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*Jookiah's 18th birthday

Sunday, July 30, 2006

i shall re-blog now.
-.-"

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY, JOOKIAH!

went movie at The Cathay first.
the cinema is soooooooo big and nice.
and the seats are soooooooo comfortable and wide. =x
we love it there.
hahas. mabel loves the comfortable seat so much that she wanna watch a 2nd round. -.-"

then went to meet chuan xiang and bling.
and the birthday boy treat us to Suki Sushi at Cine.
*yummy*

after dinner, we couldn't think of anything to do.
just then, mabel whispered to me saying we go find somewhere to sit and then go and buy a surprise birthday cake.
so i came up with this idea that we pretend to go home and then bring the surprise cake to his house.
hehex.
so i smsed the other 3 of them (when i were right in front of them). lol.
and all of them took out their handphones at the same time! -.-"
and of cause the birthday boy knew something fishy was going on.

in order not to let him suspect, i called up bling (when she was right behind me) and told her to agree to accompany jk take bus to toa payoh.
and because jk was STILL suspicious and bling leaked out something which made him more suspicious, i asked bling to pretend to persuade cx to join them. LOL.

so the 3 of them took bus.
me, mabel and wanting took train.
we bought a cake and card and met up with them at tpy.
and off we headed to jk's house! =D

we weren't sure of which storey he lives.
so we just anyhow anyhow. lols.
good thing we guessed it right. haha. 10th floor =x

we started preparing the cake at the stairs right outside his unit:

and when we were ready,
we rang the doorbell~~~

saw the smile on his face?
hahas.
we succeeded~
=p

the birthday boy with his cake.

making a wish~
may all your wishes came true (:

GROUP PHOTO~
we are never lonely with one another.
<3

jookiah with his parents and the fake sister. lols.

his mom said its inauspicious to take in group of 3 so we pushed bling in. hahas!

candid shot.
using the laptop attentively. haha.

bling trying to be lame.
HAHAHAHA!

and there was this big calendar hanging on his living room's wall.
so we started writing all over it. =x

and this is what it turns out to be:

lastly,
all our individual photos with the birthday boy~

Jookiah, hope you have a nice 18th birthday (:
i think he did. 'cause last night he thanked me like a million times already.
LOL!!!
and his parents are so friendly. =D
such a fortunate AH BOY huhh.
hahahahahas. only the 6 of us know about the Ah Boy thingy. LOL. =p

and both of us made a deal that in future no matter we have our own family or bf/gf already or not, we still must meet up and celebrate each other's birthdays!

hehehex.

i love my "family"!

i cannot stand blogger lahs.
kept giving me problem.
i think i spent more than 2 hours to get this done.
-.-"

time to study for lab test!
and its already 12+ going 1am.
pengs*

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10:29 PM

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OH GREAT.
I blogged about yesterday (jookiah's bday).
IN DETAILS and LOTS OF PHOTOS.
i spent more than an hour trying to upload the photos to blog.
and i am already SO TIRED. but still waiting patiently for blogger to load.

AND NOW....
because i opened 2 blogger windows,
i thought there is a repeated post. SO I DELETE IT.
and TO MY HORROR, ITS THE ONE AND ONLY POST!

STUPID ME.
now i WASTED my few hours.

SAD!
i shall blog all over again later in the afternoon IF i got the patience.
its super irritating when you wanna blog fast yet blogger is lagging like hell.
haiis!

GOOD NIGHT.

*finally over

Friday, July 28, 2006

FINALLY.
DBSY is finally OVERRR!!!
=D

1 big load OFF.
now only left with OOAD assignment which will be due 2 weeks later.
jia you! heex.

went to meet mum after school (:
i love going out with mum, cause she will buy many many many things for me.
hahahas. =X

mom pay for me my new S.H.E album =DDD

and i said i feel like eating mango cake. so we bought a cake as well =x
and mochi ice-cream.
and honey.
we went home BIG packets SMALL packets.
hehehex.

-headache-

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___::busy busy busy::

Thursday, July 27, 2006

BUSY days ahead!

involved in a film production project, about LOBSTERS (aka lobSTA) for the SAS ppl. and when its completed, it will be screened in suntec city for some "science fair", just like the "IT fair".

so in order to do that, have to learn the programmes in iMac, powerbooks such as Motion, cos i am in the "design and supers" dept of the proj.

and in order to do that, have to stay back in school somedays to crush course!

hmm..

heard of "SINGAPORE 2006, the IMF/World Bank Visit"? where the other states' ministers come down to Singapore for this international meeting.

am also involved in that, play as bus host for those delegates.

hahahas.u think its easy?

have to attend a few trainings for that wors.ahah!

after school later, have to go down to Kallang Place for uniform fitting just for this BIG event.by the way, its more grand than our nation's birthday!Hahaha.

hmm.kk.gtg

till i m bACK!

CHAOOOOOS~

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*unhappy day

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

unhappy day.

very very very tired.

i am no longer looking forward to 'tomorrow'

tomorrow is never a better day.

i'm afraid to spend my days.

i'm sick & tired of my everything.

i am starting to lose my purpose of life.

am i forcing my days through just because i have to?

its been so long since i last felt happy. truely happy.

i wish there is an end to my unhappiness.

i wish to sleep forever. which is not possible.

i wish to live in a world where there is nobody else. which is also not possible.

there is nothing i can do.

but to spend my days off in this way which i don't like.

how nice would it be if only i wasn't born into this world.

-meaningless-

fallen apart mentally*
-in a world of BLACK & WHITE-

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10:49 PM

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*pray hard for better days

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

tired tired tired!!!
old problem is back. HEADACHE! -.-"

were lazy to post last few days.
yesterday blogger got some problem and i can't blog.

left school at 6.50pm today because of OOAD assignment.
haiis.
assignments assignments assignments.
they are driving us crazyyyy~
me and my groupmates were sitting at the bench somewhere near the staff room and when Ms Rita was heading home, she saw and approached us. when she saw the OOAD assignment papers on our hands and our stress + tired looks, she said "oh dear. another assignment. poor things. you guys have my sympathy." and she gave us a sweet and encouraging smile.

OOAD sequence diagrams still not done yet!
and i'm superrrrr tired now.
moodless-
*YAWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNS*

yesterday my mom left the iron on the floor after ironing the clothes.
without notice, I STEPPED ON THE PLUG!
oh my~ my own weight was on that 3-PIN PLUG!
-.-"
i almost screammmmmmmmmmmmmmm in pain. =x

because of that, today i was so afraid to step with my left foot.
it hurts kaee :(
so i tried to place my weight on the LEFT side of my left foot when i walk.

my parents kept saying i need to rub then it will be okay.
but i don't dare to. =x
haiis.
my poor foot.

now my dad took my table mirror and asked me how come the glass drop out...
because i dropped the whole mirror on the floor this morning. and 1 side of the mirror was slightly broken. =x
HENGGGGG i didn't step on any glass.

past few days legs cramp.
yesterday stepped on plug.
omg. i don't dare to imagine what might happen next.

I AM FEELING SO FRUSTRATED NOW!
got a kind of weird feeling. feel like screaming.... also feel like crying. =X

AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:'(

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10:44 PM

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-.-"

Sunday, July 23, 2006

wah liew.
all thanks to raney. i just made a joke out of myself. =x

i asked him for my class rep number cause i wanna ask him something.
and he gave me.
then i smsed to that number. and that person replied to my question.
then as the conversation went on, it get more and more weird.
and then that person told me she is hui min. -.-"
omg lah.
i went to ask him for my class rep's number again. this time he gave a different number.
stupid raney! =X
gave me the wrong number.
but somehow, because of that, i made 1 new friend.
HAHAHA!

yin huo de fu? =X

TIRED TIRED TIRED*

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11:09 PM

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*leg cramps ):

Saturday, July 22, 2006

bored.

slept late last night. so this morning was too tired to go repair laptop. =x
leg cramps getting worse.
from thursday RIGHT leg.
to friday LEFT leg.
and today BOTH legs.
what's wrong sia. -.-"
maybe next time i won't be able to walk anymore...

have you ever wonder what if one day you cannot walk?
or maybe cannot see?
or cannot hear?
or cannot talk?
or diagnose with some illness which is incurable?

that will be scary. super scary.

though i said before i'm sick and tired of my life,
but there are still a lot of things that i'm curious about.
=x

Saw this quote at NEL staton that TV. =x
I'm not afraid of tomorrow, for I have seen yesterday and I love today.

what if there is no tomorrow?
what will be the first thing i do now?

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2:34 PM

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*BLUR

Friday, July 21, 2006

how blur can i be. -.-"
i was clearing my hp inbox, and i saw the sms that my brother sent me last night to help him to record a show.
and i just remembered.. last night i recorded the show without setting the timer. and i forgot to stop the recording!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH MY GOODNESS!
*smack my forehead*

getting very sick and tired of DBSY assignment.
many things happened. SAD*
and because of this assignment, my group approached ALMOST the whole DBSY teaching team.
initially only wanted to find our lab tutor for help. but we can't find his office! -.-"

yesterday we found the subject leader, Ms Rita.
and today even more pro.
3 tutors: Ms Linda, Mr Tan, Mr Cheong.
and every tutors told us a different solution for the Mapping of ERD diagram. Oh My~ we ended up changing and changing and mixing it up with the attributes of ERD.

however, we were really touched by the tutors. they are VERY helpful.
Ms Rita gone through the whole mapping that we did and roughly suggested to us the the correct answer and normalisation.
Ms Linda. didn't teach us AT ALL. but she went through the mapping and even asked us to email her our ERD diagram, Mapping and Normalisation form and she will check for us and reply us before Monday.
Mr Tan. our tutorial tutor. he was having lesson when we went to find him. however, he came out of the class and answered to our questions patiently.
Mr Cheong. another tutor who never teach us at all. he corrected our ERD diagram according to our Mapping and taught us entirely how to do normalisation. and because of him, we finally understand the process of normalising. and he is really patient. he make sure we understand what he said before he continues. (:

TEACHERS are GREAT!
hehehex!

while doing this assignment, i also concluded that in a group, there should be AT LEAST 1 high 'D' member. then at least that person can make the decision for the whole group.
-.-

met mom at compass point after project.
we went KFC to eat. and there was this group of english speaking guys who sat next to us.
i had no idea why english speaking guys always give me a better impression. kekekeke!
anyway they are in their early-20s i supposed? 1 of them was in his NAVY Uniform. smart! =D
and i admit i was overhearing their conversation. lols!
the Air Force guy very poor thing. he was sick and he was eating fish porridge while his friends were happily eating all the fried chicken. lols.
after we walked off, mom told me the guy who sat next to me very handsome. LOL!
but i didn't get to see his face! =X

went to walk around after that.
mom bought new shoes for me =D
leg cramp while trying.
almost lost control and sat on the floor =S
good thing the chair was next to me. haiiis.
PAINFUL! =(
and until now the leg still feel a bit weird.
WHY LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and yes! ACER is VERY efficient. lols
they replied to my problem =D
but see:

Dear Jing Ying,

Thanks for your feedback. In this case, we would suggest to bring thenotebook down to our service centre for further verification.Our service centre address and operating hours are as follows:
Acer Computer (Singapore) Pte Ltd
29, International Business Park
#01-01, Acer Buidling, Tower A
Side Entrance
Singapore 609923

Opening Hrs:
Mon - Fri : 0900 - 1700 hrs
Wed : 0900 - 2000 hrs
Sat : 0900 - 1200 hrs

Warmest Regards,
Helpdesk Engineer
Acer Computer (Singapore) Pte. Ltd.
Tel: 1800 8956299

Co Reg No. 199005825C

just as what i expected. i die die also need to bring my laptop down.
so tomorrow morning, i'm heading down to JURONG with my baobei.
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee GET WELL within that 2 hours Express Service, my lappieee! =X

next week will be a busy and stress week =(
Monday: OPSY Assignment Interview
Tuesday: -free-
Wednesday: OOAD submission for checking [specially requested by tutor]
Thursday: DSAG Lab Test
Friday: UIR and DBSY assignments submission
=S

and...
Exam timetable is out already! omg!
28 Aug [Mon]: DBSY
29 Aug [Tue]: OOAD
30 Aug [Wed]: OPSY and DSAG

exam timetable just came out and i am thinking about holidays! lols.
31 Aug to 22 Oct is my vacation! =DDD

haha.
i think i am getting more and more long-winded. =x
shall end here.
GOOD NIGHT, peeps!
(:

TIRED TIRED TIRED*

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11:42 AM

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Thursday, July 20, 2006

haiiis.
this notebook is giving me PROBLEM!!!
the screen will turn blank halfway when i am using it. yet, when that happened, the programmes are still running. but no matter what button i press also won't help until i do an improper shutdown. -.-"
5 times already. first 3 times BLACK. 4th time BLUE. 5th time which JUST happened, BRIGHT YELLOW. my goodness! i am afraid next time i will see RED. =x can you imagine the WHOLE screen is RED? =X

i'm so lazy to go down to Jurong!!!
nobody is free to go down with me. =(
especially Saturday they are only open until 12pm.
zzzzzz.
when i told my mom about the problem, she said "you always have problem 1 lahs" anddddd she told me calmly to bring it down for repair. -.-"

just sent a description of my problem to ACER.
hope they will reply fast~
but i think they will still ask me to bring the notebook down.
>.<

PLEASE RECOVER FROM YOUR ILLNESS, MY DEAR BAOBEI. =x

this afternoon i was SO BLUR!
i was sleeping when my mom called me at 6+.
before i answered her call, i saw the time in my hp and i was wondering how come my mom call me early in the morning. =x
then she asked me is my 2nd brother at home. i opened my room door, peeked into my bro's room with my blurry eyes. i saw NOBODY so i told her no. she sounded shocked and repeated my answer. then she said nevermind and asked me to sms my bro to ask him buy dinner for me.
AND. i was wondering.... HOW COME SHE ASK ME TO BUY DINNER WHEN ITS STILL EARLY IN THE MORNING! =X
but i was so in a sleepy situation that i just answered okay okay and hanged up.
then i went to lie back on the bed, almost wanted to send a sms to my 2nd bro. just then, i saw my eldest bro walked out of his room!
and the weird thing is when he is in the kitchen, i heard some typing sound coming out from bros' room!
good thing i haven't send the sms! cause both my brothers are at home! omg. i had no idea why i see NOBODY at first =X
imagine if i send the sms to my brother to ask where is he, i guess he will walk into my room and laugh at me saying "HEY. I AM AT HOME LAH"
LOL!!!!!

SUPER BLUR! =x

anyway,
finally finished watching Green Forest, My Home.
nice drama. =D
the last few episodes are sooooooooo touching...
especially the part where William propose to Sophie~ =D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0gP-QCeh1s8&search=green%20forest%20my%20home
hehe.

Owen should be most girls' dream guy. haha.
'cause he is forever soooooooooooo sweet to Sophie.
OMG. i was touched by his sincerity. lols! (though its only a SHOW)

if you believe, you will see the green light of happiness!
zhi yao xiang xin, jiu hui kan jian xin fu lu guang! =D

i'm so into Jack&Jill Potato Chips nowadays! =x
'cause each packet you buy, there will be a keychain jersey of different countries. hahas!
ITS SO CUTE.
i wanna collect MANY MANY!
but i don't feel like eating. =X

ASSIGNMENT SUBMISSIONS ARE HERE AGAIN!
DBSY. OOAD. UIR.

PLUS LAB TESTS!
DSAG. OPSY.

AND i just realised EXAM is in 5 weeks time! =O
4 more weeks of school. 1 week of study week.

OH MYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~

[edited at 11.01pm]
*i only want a friendship out of sincerity and love from the heart, and not responsibility.

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9:39 PM

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*UNHAPPY.

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

she pissed me off every single night.
unreasonable.

i am sick and tired of my life.
unhappiness.

maybe the ME that you all see, isn't the real ME at all.
maybe the smile that you see on my face, isn't from the heart at all.
maybe i have given up to be happy.

i used to keep things to myself when something happen.
but somebody encouraged me not to.
when i open myself up, that somebody walked away.

now, i still feel its better to keep to myself.
cause i just wish to be alone.

in a world where there is nobody else.
in a world where there is PEACE.

if only all the unhappiness can flow away with the tears,
i won't mind crying till my eyes are swollen, till my tears run dry.

P.S. whatever i said above are not because of love.

sick&tiredofeverything*

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10:44 PM

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why it seems like its only when man wants something from you then will try all means to get close to you.
but when everything is over, he/she will just walk away. nothing is left.

my MAN there refering to everybody in this world.

hate this kinda feeling*

*bad mood

Monday, July 17, 2006

unreasonable.
NOT IN THE MOOD to blog today.

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10:36 PM

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i was told that it has been a long time since i blogged, so here i am!

like what jingying said to me, "you create and i manage."

ahahax.funny~

anyways, lets not talk about sad and unworthy stuffs, lets talk about the shopping spreeee!=D

hmm.before that, i am soo happy!finally my saturadays and sundays are freee from workkk! ahahax.

buttt.no work = no money.-sad life-

these days i spent money machiam running tap water.

tsktsk.i think aproximately amount spent was close to 100.OH!

OK.gota be attentive in class.CHAOOS!

**btw, the tagboard is like another msn sia.HAHA! so active.good~

*thanks cx

Sunday, July 16, 2006

went shopping with mabel today AGAIN.

lols.
in fact, we were supposed to go Expo to see her animation thingy for her course, but ended up at Orchard -> Chinatown -> Harbourfront -.-"
everything we saw seems attractive to us. haha.
but we controlled~~~~~~~~
=x

very lazy to say more.
so........ GOOD NIGHT everybody!
hehehex.

thanks CX for the listening ear last night.
and the support when i was weak (:

i won't turn back.

i won't let my hard work gone to waste even when i am weak.
(:

delete the old one.
a newly edited one. a brand new me~
(:

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10:53 PM

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the 7th day

~~i am very afraid that i will turn back.~~
~~nobody will actually understand the feeling inside me.~~

strong. yet weak.*

*a perfect guy...

Friday, July 14, 2006

WHAT THE HELL!
i typed EVERYTHING nicely already, trying to connect to the internet to post it up.
all of a sudden, my laptop went BLACKOUT! the screen was black, but the music was still playing. no matter what i pressed, the screen remained BLACK.
such situation happened 2 times already!
-.-" lousy ACER.

now i gotta type EVERYTHING ALL OVER AGAIN!
ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=x

anyway,
i was saying...
i came across this in the email sent by my primary school friend.

26 Things That A Perfect Guy Would Do

1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence.......
4. Give you the remote control during the game.
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
6. Play with your hair.
7. His hands always find yours.
8. Be cute when he really wants something.
9. Offer you plenty of massages.
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but know how to be serious.
13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.......
16. Smile a lot.
17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.
21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching.
22. Sing, even if he can't.
23. Have a creative sense of humor.
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason.
26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking, or drugs - just because he loves u that much to quit it.

saw those in bold? yes. they mean MORE to me =X
and the 2 points which are BIGGER and BOLD and ITALIC? they mean MOST to me. hahas!!!
Numbers 3, 7, 11, 12, 14, 16, 18, 19: i want a partner who is understanding, loving, caring and helpful! not only to me, but to the people around us too (:
Number 26: i won't force my partner to quit smoking/drinking for me. but i believe if he really loves me, then he should know what to do. =D as for drugs.... erm. i won't even fall for a drug addict in the first place. =X

if you find yourself with the above 26 points,
then.....come introduce yourself to me kae? hahahahahas!!! =p

school ended slightly earlier for me today, 'cause i finished my CMSK2 test fast.
went hougang mall with bling to collect my mail, walked around and went home.
just when i started using my laptop, mabel called me and asked if i want to go marina square cause she wanna buy shoes.
agreed steadily after telling my mom that i will be having my own dinner outside.
i left my house at 6.30pm and reached City Hall at 7.10pm.
OMG. there are sooooooooooo many people. it looked as if GSS will end tonight =X
instead of buying her shoes, both of us ended up buying clothes! -.-"
she bought 4. i bought 2. hahaas.
siao liao =X

after dinner, we headed home.
i promised my mom to reach home by 10.30pm
and......
i stepped into my house at 10.28pm! haas! *phew*

am so tired now.
*YAWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNS*

finally tomorrow i don't have to wake up early to go work!
YAY!!!!!!!!
shall do some tidying up for my room tomorrow.
nowadays its in SUCH A MESS! =x
i feel like my house is a hotel already!
every day come home from school. use laptop. sleep.
then next morning go school again. and same routine again.
sometimes i was so tired, i went to sleep and didn't even watch a minute of TV for the whole day! "amazing!"
-.-"

loves*

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11:20 PM

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*200th post.

Thursday, July 13, 2006

today when i was having my afternoon nap,
i received this sms from mingpei darling:

"darling.. so many days nv see u! this sms is very important so pls reply. lol."

hahas.
and i replied "hahahas. tmr! =D"
'cause tmr we are having APEL (pronounce as 'APPLE') lesson together (:

and she replied back:
"haha. it's apel again. an apel a week, keep jingying and mingpei darlings RELATIONSHIP HEALTHY. haha."

such a cute darling.
what's more can i ask for.
LOL!!!!!

after what happened,
other than my family, i began to cherish my friends MORE.
they are the support when you fall.
they are the sunshine in your darkest times.
i was really touched to have all my good friends besides me.
(:

I LOVE MY "FAMILY" esp Edwin, Bling, Jookiah, ChuanXiang, Mabel!
I LOVE MY TP friends esp Shan Rong, Jim Kay, Raney!
I LOVE MY WANTING DARLING!
and last but not least,
I LOVE MY MINGPEI DARLING! (but heyyy. where are my cookies?! =x)

if you see your name up there, you are loved by me! =DDD
hehehehehehex.

loves*

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5:30 PM

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*friends forever

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

seems like anything regarding LOVE cannot be our topic anymore.
i thought we can be friends who can talk about everything under the sun.
however, your reply sounds so cold.
*disappointed*

don't worry.
between us, i will never have any hopes more than normal friends.

you will be a good friend of mine.
always.

jookiah is on the plane already! =X
nobody to joke with me for 2 weeks. OH MAN.
i miss him already!
hahas. i mean as a good good good goodddddd friend. don't misunderstand arhs. =X

went shopping with mummy after school.
(:
she bought me a mouse! =D i mean a COMPUTER MOUSE.
SO CUTE.
it changes colours. hahahas. not that i'm "mountain tortoise" lahs. but then the colours really v.nice!!!
I LOVE IT! lols.
at first she don't wanna pay for me lahs.
then i sa jiao a bit. HA! HA! HA!

THANK YOU, MOM! =x

i got something else to say 1.
but i forgot what is it!!!!!!!!!!!!! =X

given up*
no longer feeling the same towards you*

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9:51 PM

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*moving on

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

i miss you enough.
i cried for you enough.
i hope for you enough.

i had rest enough.
therefore, i shall start moving on.

these 10 days are crucial for me.
i don't want to feel down anymore.
i will make it through.
and after that, i'll continue my life independently.

i will still love you. still miss you.
but this time, as a friend.
(:

tomorrow jookiah is flying to spain for 2 weeks!
awww.. gonna miss him.
BON VOYAGE!!! =D

smiling*

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10:44 PM

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*latest addiction

Monday, July 10, 2006

my latest addiction:

HAHA.
CADBURY FREDDO CHOCOLATES!
*YUMMYYYYYYYY*

the more i eat, the nicer it gets. =x
anybody wanna sponser me many many packets?
=X

*1st day successful (:
moving on~

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11:26 PM

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my heart says:
~~我只想爱你~~

meaningless*
edited on 11 July 06. 11.01pm.

i envy those kids whose parents shop with them.
i envy those kids whose parents have time for them.
i envy those kids who arn't pure chinese blood.
i envy those rich man's son/daughter.
i envy those smartie pants.
i envy those care-free kids.
i envy those shopaholic.
i envy those pretties.
i envy those who have wonderful boyfriends.
i envy those whose relationships are beyond words.

~~i envy those kids who have fathers.~~

i can only simply envy.

*what to do?

Saturday, July 08, 2006

when i don't talk to you,

~~i miss you so badly.~~

when i talk to you,

~~i felt rejected and down when your reply is cold~~.

if this is the case,

tell me what should i do.

i promised my friends not to think about it.

but... it just comes about naturally. YES. naturally.
so please forgive, friends.

fan si wo le*

Written at
1:41 AM

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___::suckky::

Friday, July 07, 2006

one word to describe today:

"shitty"

its so not my day, today.

sister scolded me the "f" word for fighting with her for the bathroom in the morning, as if my house has one nia.
mom slapped me in the morning because of my sister and "timing" stuffs.
in school, can't get things done in the first meeting.
can't understand what's "formal love" in second meeting.
screwed up presentation, as in my slides, in third meeting.
found out i have gotten another C for DMA, damnit.
headachhhe.
unwarmth home.

my presence has been taken for granted. should i not be around anymore, you will regret.

nobody will "babysit" your precious son.
nobody will do the laundries on sundays.
nobody will boil water at nights.
nobody will open letterbox for you.
nobody will wash the dishes.

you wait for michelle?HA! by then, pigs will fly.

nobody will help u in ur art, d&t etc.

you ask mom?HA! by then, the sky will drop as blanket.

nobody will coach u in your chinese.

you ask michelle?HA! by then u will be so screwed up by her.

but luckily, i have no relationship on hand, otherwise it will be more chaotic.

i wish, i hope, i pray hard. i want to stay in the hostel,

i can't stand it anymore.

Written at
10:55 PM

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school dismissed at 4pm today.
then rushed home to take my camera and went chinatown with bling to take pictures for her NMM project (:
jookiah joined us too. haas.
and the three of us practically walked the WHOLE of CHINATOWN!?
from chinatown walked all the way to tanjong pagar!! omg -.-
but nvm. exercising is good. especially nowadays i kept eating. SINFUL~ =X

yes. i'm the photographer of the day. hahas!
jookiah is the map-reader =X
and bling? ermmmm... the "director"? i have no idea! cause she is the one who say where is the next stop and what pictures to take. lols.

random pick of photos:

i like this photo!
but i think my finger at the top left destroy it
=x

the shophouses~
(:

active discussion of which direction to walk.
HAHAHAHA!

jookiah asked me to take this!
lols!
short.. fat... with THREE heads! =x
sorry. i forgot what is it called. hahas!
the person who asked me to take this picture also forgot -.-"

tall buildings in S'pore~
=x
i love the sky~ =D

and not forgetting..
THANK YOU, BLING~~~~~~~~
for the nice dinner (:
hope the pictures are of your satisfaction. hehehehex.

on the way back i was soooooooooo tired.
so i slept on the bus. hahas.
peaceful nap i had. =x

and YESHHH!
i passed all my term tests. hahas!
was so worried that i will fail 3 out of 4 lor =x
HENG (:
but of course, there are still rooms for improvements.
but... i'm so lazy to studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
SCHOOL = BORING. =X
*YAWNNN*

feeling so SLEEPY.

7 days in a week: 5 days in school. 2 days at work.

NO LIFE.

-.-'''

i'm fine today.

THANK YOU, friends.

especially darling, jk and cx

i think last night i went outta my mind. heeheex. =X

*i need determinaion!!!