Hello World! Mabel is my name. 20 on 5th Nov. CHIJ-Our Lady of Good Counsel. PeiCai Secondary. Republic Polytechnic. Dip in New Media Grad. Singapore
*our story
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
23rd december i was working at PCSS. and at this time, you stepped into the room. all of us just looked at you with a blank face until you explained you are one of our staffs. then i went forward to ask if you need any help. that was the first time i talked to you. after you left, i realised i forgot to get the list of things you took. therefore i asked my friend for your number and smsed you. you called me back to read out the list patiently. i can tell you are a friendly person. and never do i expect us to become good friends after this day.
24th december i was celebrating christmas eve with my friends at orchard partyworld. halfway, i received your sms. you address me as the 'pcss girl' until i introduced my name to you. we smsed a few more and ended with christmas greetings for each other.
14th february as each day passes, we became closer and closer. on this day, you came to fetch me. when i board your van, we exchanged our valentine's day gifts. we headed to the zoo and there, you asked a question and from then on, we hold on to each other, with our hearts joined together. (: though until this day, we only knew each other for 51 days... but you sweared to understand me better and to make this relationship stronger.
22nd february its exam week for me. you were there to support me, encouraging me to study harder. after my 3rd paper today, we met at pasir ris interchange and from there, you accompany me home. although its only a journey home, we were glad to have each other's company.
24th february 10 days since we started... today i had my last paper. you being so understanding know that i will feel tired, accompany home again. at the interchange, we waited and waited, hoping a double-decker bus will come. but unluckily, after three bus88, its still a single-deck bus. as its getting late, we joined in the queue and got onto the bus.
28th february we planned to go out on this day. but last minute, i cancelled it off. you got very disappointed upon seeing that bad news early in the morning after you opened your eyes. then, we got into a mini disagreement. you came all the way to my void deck, but i was reluntant to go down. in the end, i went down feeling so afraid to break down when i see you. after sitting there for some time, i went home and you went out. and we were fine after that.
14th march our first month~ =) but we didn't get to meet up.
15th march you fetched me to and fro Bling's house today. though we didn't spend much time together but you said you were satisfied enough as long as you can see me. then, i forgot to pass you my present for you and you drove all the way back to get it. the present is a pair of hp keychains. one for me and one for you. for mine, its engraved with your initials and for yours, its engraved with my initials. hope we can hold on to each other as long as possible. =)
25th march today, i chose to leave. i felt tired that i been letting you down again and again. i felt i am such a lousy girlfriend to you. though i was the one who made this decision, i felt equally terrible. on my bus journey to meet WanTing, every memory of us flashed in my head again and again. my friends advised me not to give up. but i was too afraid to make any decision. i was so afraid that i might hurt you again.
26th march i realised i couldn't let go. i realised i love you more than i thought. i realised everything lies on the problem that i gave myself too much stress. you were there to love. you were there to forgive. you were there to start anew with me.
and so.... our story continues.........
PS. after this incident, i felt so stupid why did i let go and caused all the unhappiness between us. but now... i learnt to relax and to cherish. i believe things are getting better. =)
