Hello World! Mabel is my name. 20 on 5th Nov. CHIJ-Our Lady of Good Counsel. PeiCai Secondary. Republic Polytechnic. Dip in New Media Grad. Singapore
my words
Saturday, November 04, 2006
don't you find something amiss in our friendship?
i used to initiate by asking you out, however, replies i got were that you were busy. i understood. maybe school is just that busy for you. but things didn't go in the correct way anymore.
many times i tried, all i got were rejections. slowly, i got real tired of trying and trying, with no result at the end.
when i explained the situation to my friends, they said maybe you are just too busy. but i believe no matter how busy a person is, he/she can still be able to make A TINY LITTLE BIT of time to meet up with friends. not just 1 side, but others as well. whenever this problem came to my mind, i felt terribly down. no point when i am the only one trying. it takes 2 hands to clap, isn't it.
i just have no idea what else to say. all i wanna say is, i do cherish you a lot. i am really afraid to lose you, especially when you are one of the most important people in my life.
to you, maybe there isn't any change. but, all i feel is we are no longer close. i no longer know how can i confide in you, when i feel that you don't treat me as your close friend anymore.
i miss the old times. our laughters. our craziness. our shopping madness.
