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Hello World!
Mabel is my name.
20 on 5th Nov.
CHIJ-Our Lady of Good Counsel.
PeiCai Secondary.
Republic Polytechnic.
Dip in New Media Grad.
Singapore



*indescribable feeling.
Monday, June 26, 2006

nobody can understand the feeling that i've been having for the whole day.
i just feel like staring into space and do nothing.
i'm so tired of everything that i wish to wash away my memories.

i may carry a smile on my face.
but who knows that the heart inside is shattered and hurting me each and every seconds.
my eyes look alright.
but my tears are rolling down non-stop.

i simply cannot figure out why after about 2 months, i became so dependent on him.
so upset that i wasn't feeling well for the whole time.
haiis.


anyway,
thanks to all my friends.
after what happened, i realised friends are still the best.
they never leave, they are always there for you without fail.


mingpei darling
sorry to give you 2 shocks early in the morning.
and thanks for being there for me.

wanting darling
thanks for the console.

shan rong
can tell you are worried and concern about me during lessons.
thank you. i'm alright.

jookiah
you made me so touched and proud to have you as a good friend.
i can sense your care and concern.
i can tell how much you wanted to accompany me for the day.
but i'm sorry that i'm too tired to meet you after your school.

raney
you sounded so concern about me when you heard that i was at the void deck using my laptop and kept volunteering to go walk walk with me.
i'm thankful for that.
but i'm just not in the mood to walk.
moreover, i am not really feeling well.
andddd... don't worry. i will treasure my life 1. lols. i'm just joking about those stuffs =X and even if the ball really hits me, i also won't die what. =x


if you don't mean it in the heart,
then you shouldn't have say all the sweet stuffs to me that night.




wo hui hao hao de.



Written at
4:32 PM
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