Selamat Hari Raya! =)
&
Happy 18th Birthday to Wanting Roach =D
was in youtube finding the Singapore Town song, then i came across the Acapella Group, the 6-guys team who came to RP and did a performance once when we were having our IMF training one Saturday and also during the IMF appreciation dinner at Vivocity last tuesday. by the way, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FLqW9J35q_E is the link. =) i thought it was quite cool huh.
then i went to their blog and had a look. those were the songs they performed/recorded and whatnots, and i heard it LIVE!ha!
alex, andrea, jode, michelle and i went for the casting audition for a teen drama at M Sultan Road last evening. with clubs and pubs everywhere, how can you not resist the temptation of going for a drink.HA!so after dinner, we dropped by at Cheeky monkeys.stayed for a little while, about 45 minutes, then we took our leave. niwde: i didnt drink last night! =)
how i wished it was Christmas ALREADY!!!! ='( with Santa around, i can get what i want or at least.plus with the decos in Orchard Rd, the gathering of old pals, and the rainy season, it makes one feel loved. =) and of cos, by then, edwin will be back!HA!
oo..i just finish watching Click this afternoon. there was one part where i teared.it kind of touch one deep in the heart. however, as good as it sounds, i HATE the ending!how can it be a "then i woke up and realised that all was a dream" ENDING?!arghhh!!its so Cheesy, Corny, Cliché and all.alrights, the C words!HA!
these days when Goong is airing on Channel U and with everybody is getting hook on it, the atmosphere is so korean-ish. so Jewel In the Palace days. i did not feel that enthusiasm in the air when i was once hooked on that drama earlier this year. even when i yada to my friend about the exciting parts and stuffs, the reply i usually got was "-.-" ". so anti-climax huh.i guess now its vice visa =) HA! now that my friends are excited about that drama or any kdramas i have had watched and yada-ed to them, i will reply the same way they did to me. wells~of cos it wouldnt be "-,-" ", because i hate that MUCH!
with week six is coming, that means i have only 10 more weeks to the end of year 2 = 10 weeks left to bond with this new class = 10 weeks to do my PP = 10 weeks to buck up my grades!!!ONO!
i want to do more post-productions! or productions!! or anything!!! i am feeling so empty, so much as that i suddenly burst into tears some days last week. i fear of being lonely. i fear of not being able to see my friends i used to see. i fear of losing the people around me. i fear i might be regret about certain things when my time is ripe. i fear i will be forgotten when i am gone for good. i fear i wouldnt be in love again before i meet the Maker. i fear... i think the bottomline is that i am afraid of Death, although i know thats part and parcel of Life.
was watching Miss Teen USA on channel 5 just now. the girls are young (amongst the top 5: youngest was 16, oldest was 18) and are pretties and hotties mans!we will be such a disgrace if we ever compare ourselves with them. tsktsk. the winner is a eighteen year old if i didnt remember wrongly. imagine if Singapore had a Miss Teen Singapore pageant, then we have the group of participants wearing the sash titled Ang Mo Kio, Serangoon, Punggol, etc. how weird can it sound mans!HA! on stage ... o my God. i am so not going to think more about it.HA!
alrights.i know this entry is random, really messy.i apologise.
hitting the bed!Ciao, people.
Specially for Alicia`JIngying, my sister.
At times when the world seems Unfair to you, dont be Discouraged.
Storms come and go, and remember you are not Alone.
and as you know, i am not very good at words, so hmm..
and hopefully i will be meeting you soon
because i haven seen you in ages.
Smiles!
i am unsure of everything now. i dont know if i should continue pinning hopes. probably as time goes by, i will be able to get you out of my head and dreams again. its so tiring and painful. many already encouraged me to tell you, but i guess not.because i dont want to destroy this beautiful friendship of ours.
if only you knew...
