Hello World! Mabel is my name. 20 on 5th Nov. CHIJ-Our Lady of Good Counsel. PeiCai Secondary. Republic Polytechnic. Dip in New Media Grad. Singapore
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
slept at around 2.45am last night and crawl outta bed at 6am. yes, i really mean crawl. lol. was so unwilling to leave my bed. i re-set the alarm like how many million times. :x
sometimes i really feel that my Tuesday timetable is just so ridiculous. alright, i accept the fact that i have an ONE hour lesson with 6 hours break after that. but its like, at least give me a more meaningful lesson? of all lessons, Applied Principles for Effective Living. -.-''' goodness. we go there every week and stare at Mr Tang Ming Fai and go back home during that longbloody break. its really such a waste of time!
today after APEL, bling n i went to eat Mac again, but at hougang green instead of compass point this time. had a heart-to-heart talk? about love. about friends. glad to talk to her.
and yea, i was telling bling, it feels really great to meet up with old friends.
i love my sec 2 clique (Y gang, we called ourselves) to bits. 'cause they made me feel loved, especially during this period which i am troubled with something. i can feel that we treasure one another a lot. :)
but not forgetting my sec 4 'family' clique as well. i have special messages for the following: - edwin: i miss you lots. am waiting for your return! hopefully all of us can have a good gathering when you're back. - joo kiah: please don't keep everything to yourself, yea? remember what i told you about true friends. we will always be there for you. and i will always be there to support you no matter what's your decision. be determined and jia you! :) - fee: not sure if you will read this, but wanna say I MISS YOU SOOOOO MUCH. i wanna see you after your As! :p - bling: we can be really crappy sometimes. lol. nevertheless, you are always there to give great advices and support. its really nice chatting with you this morning. - to the rest: i heart you guys a lot too.
sometimes things don't turn out the way we wanted. i always thought friendship can be eternity, but now i have doubts on that. maybe not, depends on who is the other party i should say. i don't know. am really confused. i don't wish to give up, neither do i wish to be rejected every time. i have lots to tell her, but i speak no words when i see her. i have no courage to tell her how i feel, cause i'm afraid things will get worse. can somebody please tell me what should i do. hais.
in addition to those, i also wanna give special thanks to my darling, MINGPEI. thanks for always being there for me and always helping me to publish my posts. lol. i wanna be your "affair" forever. hahahaa! *HUGS* xD
ohh yaa, thanks to SHAN RONG too. haha. she is always there to talk to me, to listen to me, and to console me when i'm down. :)
i think this is going to be endless, if i still continue thanking. it sounds like some friendship day. =X haha. don't know why am i so emotional now :x but its good to tell your loved ones you love them right? =D
lastly, i got a message to those friends who knows about me and "ahemm". please don't ask me to consider or what-so-ever for now. he is just a good friend of mine. i don't wish to think much about it, so please don't say anything too over. i know what to do if i got feelings. and most importantly, let nature takes it course is the best. :)
