Hello World! Mabel is my name. 20 on 5th Nov. CHIJ-Our Lady of Good Counsel. PeiCai Secondary. Republic Polytechnic. Dip in New Media Grad. Singapore
*i wanna be healthy!
Friday, April 21, 2006
still feeling unwell. haiis. i don't wanna see doctor. but its going to be 1 week since my stomach starts having problem. although i'm much better than last few days, but when can i be fully recovered... =(
the more you sounded normal, the more i felt uneasy. i couldn't treat it as if nothing happened at all.
i don't know should i believe in the word coincidental. i was sort of "brought" to the place that we actually had our happiest times. the beach is still the same. but this time, i felt differently. as the bus passed by, i saw the sea. my mind was flashed with youand me.
do you ever know how much i wish for you when i was feeling very unwell on tues. though i know its not possible for you to be by my side at that moment. but how i wish i could at least receive an sms from you. however, thoughout the whole afternoon my handphone was silence. i thought maybe you were busy with something. but i was utterly disappointed when i read your sms after i woke up at night. i rather you telling me you were busy than you were sleeping. thats really the last word i wished to see.
the smses you sent last night... you said i misunderstood all your meanings. but did you know, even though those were not what you meant. one of your smses still sound so hurting. that sentence remains deep down in me.
i teared upon reading the smses. that was also when i know...
a crack will always remain as a crack.
i started to miss. i started to regret. but... there's no way to mend a crack.
