Hello World! Mabel is my name. 20 on 5th Nov. CHIJ-Our Lady of Good Counsel. PeiCai Secondary. Republic Polytechnic. Dip in New Media Grad. Singapore
*hurt-ed
Thursday, September 14, 2006
things were getting better between us for the past 2 days. until... just now.
she started nagging and nagging at me again. tears rolled down my cheeks like a running tap. i blurted out every single thing on how i feel
as EXPECTED, she got all her excuses. maybe to her, they are reasons. but to me, they are just plain excuses to defend herself.
"i am your mother. everything i do is for your own good." she said. "mother doesn't mean she is right at all times. you never get things right before you scold me. my friends can talk to their mothers, but i can't!" i interrupted.
silence.
but that didn't last long. she got all her excuses out again.
supposed to be a happy day for me. but the day ended with quarrels and tears.
all the crying makes my head hurts like hell. it feels like it will explode anytime.
my heart was shattered at that moment. i know what i said might hurt her as well, but i just want to tell her how i feel. i thought that would solve all problems between us. however, it got worse. perhaps both of us are just too stubborn in how we feel personally.
everything means nothing to me now. because all i want now is her understanding.
i feel so hurted. my head really hurts. i feel like knocking it apart.
