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*stress

Thursday, November 30, 2006

projects piling up...
SWEN, CSAD, WBAT, POM, Co&Co.
practically all the modules? HAIIIS!!
and only 1 week left to study for term tests. :(

STRESS!
i want term break!

yours truly,

alicia`JYING

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*ily

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

i love you

yours truly,

alicia`JYING

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*pacifier keychain.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

i want my pacifier handphone keychain!

so bu gan xing. :x

yours truly,

alicia`JYING

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call me crazy or whatnots, but i am playing the piano in the middle of the night; that's lately.

wells.not quite middle also.ha!just late at night around 10-11pm.

got a very belated birthday dinner treat at Hongkong Cafe at marina from zhejun and fidelia!HA! yummy~ THANKS THANKS! =)

"celebrated" chuanxiang's birthday yesterday.

celebrated alexia's birthday the day before, which is saturday.HA! met them around 7+8pm, then dinner until 10pm. went over to ben's until 2+am for some production thingys. then over at mojo's until 5+am, played game (a ball of tar!) haha!then left at 6am for mac breakfast at 7+am at PS. fell asleep in mac for about an hour.wanted to catch amovie at The Cathay, but the earliest was at 1105am.we cant wait for 2 hours, so we went back home to sleep!HA!got home around noon.slept until 630pm. then went over to Kallang to meet the rest to celebrate CX's birthday. kinda last minute, but owells.

Ciao!i

*what to do

Monday, November 27, 2006

how come nowadays my ~~cousins~~ are the cause of conflicts between me and my mother?
wth.

can't my parents trust me?

i am mature enough to tell which friends are true to me!

i'm very frustrated now!!!!!

am i supposed to give him up if my parents oppose?

i thought this kind will only appear on TV dramas. HAIS.

yours truly,

alicia`JYING

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my friends said i am a 'xin fu de gong zhu' (fortunate princess).

because i have someone who is willing to do anything for me all the time.

yes, i agreed.

and i wanna thank that someone.
:)

yours truly,

alicia`JYING

*happy birthday to CX

Sunday, November 26, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Chuan Xiang!

yours truly,

alicia`JYING

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tired to blog nowadays.

will be back soon.

my mp3 screen cracked today.

2 LONGGGGGG cracks.

damn xin tong.

SAD.

yours truly,

alicia`JYING

Thursday, November 23, 2006

thanks for accompany me when i couldn't sleep by chatting on the phone through the night.

<3,

alicia`JYING

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he touched me with little things he did.

he cared for me most when i was sick.

hearing his voice warms my heart.

simple sms from him too, plays a part.

missing him when he is not by my side.

that's when i know i want him to be in my life.

<3,

alicia`JYING

*you are the one

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

it hurt me to hear that you are so exhausted,

yet i can do nothing for you.

i wish to tell you you are the one i wish to rely on,

the one whom i wish to be there for,

but i didn't have the courage to do so.

nevertheless, i will give you support from behind.
i'll be there to catch when you fall.

yours truly,

alicia`JYING

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*rainbow

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

因为你, 我的世界有了彩虹.

archives updated =)
and i just realised this blog is going to be 1 year old. hahaa.
reading back at the old posts, i find it rather silly and funny. =X
sounded so retarded sia. LOL!

LOVE,

alicia`JYING

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thanks for your TLC

yours truly,

alicia`JYING

Monday, November 20, 2006

sick sick sick.
HAIIIS!

woke up this morning with a super weak body.
didn't care much and continued sleeping till my alarm rang.
still felt the same.
then at times felt like vomitting. terrible feeling.

stayed on bed most of the time, feeling weak even to come down from bed. lol.
smsed my wanting darling to ask if she could go work on behalf of me and she agreed without second thoughts. =)
THANKS WT DARLING.

slowly in the afternoon my back began to ache a lot.
-.-'''
and starting to feel a bit feverish.
took the temperature twice, highest was 38.4.

haiiiiiis.
lost all my appetite too.
for the entire day only ate porridge for dinner which i could eat hardly half.

sick is so terrible!
thank goodness its lectures day today.

yours truly,

alicia`JYING

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WO HEN BU KAI XING!

but don't ask me why,

cause i don't know either.

i feel empty.

can somebody please give me a tight hug?

yours truly,

alicia`JYING

*an enjoyable day with my girls =)

Sunday, November 19, 2006

im a good girl today.
i came gramps house with mom today =)
and this is the reason why i can post this gonna-be-super-long post up by myself. HAHA!

lets talk about yesterday.

was supposed to meet bling, shanrong and mike at hougang green for breakfast.
but that lousy mike called and told me he couldn't start the van -.-'''
so we went ahead without him, and went to the schools ourselves by bus.
SR and i reached Townsville Primary on time, but bling reached Catholic High Primary super late. lol.

it was sucha tiring day.
worked all the way to 6pm, calculated the money and asked aunty serene if i can leave first.
the cash was short of 400+ =X
but i had no choice, smsed boss about it and left the school.

and the sway thing was,
i am already running late, yet, boss called me when i was at the bus stop.
was so engrossed talking to him that when i put down, i realised the bus already PASSED THAT BUS STOP!!! -.-'''
so i walked down to another bus stop and took 53 down to Bishan MRT.

headed to Orchard by train and walked super fast to Far East to find huixian and wanting darling.
sorry girls that i made both of you waited sooooo long.
there were so many people in town, that i gotta siam here siam there.
and i was talking on the phone with mike about the money thingy that i almost got knocked down by a car. =X
scaryyy. good thing the car was moving SLOWWW.

finally met up with my girls =)))
slacked at KFC a while and went to walk.
took bus down to Marina Sq after that. initially we wanted to eat the Yaki & Yuki (not sure of the name) but 'cause they will be closing at 10pm sharp, we went next door Pizza Hut. *YUMMY*
i been craving for pizza for soooooooooooo long! HEHE!

ate and chit chat till 10+pm. HAHA.
we were trying to recall who were from PCSS`sec2G`2002 last time. LOL! took a long time to figure out all 42 classmates out.

then, fortunate us got a friend to fetch us home =)

though work was tiring yesterday,
i had fun with my girls at night =D
love you girls lots! *HUGS*

to mike
don't know if you will be reading this, haha, but just wanna thank you for yesterday and the dou hua though i didn't take. was super full already. think of food already feel like vomitting. =X i appreciate it though. =)))

yours truly,

alicia`JYING

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Some classroom, i think its 7I or something, in my block caught fire. and my classroom is on the same level, 7A.

At first we thought one of our laptops was burning, so we quickly switched off the plugs. skcarli better yet, Ben being the tallest in class, stood up and said he thought the smoke smell came from the projector, so Alina quickly switch it off too. But still the smell was getting stronger, so we opened the door. Who knows, the other classes also experienced what we went through. Emails were sent out the day before telling us about some fire evacuation thing that was supposedly to be carried out next week. So all of us thought that this was a false alarm, and that they just "put" the smoke through the vantilators to make the evacuation real. HA!

After awhile, all the 6 STA classes evacuated from the seventh storey with our percious laptops to the lawn on the third storey. Spent about 10 minutes there before they allowed us to get our belongings from the classrooms. I got a shock of my life after seeing a mess in the classroom, thinking that our 10 minutes at the lawn could cause so much damage.HAHA!then i realised that was not my class.hehe.so ya.went to classroom and collect our stuffs, then went off to the library to continue with lesson.

By the way, heard that the fire was 2 tables big and was caused because of candles used for EOF.

Well, so that was for the day.

The whole day my throat was soaring and i thought an infection was coming up. True enough, it worsen. After shower, i was feeling chilly, so i wore my long-sleeve pyjamas over the shirt and shorts. Then i went to bed with my fan blowing at speed 1 around 11:20 pm.

Around 2 hours later, i woke up, feeling hot and weak. so i took off the pyjamas and went down to the kitchen to get the ice-bag. met mom in the kitchen, because she haven slept. so she gave me panadol, but i threw up everthing i ate for dinner while swallowing the bloody pill.hiax. this is the first time i am consuming panadol right from the box itself! HA. switched on the air-con and went to bed after that.

Woke up with a temperature still.so i went back to sleep after medication after lunch. now i am feeling perfectly fine with the soar-ness in my throat..

i have gotten a new mouse. a car mouse. so cute.HA!

*no more darkness

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Mingpei darling said i'm getting more and more retarded.

HAHA!

hmm.. i think is because nowadays i chat too much with "Uncle".

cause he is more retarded than i do.

SHHHHH! don't let him know what i said.

heheheex! :)

and thanks to daddy now that i don't have to type in darkness anymore! =DDD

*cause last night my room light went mad, kept blinking and blinking. -.-'''

yours truly,

alicia`JYING

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BOREDDDD.

having 3 hours break now. *YAWNS*

let me whine about last night. :x
there was this indian guy who called my house phone.
my mom who answered the call got irritated and asked me to take over.

and that guy was really IRRITATING!

he was looking for my dad which i don't know how he got his name and our number.
when i told him my dad was not in, he kept insisting on calling at a later time.
i kept rejecting, he kept insisting.

at first i was being nice by saying:
"its okay. my parents are not free."
"nevermind. they don't wanna participate in your company's event."
then... i got really irritated by him.
he wasn't really good in speaking, and he spoke like so super loud with SLOW, LAZY kind of tone.
even my mom behind me got tired of me speaking the same thing over and over again asked me to tell him not to call again and just hang up.
so i said "THEY ARE NOT FREE. CAN YOU STOP DISTURBING US?!"

at first i could tell from his tone that he still don't wish to hang up.
but somehow he got no choice, so he said okay and bye.
-.-'''

i wonder which ~~stupid company~~ is that.

i already took my own sweet time to type this out.
and yet, only 15 minutes has passed. -.-'''
thursday timetable is the worst.
3 hours lesson from 9am.
3 hours break.
and 3 hours lesson till 6pm.
URGHHHS.

*YAWNNNS*
i feel like sleeping.

yours truly,

alicia`JYING

*yours truly

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

i'm feeling so moody nowwwwwwwww.

i realised my 'yours truly' spelled wrongly for the previous post.

but sorry, i can't edit. =X

my blogger siao 1.

DARLING, i remember you told my 'yours truly' is without E wor. =D

yours truly,

alicia`JYING

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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

slept at around 2.45am last night and crawl outta bed at 6am.
yes, i really mean crawl. lol.
was so unwilling to leave my bed. i re-set the alarm like how many million times. :x

sometimes i really feel that my Tuesday timetable is just so ridiculous.
alright, i accept the fact that i have an ONE hour lesson with 6 hours break after that.
but its like, at least give me a more meaningful lesson?
of all lessons, Applied Principles for Effective Living. -.-'''
goodness. we go there every week and stare at Mr Tang Ming Fai and go back home during that long ~~bloody~~ break.
its really such a waste of time!

today after APEL, bling n i went to eat Mac again, but at hougang green instead of compass point this time.
had a heart-to-heart talk?
about love. about friends.
glad to talk to her.

and yea, i was telling bling, it feels really great to meet up with old friends.

i love my sec 2 clique (Y gang, we called ourselves) to bits.
'cause they made me feel loved, especially during this period which i am troubled with something.
i can feel that we treasure one another a lot. :)

but not forgetting my sec 4 'family' clique as well.
i have special messages for the following:
- edwin: i miss you lots. am waiting for your return! hopefully all of us can have a good gathering when you're back.
- joo kiah: please don't keep everything to yourself, yea? remember what i told you about true friends. we will always be there for you. and i will always be there to support you no matter what's your decision. be determined and jia you! :)
- fee: not sure if you will read this, but wanna say I MISS YOU SOOOOO MUCH. i wanna see you after your As! :p
- bling: we can be really crappy sometimes. lol. nevertheless, you are always there to give great advices and support. its really nice chatting with you this morning.
- to the rest: i heart you guys a lot too.

sometimes things don't turn out the way we wanted. i always thought friendship can be eternity, but now i have doubts on that.
maybe not, depends on who is the other party i should say.
i don't know. am really confused.
i don't wish to give up, neither do i wish to be rejected every time.
i have lots to tell her, but i speak no words when i see her.
i have no courage to tell her how i feel, cause i'm afraid things will get worse.
can somebody please tell me what should i do. hais.

in addition to those, i also wanna give special thanks to my darling, MINGPEI.
thanks for always being there for me and always helping me to publish my posts. lol.
i wanna be your "affair" forever. hahahaa!
*HUGS* xD

ohh yaa, thanks to SHAN RONG too. haha.
she is always there to talk to me, to listen to me, and to console me when i'm down. :)

i think this is going to be endless, if i still continue thanking.
it sounds like some friendship day. =X
haha. don't know why am i so emotional now :x
but its good to tell your loved ones you love them right? =D

lastly, i got a message to those friends who knows about me and "ahemm".
please don't ask me to consider or what-so-ever for now.
he is just a good friend of mine.
i don't wish to think much about it, so please don't say anything too over.
i know what to do if i got feelings.
and most importantly, let nature takes it course is the best. :)

sorry for the long post. :x

yours truely,

alicia`JYING

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I STRONGLY RECOMMEND YOU READERS TO WATCH

STEP UP!!

its hiphop-ballet.

its classical-rock

and i am simply lovin' it!

Channing Tatum is starring in it.

its his second movie after She's the Man.

Check out his body mans.o my tian!

his lower jaw is very defined.

PLUS he sure can DANCE!

however, somehow i thought he looked like

Chad Michael Murray, the one who starred in A Cinderella Story a few years back.

Jenna Dewan is also starring in it.

one of her other films is Take the Lead

liked her eyes' colour. =)

her fexible body.

and her flat tummy.HAHA!

and finally to end this post,

TA-DA!

*happy bday to zw.

Monday, November 13, 2006

happy birthday to ziwei.

self-declared holiday for me today and went SM upper today with bling.

HEHEHE. =X

i think bling and i made a lot of noises there. LOL.

then we got "chauffeur" to fetch us back to hougang and bling headed off to school.

i came back home and used my lappie while waiting for my mom's call to go j8.

felt like i wasted a day away. =X

my life is so boring. *YAWNS*

yours truly,
alicia`JYING

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*=)

Saturday, November 11, 2006

i have this stupid habit that everytime when i am watching TV in my brothers' room, i will start playing with my handphone camera.

HEHEHEHE.

yours truly,
alicia`JYING

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___::Friday::

Friday, November 10, 2006

events that have been happening:

-Q the nice and quiet guy is not going to come back for quite some time, he is on long term MC, so a newbie Ericca will be taking over.

-Wendy the favourite drama mama is resigning, so next wednesday will be our last lesson for Character Design, then some other fellow will take over.

-sister isnt happy with me because i created a password for the laptop. Reason being is because she is not sharing it with brother. Every other afternoon and night when mom and i are back, they will argue and fight and quarrel. I always cant be bothered until a few nights ago, I really cant tahan, its getting too much hence that decision. From then she hasnt spoken to me.But owells, I cant be bothered with her too. I have nothing to talk to her about. It is not as if i owe her a living!

-was in town late morning early afternoon yesterday for filming for Producion Practicum module. Didnt bring my laptop to school again, because we dont really need it. We need the camera and mic and all the other productions equipments more than a laptop, unless it a powerbook.HA! The feeling was shoik! Then after which i was in town again for the DIM SUM DOLLIES musical at night. Dont quite like this year's storyline because its not about the 3 divas. They concentrated more on the newcomers which I think its abit off. Happened to take a glimpse at the script and Woahs! its soo what-we-learn HAHA! Speaking of which, i am so loving the Set Design! There was a 'raining' part and it was literally raining because streams of water came down from the stage. I would consider that a Woah-factor.HA!plus point. But anyways, Credits to Jookiah who got us free entrance!HA

-choose one of the 2 specializations for year 3: Art&Design ; Media&Entertainment by 10th November's noon.

-elf, shann, alex and i went for a swim in the pool this evening. IN dry-fit tees and shorts!HA!not swimming costume!the life-guard was quite xin ruan to let us jump inside in that 'improper attire' so fun! had a bite at the canteen after that. Because the <2nd> is held in Spore, in RP this year, there were many people from the other countries in the venue. Most were taking a break at the canteen. Whilst we were eating halfway, suddenly an Ang Moh came up to us and showed us a 'trick' with hands.we reckoned he was hitting on shann and elf!HAHA!=x but we were all disgusted by him la.

These days, God gave me "many" human-related tests. last week, i was put through a few and i realised many things. I realised that sometimes certain sacrifices are not necessary at all. I realised that happiness is always short-lived. Today, the political issue in class got worse, and I wouldnt want to talk about it now.hiax.all were affected by it. i wonder how are we going to survive as classmates or friends for the remaining 8 weeks, as in CLASS as a whole. there will bound to have awkwards moments.but owells.

okies.i got to go back to Word Document to finish up my RJ for today and the question is:

It’s tough being a teenager. Do you agree or disagree with the above statement? Why?

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*DSD

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

gonna be a long and tiring day tomorrow.
lessons from 9am to 6pm with 3 hours break in between.

and its DIM SUM DOLLIES after school. =DDD
a very big THANK YOU to jookiah who got the tickets for us.
hehe.

yours truly,

alicia`JYING

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Tuesday, November 07, 2006

HAPPY sweet 12th BIRTHDAY, DAWN!

i wish to be that young too. =X

went Mac breakfast @ Compass Point with bling after our APEL lessons.

and there was this HIHS couple next to us.

the guy was eating hotcakes, and he used his hotcakes to cut the shape of I love U for his girlfriend.

AWWWWWWWWW. how sweetttttt.

i can't help but peeping at the hotcakes several times cause its so cute.

MUAHAHAHAHA.

and i finished my Wei Xiao, Pasta! =D

NICE SHOW. I LIKE.

i'm going to lend it to WT darling after her As. HEHEHE.

nothing else interesting to blog. :ppp

seeya :)

yours truly,

alicia`JYING

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*motivate me!

Sunday, November 05, 2006

somebody motivate me to study hard and be hardworking please~ =X

i wanna get good GPA this sem! :(

yours truly,

alicia`JYING

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happy birthday to me,

happy birthday to MYSELF!

happy birthday to me. =)

happy sweet EIGHTeen, mabel.

finally EIGHTeen.but on second thoughts, it means i am a year older = i should become wiser.HAHA!

alrights, last night was pretty much cool~ there was a surprise brought by mojo and her friend, sebastian. although it wasnt a cake, it was a 4-brownie-pieces-put-together-cake, i LOVED it! choco-ty, YUMMY! from TCC. and also there was a home-made card by shann.HA! and presents from all 4 (mojo, alex, shann and jas) !

ooh!I AM SO HAPPY!after so long, finally i am receiving presents from ALL the people celebrating my day with me!HAHA! =D i guess the last time this happened was in primary school!HA!WEEE~ there was a nail art thingy bought by the threesome, LOVELY! my nails are going to be pretty!WOO!haha!

events of last night: steamboat dinner; at 12 o'clock sharp,drinks at CHIJMES; pool/"cake-cutting"/FLUSHED AWAY at cine/stayed over at jo's.pretty much like that.

I AM GOING TO APPRECIATE ALL LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW!!!!

HEART YOU ALL!HAHA!

and lastly, to those whom sent best wishes via SMS-es and MSN (haha), thank you for remembering me.

lOVE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to MABEL.

really sorry that all of us couldn't celebrate with you yesterday.

but we are here to give our best wishes to you :)

hope you have an enjoyable day.

and seeya soon.

yours truly,

alicia`JYING

*how heavy is it now?

Saturday, November 04, 2006

we are still in your heart.
but the question now is,
how heavy is it now..?

anyway, been wanting to blog this but kept forgetting. =x

SPECIAL THANKS to my darling, MINGPEI.

cause she always take the trouble to help me publish my posts when i'm unable to post them up.

THANKS DARLING :)

and thanks for being there for me always.

yours truly,

alicia`JYING

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don't you find something amiss in our friendship?

i used to initiate by asking you out,
however, replies i got were that you were busy.
i understood. maybe school is just that busy for you.
but things didn't go in the correct way anymore.

many times i tried, all i got were rejections.
slowly, i got real tired of trying and trying, with no result at the end.

when i explained the situation to my friends, they said maybe you are just too busy.
but i believe no matter how busy a person is, he/she can still be able to make A TINY LITTLE BIT of time to meet up with friends. not just 1 side, but others as well.
whenever this problem came to my mind, i felt terribly down.
no point when i am the only one trying. it takes 2 hands to clap, isn't it.

i just have no idea what else to say.
all i wanna say is, i do cherish you a lot. i am really afraid to lose you, especially when you are one of the most important people in my life.

to you, maybe there isn't any change.
but, all i feel is we are no longer close.
i no longer know how can i confide in you, when i feel that you don't treat me as your close friend anymore.

i miss the old times.
our laughters.
our craziness.
our shopping madness.

the you whom i can feel real comfortable with.

disappointment there may be,

but my love for you remains as it is.

can a friendship be eternity?

yours truly,

alicia`JYING

*me :)

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

don't know what's that white thing -.-'''

SIANNNNNNNNN.

yours truly,

alicia`JYING

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