one word to describe today:

"shitty"

its so not my day, today.

• sister scolded me the "f" word for fighting with her for the bathroom in the morning, as if my house has one nia.
• mom slapped me in the morning because of my sister and "timing" stuffs.
• in school, can't get things done in the first meeting.
• can't understand what's "formal love" in second meeting.
• screwed up presentation, as in my slides, in third meeting.
• found out i have gotten another C for DMA, damnit.
• headachhhe.
• unwarmth home.

my presence has been taken for granted. should i not be around anymore, you will regret.

• nobody will "babysit" your precious son.
• nobody will do the laundries on sundays.
• nobody will boil water at nights.
• nobody will open letterbox for you.
• nobody will wash the dishes.

you wait for michelle?HA! by then, pigs will fly.

• nobody will help u in ur art, d&t etc.

you ask mom?HA! by then, the sky will drop as blanket.

• nobody will coach u in your chinese.

you ask michelle?HA! by then u will be so screwed up by her.

but luckily, i have no relationship on hand, otherwise it will be more chaotic.

i wish, i hope, i pray hard. i want to stay in the hostel,

i can't stand it anymore.