unhappy day.
very very very tired.
i am no longer looking forward to 'tomorrow'
tomorrow is never a better day.
i'm afraid to spend my days.
i'm sick & tired of my everything.
i am starting to lose my purpose of life.
am i forcing my days through just because i have to?
its been so long since i last felt happy. truely happy.
i wish there is an end to my unhappiness.
i wish to sleep forever. which is not possible.
i wish to live in a world where there is nobody else. which is also not possible.
there is nothing i can do.
but to spend my days off in this way which i don't like.
how nice would it be if only i wasn't born into this world.
-meaningless-
fallen apart mentally*
-in a world of BLACK & WHITE-
