Hello World! Mabel is my name. 20 on 5th Nov. CHIJ-Our Lady of Good Counsel. PeiCai Secondary. Republic Polytechnic. Dip in New Media Grad. Singapore
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Monday, May 15, 2006
many of us of course like the feeling of going home, have a nice warm shower, enjoy a peaceful dinner and then lastly sit infront of the television comfortably.
however this seems so "storybook" to me, so impossible to happen. i simply dislike the feeling of having to go home because of them. Whenever i reach home early, i see them play games in their laptop, leaving the dishes in the sink since lunch for whom to clear?Duh~me of course.When are their turns?Then when i asked my sister to clear then next time (as in the next day) so that they wouldn't attract unwelcomed pests, she will say i am beginning to nag very much like my mom, then give me that monkey face.
Next, the laundry. Sometimes after mom washes the clothes in the washing machine before she goes to work in the afternoon, she will instruct me to hang them up through my siblings.BUT 90% OF THE TIME, they forgot.they can simply forget to pass the instructions because THEY WOULDN'T be the ones getting the dressing-down.I WILL BE THE ONE,LIKE DUH~y are always happy to see me being scolded.Then the balcony.sometimes when there are not enough spaces left on the bamboos to hang the bigger clothings such as my shirts, mom will hang them on a hanger and then at the balcony to sun.BUT!SUN SETS AROUND 6+7 RIGHT! THEN WHY SHOULD CLOTHES STILL BE HUNG AT THE BALCONY?!?! sometimes i really wonder is my sister that dumb and senseless. Can't she help me bring down the clothes hung there to the kitchen so that i can hang them up nicely at the bamboo area before mom comes home.the answer however is SHE CAN'T! she rather glue her golden butt to the god-damn chair than to help me.
Third.If you still not know what type of flat i am staying in, now i tell you. I am staying in a Mansionette (should be spelt this way). Its a 2-storey HDB flat. So all the bedrooms are on the second storey. as you know, there are windows in the bedrooms (like duh~), so curtains are used to "cover" the room, so that people will not be able to see what's inside. We have a houserule, that's to close all the bedrooms' curtain by 6.30 pm and turn on the foyer light (the one at the stairs).Happily, my dumb sister will turn on the light BUT WILL NOT CLOSE THE curtains.WHY?all boils down to her laziness. she will let me have the honour of completing this tasked assigned, when i come home at about 8+pm.
Finally, MY MOM! seriously, I have no idea what's wrong with her today. she came back about an hour after me, about 9 pm. after we have had dinner, she cut some mangoes. Because all the pieces are irregular, i normally as per usual pick randomly.So, it so happens that the first piece I took was a larger piece, she nagged.she said i was selfish, i take the bigger piece, so that my siblings can't eat.so fine~after that i was more careful. i took a soooo damn small piece.this time my sister also made noise.she said i took that piece because it was of a darker colour (the lighter it is, the more sour it will be) whilst my mom scolded me for eating the better pieces and leave all the so-called bad ones for them.SO FINE! i left the dining table for the kitchen to wash up the dishes.Everbody only knows how to sit at the table to eat, but none knows how to clear!
she just came in and scold me for the lights.my table has a lamp but i don't usually use it because its abit hot using them, so i always used the rooms ceiling light instead.However, i don't know what came over my mind yesterday.I plucked in the lamp and started using it.so now she is making noise because she feels that the ceiling light consumes more electicity than the lamp hence she has to pay more. since now i m not in a very good mood, of course i will not entertain her! so she was like "since you are not happy staying here, then might as well move out.we don't welcom you either"OMG!can u feel how hurt i was when i heard that, especially from my mom?!?! FINE~ since you don't welcome me, i don't hesitate to move out either when i am of age. i tell you what, as soon as i am finacially-stable, i will find a new place and move out.Better yet, overseas. HA HA!you don't see me and i don't see you. in this way, we wouldn't be blocking each other's paths!
i never liked this home.it does not feel like a home either.it feels like a hotel for me to sleep through the night and bathe. The only difference between a hotel and this, is that I will have to pay back by doing household chores instead of the cold-hard cash. whenever i sleep outside this place, i always felt happier! and freelier! but the only thing i will miss is my bed and pillow and bolster.=X
