover Letter.
- UIR Lab 2 and 3.
- UIR blog (posting and template).
- the ~~stupid~~ summary for not attending the semester briefing.

OH NOOOO~~~~~~~
everything is due on FRIDAY. my god! -.-

and...
finally its THURSDAY.
hahas.
Isetan Private Sales Day =X
its time to SHOP! =ppp

OH YA.
mabel~~~~
am i getting my STRAWBERRY LOLLIPOP tomorrow?
heeheeheeheex!
i want it FILLED with AI XIN arhs.. =pp
but it would be SO MUCH better if i can have STRAWBERRY POCKY + COCA COLA LOLLIPOP.
LOL!!!!! oops. so sorry. i'm such a greedy pig. HAHA! =X

okays. homework for now.
GOOD NIGHT, peeps. =)

penned at 12.36am

*im SO disappointed.

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

"ah ch0oo"
omg. i been sneezing and sneezing since i reached home just now.
when i thought i'm recovering soon, i actually got worse. -.-"
*sobbbs*

a beautiful destiny.
an almost-perfect friendship.

we never do anything without one another in school.
from going to lessons together, to eating, to studying, and all the way to slacking, we never leave one another.
within a year, we became so close friends.

however, everything changed in a glance.
we felt happy for you when your mr right came into your life.
we gave you our greatest blessings when you 2 decided to build a love story together.
your life changes...
never did we expect our friendship too.

all of a sudden, i couldn't differentiate the truth and lies.
your words are so believing, yet suspicious.
i used to think this friendship will be everlasting, but now doubts are there when i think of that word.
i seriously wonder have you ever treat us as your good friends before?
if you did, aren't you supposed to at least tell us what's on your mind.
there seems to be so much that you are hiding from us.
we respect you and believe that you will tell us if you wish to.
maybe you assume we know what's happening.
but, those are only our guessings.
we can never know what you are thinking unless you tell us.

we care for you very much.
but if you choose to remain silence,
there's nothing we can do.
we will respect you.

~~a crack on the glass will always remain...~~

P.S. i don't know if you will read this. but if you do, just some zhen xing hua, no offence.

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___::wth::

Monday, May 15, 2006

many of us of course like the feeling of going home, have a nice warm shower, enjoy a peaceful dinner and then lastly sit infront of the television comfortably.

however this seems so "storybook" to me, so impossible to happen. i simply dislike the feeling of having to go home because of them. Whenever i reach home early, i see them play games in their laptop, leaving the dishes in the sink since lunch for whom to clear?Duh~me of course.When are their turns?Then when i asked my sister to clear then next time (as in the next day) so that they wouldn't attract unwelcomed pests, she will say i am beginning to nag very much like my mom, then give me that monkey face.

Next, the laundry. Sometimes after mom washes the clothes in the washing machine before she goes to work in the afternoon, she will instruct me to hang them up through my siblings.BUT 90% OF THE TIME, they forgot.they can simply forget to pass the instructions because THEY WOULDN'T be the ones getting the dressing-down.I WILL BE THE ONE,LIKE DUH~~~y are always happy to see me being scolded.~~Then the balcony.sometimes when there are not enough spaces left on the bamboos to hang the bigger clothings such as my shirts, mom will hang them on a hanger and then at the balcony to sun.BUT!SUN SETS AROUND 6+7 RIGHT! THEN WHY SHOULD CLOTHES STILL BE HUNG AT THE BALCONY?!?! sometimes i really wonder is my sister that dumb and senseless. Can't she help me bring down the clothes hung there to the kitchen so that i can hang them up nicely at the bamboo area before mom comes home.the answer however is SHE CAN'T! she rather glue her golden butt to the ~~god-damn~~ chair than to help me.

Third.If you still not know what type of flat i am staying in, now i tell you. I am staying in a Mansionette (should be spelt this way). Its a 2-storey HDB flat. So all the bedrooms are on the second storey. as you know, there are windows in the bedrooms (like duh~), so curtains are used to "cover" the room, so that people will not be able to see what's inside. We have a houserule, that's to close all the bedrooms' curtain by 6.30 pm and turn on the foyer light (the one at the stairs).Happily, my dumb sister will turn on the light BUT WILL NOT CLOSE THE curtains.WHY?all boils down to her laziness. she will let me have the honour of completing this tasked assigned, when i come home at about 8+pm.

Finally, MY MOM! seriously, I have no idea what's wrong with her today. she came back about an hour after me, about 9 pm. after we have had dinner, she cut some mangoes. Because all the pieces are irregular, i normally as per usual pick randomly.So, it so happens that the first piece I took was a larger piece, she nagged.she said i was selfish, i take the bigger piece, so that my siblings can't eat.so fine~after that i was more careful. i took a soooo damn small piece.this time my sister also made noise.she said i took that piece because it was of a darker colour (the lighter it is, the more sour it will be) whilst my mom scolded me for eating the better pieces and leave all the so-called bad ones for them.SO FINE! i left the dining table for the kitchen to wash up the dishes.Everbody only knows how to sit at the table to eat, but none knows how to clear!

she just came in and scold me for the lights.my table has a lamp but i don't usually use it because its abit hot using them, so i always used the rooms ceiling light instead.However, i don't know what came over my mind yesterday.I plucked in the lamp and started using it.so now she is making noise because she feels that the ceiling light consumes more electicity than the lamp hence she has to pay more. since now i m not in a very good mood, of course i will not entertain her! so she was like "since you are not happy staying here, then might as well move out.we don't welcom you either"OMG!can u feel how hurt i was when i heard that, especially from my mom?!?! FINE~ since you don't welcome me, i don't hesitate to move out either when i am of age. i tell you what, as soon as i am finacially-stable, i will find a new place and move out.Better yet, overseas. HA HA!you don't see me and i don't see you. in this way, we wouldn't be blocking each other's paths!

i never liked this home.it does not feel like a home either.it feels like a hotel for me to sleep through the night and bathe. The only difference between a hotel and this, is that I will have to pay back by doing household chores instead of the cold-hard cash. whenever i sleep outside this place, i always felt happier! and freelier! but the only thing i will miss is my bed and pillow and bolster.=X

penned 11:53 pm

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10:46 PM

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*HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TOOO!!

Sunday, May 14, 2006

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY to all mothers out there!! =D
esp, to my own mama!
LOL!

i am sick again.!!! HAIIIS.
LAO MAO BING.
flu and sore throat. -.-"

URGHHHS~ its torturing me!!!!!!!!!!!! =(

penned at 10.50pm

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10:49 PM

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to all the mothers in the world: HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!

without you, there wouldn't be us. i say, mothers are very noble human.they carry us in their womb for 10 donkey months.from a cell as small as the full-stop at the end of the sentence and weightless to 48.5 cm and 3.5 kg at time of birth. (this is for me case). their skin have soooo much elasticity manx.so stretchable.=X hahax.owell~one day we will become moms too.HAHA!

oo.last night jingying showed me a page from yahoo auctions, now i am so into it!OMy~i feel like getting all those preeti things there!!!kk.back to my online shopping.haha.~~a substitute for finding other kdramas.~~>=D

wheeee~keke.tata for now =)

"LolliPop ers // Pocki"

penned 8:30 pm

i was so bored just now that i went to look at the yahoo auctions. lols!
and there are so many nice clothes and accessories that mabel showed me.
omg.

next time my husband gotta be hardworking enough to earn as much money as possible, so that i can shop happily. =X lols!

and when mabel showed me 1 ring, which was SO nice.
i told her:
suddenly i wish to grow up fast.
so that i can work and have a stable income. and at the same time marry a good husband.
and when i see something very nice i want...
i will go "DEAR! comeeeeeeeeee~~~~~"
"SEE! so NICE. i want.. cannnnnnnnnnnnn?"
and sa jiao a bit.
LOL!!!!!!!!!!
does it sounds very drama?
hahahas! =pp

okays.
shall continue to watch my tv show now. =x
NIGHT~

P.S. the profile page got some small changes on our LOVES; part. =)

penned at 12.27am

___::HAPPY VESAK DAY TOOO!::

Friday, May 12, 2006

to the active readers of this blog: HAPPY VESAK DAY TOO!

i think i am abit crazy though.went all the way to bugis just now just to get a cup of orange juice that i have been craving for last night!HAHA!still jingying is da bessst! =) she is always, i say aways, accompanying me no matter how crazy i am!heehe.

hmm.ai xin?haha.kekex.when will i be meeting u again?i think its pretty quite soon!haha.thursday i guess, because u want to join in the sales at Isetan right?then i will get u strawberry lollipop.haha!

went to Crystal Jade Kitchen at Bishan for dinner just now.because we were "celebrating" mother's day in advance for my mom.tsktsk.don't really like their servings.its so little.on top of that, they don't have my favourite dessert, the Cantonese's favourite, Sasame Seed Paste (something like that) so all the more i should not like Crystal Jade.HAHA =x (*evil~) anyway, i always preferred the Red Star Restaurant because of their tim sum and the dessert!heehex.but their service simply sucks during the Chinese New Year period.

okiexdokies, before i go off, here's a little tribute for mothers all over the world! =) [because 14th May is very near the corner]

What 'MOTHER' means

M... is for the million things she gave me,

O... means only that she's growing old,

T... is for the tears she shed to save me,

H... is for her heart of purest gold;

E... is for her eyes, with love-light shining,

R... means right, and right she'll always be.

Put them all together, they spell "MOTHER,"A word that means the world to me

"LolliPop ers // Pocki"

penned 12:02am

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11:34 PM

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i'm so bored.
i'm so tired.
i'm feeling moody all of a sudden. (i don't know why =x)

~~if money can buy happiness, i will prefer to be bankrupt.~~
just in case, you don't get why i said i prefer to be bankrupt. it's because i will choose to spend all my money to buy happiness.

penned at 11.35pm

HAPPY VESAK DAY!
though i don't really know about this day. but i'm just glad it is a HOLIDAY. hahas! =p

a short post before i go to meet mabel. heex.

i'm accompanying her to the mineral water interview later. -.-
but as usual, we are the shopping "queens", or rather the WINDOW shopping "queens", so we are heading down to bugis before the interview.
and the weird thing why is it bugis is because that girl wanna drink the fruit juice there -.-"
lols.

anyway,
she is overjoyed 'cause she got AI XIN pocky and lollipop.
I ALSO WANT lehhs. =(
buy me a STRAWBERRY POCKY and COCA COLA flavour LOLLIPOP can?

hehehehehehex. =ppp

talk about that, soooooooooo long since i last ate lollipops. =x last time my mom will just buy for me 1 tin? can? or whatever you call that. =x but of course i didn't eat all that myself. i am a good girl. =x i shared it with my cousins 1~~ =D

seems like i'm talking further and further away. =x
okays. shall stop here.
=)

MISS ME. =p

penned at 11.56am

okkkiex.i m suppose to be sleeping now.but since mom is not back yet,i have decided to blog.HA HA!

hmm.suddenly i miss the secondary school's life.the assembly time.the silent reading period.the recess time.the after-school's life.hiax.in poly, we don't have this sort of so-called bonding time.hahax.all we have are breaks and lesson time when we discuss work together.After school on msn, we also hardly talk to each other unless the cliques.

just now after the movie screening of "Dark City", went to meet jingying.from woodlands, we took a train down to bishan.hahax!on the train i was shaking the Ribena packet drink without realising that it was leeking.ooo!almost "kena" 2 ladies sitting in front of us.HAHA!as per usual, careless me.bought a mother's day gift for mom le.haha.a cute pinky dress from SEIYU.she Loves dresses & i simply do not understand why.maybe because she suits them very well.she still maintain her figure sia, after bearing 3 children.POWER~

"Dark City" is almost similiar to "Matrix", but its more appealing to me compared to the latter. WHAT IF ....

this morning gerlin sms-ed, saying she has a job for me for this long weekend, paying 6bucks per hour.BUT have got to attend a biefing in the evening.so that means the screening of "Dark City" will clash with it.so logically,i will attend whichever is more important!in the end i gave up on this job.then a few days ago, sharon from HR dept of Isetan called and asked if i am free to help out at the private sales next week.there again~sad case, can't though, it clashed with my module for the day.consider that as coincidental or something becuase it seems like i am always not able to help out for the 2nd PS for the year.it happened before last year too.ha ha!okkiex.back to just now.i did a survey a few days ago.i am not expecting any sort of reply.this evening, the lady called me and informed me that i was short-listed for an interview for some mineral water company.because i was outside just now, i did not have time to think carefully, so i agreed on going for the interview tomorrow.but i have decided to change me mind, i did not want to attend the interview anymore, so i called her back, but she wouldn't cancel the appointment for me because she said it's difficult to explain to her manager.so in order not to put her in a difficult position, i have to give up the idea of not wanting to go to the interview for agreeing to turn up.hiax.3 job opportunities in just a few donkey days.

i am so tired!give me a break!i needa breather!

owell~i don't feel like blogging anymore.Good Night, readers!

**please pardon me if there are many grammatical errors, etc. because I can't really concentrate now. mabel is sleepy.

"LolliPop ers // Pocki"

penned 1:23 am

___::schooool~::

Thursday, May 11, 2006

boredboredbored!

now its 9:23am and the fac is yakking away.7 minutes to break, but i doubt she will release us on time, becuase it HISTORY OF THE ARTS! hiaxxxx. sianz.

today is the last day of the SLA FIESTA.in another words, its CCA and SCHOOLS open house.hiax.don't feel like going to help out at the CCA booth lehx.but if i don't go, later they will make noise.if i go, i will be bored! so its soooo "mao du".

kekex.have to discuss with groups about today's problem!

Bye!

penned 9:28 am

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9:25 AM

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*3 cheers for our FRIENDSHIP! lols!

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

i was counting how long mabel and my friendship last..
LOL.
sounds a bit weird.
as in first time people counting FRIENDSHIP =x
but well, friends are IMPORTANT! esp, GOOD FRIENDS. BUDDIES. SISTERS!
hehehehex.

and..
until today, our friendship lasts 3 years, 4 months and 10 days.
hahas.
MABEL! 21 more days and we can celebrate our 3 yrs and 5th month FRIENDSHIP DAY.
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i believe friendships can be ETERNITY~ if both sides make the effort. heeheex~
SISTERS FOREVER, bel~! =p

okays. i'm just too bored =x

penned at 11.27pm

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11:22 PM

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I'M SO TIRED TODAY.
8 hours of lessons again.
-.-"

i hate Wednesday!!! =x

SLAP ME AWAKE please =x
it seems like no matter how early i sleep, i will still be tired the next day. LOL.

*and by the way,
EvilHero! WHO ARE YOU~~~ lols.
it seems like you are playing some mystery game arhs...? =X

penned at 10.55pm

*parents are going away!

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

tomorrow morning my parents are setting off to Genting for holidays~~~
and that means...
HOUSEWORK for me. =(

poor me.
being the only daughter in the family isn't that good at all. =x

penned at 11:46pm

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11:26 PM

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