Hello World! Mabel is my name. 20 on 5th Nov. CHIJ-Our Lady of Good Counsel. PeiCai Secondary. Republic Polytechnic. Dip in New Media Grad. Singapore
*no difference as invisible.
Friday, September 15, 2006
do you know how much i dread seeing you now.
for the whole of today i was alone at home. i didn't even speak a single word to anybody. when you came home, silence between us. its as though i can't see you and you can't see me either.
and worst thing that happened was the very first sentence you spoke already hurt me that much. can't you just speak to me NICELY. do you have to use that kind of tone which is no difference as scolding me?
the moment i walked past you, tears rolled down. i hid myself and cried hard. so hard that i wished to cry my whole heart out.
take away my eyes, cause i don't wish to see. take away my mouth, cause i don't wish to talk. take away my ears, so that i won't hear anything. take away my heart, so that i don't feel anymore.
i don't need anything at all. i gave up all my hopes. there is nothing that i can do. at that very moment, i wish somebody could hug me and let me cry as hard as i want. but do you know, i felt so lonely, even though in this small little house, you were there.
