Hello World! Mabel is my name. 20 on 5th Nov. CHIJ-Our Lady of Good Counsel. PeiCai Secondary. Republic Polytechnic. Dip in New Media Grad. Singapore
*VERY tired.
Friday, May 05, 2006
Oh no mannns. I'M SO TIRED. i could hardly open my eyes just now. LOL!
wth. super fed up with my mom now. BIAS! wondering have i really let go already... i couldn't answer myself.
sometimes things that i see or hear reminds me of you, reminds me of the past. everything we did together seems to be so deeply marked in my heart that makes it so unforgettable. i also asked myself several times what do i want actually. but, i couldn't find a definite answer for myself. maybe i'm just so hard to satisfy.
when clearing my email inbox, i came across the email you sent me last time. while reading the content, i just had a mixed feeling inside me. i felt that our relationship was that sort of unhappy last time. from misunderstanding to explaining... those were what we always did. it just sounds so tiring to have a relationship like this. you sounded kinda angry in the email. but maybe you will say you're not. you mentioned inside: "treasure things in life before it's gone" it just sounds like you are telling me that i did not treasure at all. does the problem really lies on me as in i always misunderstand your sentences? haiis.
anyway, why am i thinking of all these. when everything has already ended. =s at times, i miss you. and i wonder, have you let go?
well, its not important now. why am i thinking so much. -.-
