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*My choice...

Friday, June 30, 2006

hmmm....
maybe its time for me to decide which route should i take.

should i listen to mabel?
or should i .... ?

shall think about it. this time i can't regret. i can't go back.
and once my decision is made, please remind me at all times to follow it. =x
if i don't, you guys can just punish me any way u like, kae?
=X

came across this song.
Xiao Xiao - Wo Bu Zhu De Ta

meaningful huh~

because of you*

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*xiang bai tuo xi guan bu tai rong yi

Thursday, June 29, 2006

still silly after she knows she is silly.

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Kelly Pan Jia Li - Ai Wu Li

DSAG finally submitted.
OOAD done, but not yet submitted.

OPSY due next monday, 8am. -.-
and lastly will be DBSY which will be due on 26th July. 3 and 1/2 more weeks to do?
haiiiiiiiiis. this semester is so tough!

mummy is sick for 4 days already.
seriously ill~

hear her cough and cough and cough.
the coughing is really terrible. hear already also scared.
see her eat only 1/4 potion of her food.
the terrible look on her face.
the number of times she went to see the doctor...
the amount of medicine she has to take...
omg.

makes me so worried.

and this morning i saw how loving my dad and mom are.
hehehehehex.

my mom was very uncomfortable. so she went to lie on the bed.
when my dad came out of the bathroom, he walked towards her and sayang her. hahas.
then he saw the fan on, he INSISTED to off it no matter how hard my mom tried to stop him.

and when i reached home from school,
the phone rang 2 times within 10 minutes =x

he must be very worried about her being alone at home.

now that he know i'm back,
the phone didn't ring anymore.
LOL.

pray for speedy recovery for mummy~
GET WELL SOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN~

loves her family & friends.

jingying! jingying! jingying!

not again!!!

whats wrong...

can i?

*i hate projects!!!!

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

i hate projects manns~
just completed OOAD with my groupmates.
and still in school doing DSAG. -.-"

and so tired after seeing all the codings!
headache! headache! headache!
*YAWNNS*

but i'm quite enjoyed lahs. (physically) lols.
eating chocolate pocky. *YUMMY*
listening to mp3 using my laptop, while using the school computer for assignment.

and...
this lab is full of Malays. =X
its like only 4 Chinese in the whole lab.
not that i'm racist. lols.
but they are so noisy!
on the music so loud. DISTURBING US!
-.-

P.S. MABEL! when are you going to blog! =x

*yawnns

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Monday, June 26, 2006

Cyndi Wang - Wo Hui Hao Hao De

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nobody can understand the feeling that i've been having for the whole day.
i just feel like staring into space and do nothing.
i'm so tired of everything that i wish to wash away my memories.

i may carry a smile on my face.
but who knows that the heart inside is shattered and hurting me each and every seconds.
my eyes look alright.
but my tears are rolling down non-stop.

i simply cannot figure out why after about 2 months, i became so dependent on him.
so upset that i wasn't feeling well for the whole time.
haiis.

anyway,
thanks to all my friends.
after what happened, i realised friends are still the best.
they never leave, they are always there for you without fail.

mingpei darling
sorry to give you 2 shocks early in the morning.
and thanks for being there for me.

wanting darling
thanks for the console.

shan rong
can tell you are worried and concern about me during lessons.
thank you. i'm alright.

jookiah
you made me so touched and proud to have you as a good friend.
i can sense your care and concern.
i can tell how much you wanted to accompany me for the day.
but i'm sorry that i'm too tired to meet you after your school.

raney
you sounded so concern about me when you heard that i was at the void deck using my laptop and kept volunteering to go walk walk with me.
i'm thankful for that.
but i'm just not in the mood to walk.
moreover, i am not really feeling well.
andddd... don't worry. i will treasure my life 1. lols. i'm just joking about those stuffs =X and even if the ball really hits me, i also won't die what. =x

if you don't mean it in the heart,
then you shouldn't have say all the sweet stuffs to me that night.

wo hui hao hao de.

within a night,
so many things happened.
i was so lost and helpless.
first time i ever have such a feeling.

i know after that sms,
i will lose him forever.

i was so happy when we had a new start.
my friends felt happy for me too.
i wish to see you, to own your hugs, to do everything that involves you.
but... this happiness was short enough before i could even do those.

i actually intended to keep that weird feeling in me.
however, i feel that since we were together, i should be honest with him.
and there, i told him how i feel.

that was when i made a big wrong move.

"it would be better if we remain as friends." you said.

"maybe... my feelings for you had already faded." you also said.
maybe in the first place, you already had no more feelings towards me.
but you were so touched by my words that you decided to accept that new story.

i was so upset throughout the night.
my heart was jumping fast, which i had no idea why.
but it was so uncomfortable that i felt like vomitting.
my tears kept rolling down like a tap.
however i couldn't close this tap at all.
i was up throughout the night. with only that FEW minutes of sleep.
first time i didn't sleep at all.

i won't blame him at all.
'cause i know deep down in my heart, i couldn't.
i know i was to blame 'cause i didn't cherish him at the beginning.
everything was too late.

its all to be deleted from my memories.
kept deep in the heart and sealed up.
i will learn to let go this time.

my friends,
if you see me, please don't console me.
'cause i'm afraid i will cry.
and don't try to cheer me up.
'cause i won't be able to smile.

let me cool down and accept this fact slowly.

broke down.

JJ Lin Jun Jie - Hui You Na Me Yi Tian

why don't my parents believe me?
trust me enough?

do i need to voice out all my thoughts to let you know that i'm sensible enough to handle my own stuffs?

haiis.

nowadays so irritated.
work.
projects.
love.
parents.

i'm feeling so exhausted. mentally especially.
how i wish i can stay away from the whole world just for a few days.
this world is just so complicated.

exhausted.
"am i important in your heart?"
~~how come i don't feel anything from you this time.~~
haiiis~

*to darling.

Sunday, June 25, 2006

mingpei darling!
if you ever need a listening ear, i'll be there for you 24/7.
if you ever need a hug, i'll send it without 2nd thought.
whatever decision you make, i'll be there to support.
(:

*HUGS*

yours truly.

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*photos~

Saturday, June 24, 2006

just installed photo impression into my laptop.
and i went to edit photos.
lols.

i edited my own photo before wanting's.
and i realised hers nicer lahs. -.-

but nevermind.
my credits.
hahahahahas!! =p

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*a new beginning...

Friday, June 23, 2006

6th months ago,

we met each other for the first time.

6th months later,

we start our new story.

i don't know if this will be a much better one.
but i chose to believe.

however,
there are so many fears in me.
i'm afraid that one day you might regret.
i'm afraid one day you will leave.
i'm afraid my nightmare will turn out to be real.

it feels so different now.

people says love is selfish, isn't it?
so...
can you assure me that i am the one and only in your heart?

a very big thank you to all these friends who have been there for me when i was down. (:
- Mingpei darling
- Wanting darling
- Mabel
- Shan Rong

your stupid girl.

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i thought you were the one i could rely on.
i thought you were the one i could find my happiness from.
i thought you were the one who will be there for me every seconds and minutes.

but maybe i was wrong.

i could no longer find my happiness from you.
i could no longer hold on to you.
i could no longer depend on you.

you chose to leave me.
given the reason because you don't want to hurt me.

but never did you know that this hurt was so much painful than anything else.

i teared till my eyes run dry.
i tossed and turned throughout the night.
but no matter how many times i told myself ITS OVER, ITS OVER AND ITS OVERRRRRRRRR!!
i still couldn't let go.
i still love you that much.
i still couldn't blame you at all.

i split out all my feelings.
how much i miss you.
how much i wish for you.
how much i want to be with you.

it all turns out to be disappointment and tears.

before i told you how i feel,
i was so prepared to be a 24 hours good girlfriend to you.
i was so eager to start a new, happy and never-ending story with you.
i was so confident to make all problem extinct between me and you.

why wouldn't you believe that i can do that?
why wouldn't you give yourself and me a chance to do that?

i chose to accept every single thing about you.

but you were suspicious about it.

well, there is nothing i can do.

but if you choose to leave,
make it complete.
don't keep any feelings of me.
tell me you don't love me anymore.

and i will tell you FRIENDS FOREVER, even if i couldn't let go.

broken heart.

i regretted telling you my blanks.
why would you want to find out more when thats what you wanted to tell me.
i hate that sentence.

i hate this world.

i'm shivering badly.
tears kept rolling down.
i hate myself.

~~3 reasons.~~

Because ... I'm jealous.
Because ... I'm afraid to lose you.
And Because ... I still love you.

~~hoping you will at least try to make a guess.~~
~~'cause i said that will be the last hope i give myself.~~
i was so soft-hearted after my friends told me some 'things'.
~~shan't say what are the 'things'.~~

but there, i filled in my blanks. just for you.

~~i wish to be weak forever,~~
~~if there is someone to take care of me.~~
and in my heart that 'someone' is you

*down

Thursday, June 22, 2006

lend me a shoulder.
and i only want yours.

Thanks mingpei darling.
i can't help but dropped a tear after reading what you said in your blog.
thanks for your concern. i'm alright. (:

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S.H.E (Selina) - Guan Bu Zhao

did i think of you too much until you appear in my dream?
not a sweet one, but a sad and terrible one.

its was so scary.
i learnt my lesson.
i got blamed 'cause i didn't cherish.

maybe heaven is telling me to what i should do.

i woke up, feeling afraid and sad.
and got a feeling.
our distances are further and further away.
if what happen in the dream is going to happen in real life,
then... .............. ...
i'm going to lose you even more......

woke up late today =x
heng shan rong smsed me. lols! if not i would be even later =x
yes. supposed to meet shan rong and zhi ying to do project at 11am.
but i woke up at 10am. -.-"
can't imagine how tired i was. lols!
i slept at 3am the night before 'cause i was sooo addicted to the Green Forest, My Home show. =X

so i rushed down to S'goon MacDonalds to meet them.
and... we started on our OOAD project.
soooooooooooooooo sian lahs.
hate projects manns!
not only gotta rush for OOAD.. but also OPSY, DSAG and DBSY!
practically every core modules. -.-"
haiiis~~

then,
i took 105 to Wanting darling's house bus stop and waited for her so long again!
bu kui shi WAN TING sia. =x
lols!
and we took 58 and changed to MRT all the way to Woodlands, where we meet Mabel~

and off we headed to PARTYWORLD.
hahahas!
so siao there.
took lots and lots of photos also.
there was this waiter who is quite nice-looking. and WT suggested to take a photo of him.
so we waited and waited for him to bring the drinks in... but in the end, it turns out to be another waitress~ lols!
then he came again! to collect the bill.
and this time "click!". there goes the camera flash~
WT actually took a shot RIGHT IN FRONT of him lahs. lols!!! and he was so shy. he said he come back later to collect the bill. haahaahahas!

and so we sang from 5+ right up to 9+....
bought breads to eat.
and home sweet home~

well,
2 more person to thank! =X

this time, THANKS to:

Zhi Ying
for the cute little photo frame. (:

and also...

Shan Rong
she said she wanted to buy me the earring i saw at Far East which was something similar to what i saw on Yahoo Auction. but she couldn't find. and just so coincidental that day when she was trying to find that earring at Far East, i met her there when i was having my break from work. HAHA! no wonder she got the super shock face when i approached to say hi to her =X
and because she couldn't find the shop, she bought this box with a mirror inside for me!
the reason being i got a lot of accessories.. LOL.
so its a box for me to put all my accessories! =D
so xi xing right~
such a sweetie~ =DDD

i love it~
the piggies are soooo cute. =D

and also,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHAN RONG!!!
(:

there are so many june babies.
hahahas!!

am so tired.
niteeeeeeeex peeps! (:

misses you.

*more thanks to go~

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

more thanks to go.
lols!

THANKS to:
hannah
know this girl through Student Mart.
last time the whole group of us always very high at upper.
and she is so friendly! =)
i clicked with her very fast after i went to upper side.
awwwww~
miss those times manns~ that was like in december 2004?

hope to see ya in TP soon!
(:

asriman
so surprised you came to wish me happy belated birthday. hahas.
am so touched. (:
thanks thanks!

this year's birthday is the one which i really enjoyed most.
not only the surprise that the 8 friends gave me. but also, i got lotsa greetings from friends~ even friends whom i haven't been keeping in contact with.
and also some friends whom i know from work.
yeaaa~
am so so so sooooo touched.
(:

i'm so crazy about a new Taiwan drama nowadays.
-.-"
Green Forest, My Home.
Channel U is playing it now. every wed to fri, 7pm.
but bling introduced me to watch it in youtube. hahas.!!
its SO NICE~ =DDD

i'm addicted to dramas~
ohh mannns~

thanks all her friends~
:)

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*MY 18th BIRTHDAY!

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

i have a GREAT day yesterday! =DDD *grins*
an unforgettable 18th birthday indeed.

i woke up around 7.10 in the morning and couldn't get back to sleep cause i was very hungry =X
so i climbed outta my bed and cooked myself maggi mee to eat.
and after that, i was online all the way waiting for Wanting darling to come my house.
and she took so long!!!! =x
she told me she will reach around 1+
in the end i waited from 1+ to 3+ okays! lols.
and i was already well-prepared. edwin asked me for a photo of myself (the reason being he miss me too much)
LOL!!!
yea. so i SPECIALLY took a photo...
and send it to him.

hahas!
EDWIN! do you like it?
specially for you lehs. =p
see! i'm so good to you!
*bleahs*

yupps.
and after Wanting darling reached...
she gave me the gifts she bought from perth! =D

so cute.
hahas!
I LOVE THE SWEETS and the HUGEEEE pencil soooo much! =DDD

thanks darling!!!

and after we are done with her show, her makeup, the distribution of sweets...
off we go to suntec!

as what we planned earlier on,
we decided to eat the steamboat there on my birthday.
so....

there we enter... Joaquim!
=)

our steamboat~
our desserts (cakes, DIY ice-kachang, ice-cream)~

happily eating away~~~
lols!
and was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO full.
and THANKS TO DARLING!
she do all the prawns nicely for me to eat!
WUAHAHAHA! i'm such a spoilt child. =X

*TOUCHED*

our nice plate of prawns.
lols!
(done by WT)

after our delicious dinner~ =D
and off we go with Mabel, who claims that she wanna show us something very nice that she saw.

.
.
.
and we ended up in the courtyard, next to Toy'R'Us.
and there....
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.
I SAW MY "FAMILY"!
lols!
yes, it was a huge surprise planned by them.
but somehow i already guessed it here and there =x
i'm too clever lahs! =X cause i find some suspicious points that mabel accidentally leaked out =x
she used 'WE' instead of 'I'.
she asked me what's my biggest birthday wish.
she wanna bring me to a shop when the whole of Suntec is closed/closing!
lols!!!
anyway, even though i sort of guess it already, i was still very touched... dumbfounded... and stunned! lols. i really stood there don't know how to react. hahahas!

and thank you sooo much, mabel!
i been craving for this cake for dayyyyyyys!!
lols!
she went from Causeway Point all the way to Bukit Panjang just to get this!
awwwwwwww~~~
how can i not be touched right!

the yummyyyyyyyyy and AI XIN cake!

Me and Wanting darling~
do we look like couple?
WUAHAHAHA! but we are STRAIGHT! =p

Me and Bling! =)
the one who gave me 2 hugs and 1 kiss.
lols!

Me and Bel, the sweetie of the day! =D

Me and Fee, the Brazil-siao~ =x
she said she "flew" all the back from Brazil to celebrate for me. lols! (you believe?) =x

Me and Zhejun~
the 20th june birthday girl!

Me and Kelvin~
the one who thought of the romantic place. lols!

Me and Chuan Xiang, the joker there~ =x

and lastly,
Me and Shan An~
thanks for taking this photo even though your eye hurts so much. =)
get well soon!

the group photo~
(:
everyone is happy! =D

there are a lot more photos. but i'm unable to post them up, cause its lagging already =x
we got THREE cameras there. and i already got 110 photos on my side. Wanting got around 130. OMGGGGG~ we are so zi lian.. LOL!!!

thanks peeps for the card =)
its ME TO YOU bear! hahas. my favourite card

and not forgetting to thank my Mingpei darling for this lovely cherry necklace~
the very first present i received!

and this huge 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY' you drew in MSN. lols!

weeeee~
and thanks to those who sent me their greetings~
Jookiah, Edwin, Sijie, Ron, Flannery, Hui Yi, Ziwei, Wen Zhong, CunZheng, Aizat, Jim Kay, Selina, Hui Xian, ZhengHui, Tony, Shin Ling, Xiao Shuang, Eric, Raney, Adelin, Angie, Cyndee, MiZhun, ChangXiang, Lee Lin, Shan Rong, Grace, Yu Zhen, Ying Ping, Jian Ming, Felicia, Puay Khim, Shi Yun, Shu Ling and Jian Wei.

special thanks to:
Mingpei Darling
the endless of 'happy birthday' and 'happy belated birthday' you said to me. lols!
Wanting Darling
the delicious steamboat especially the prawns. lols! and helping me to finish up when i only ate a little bit. hahahas! i was REALLY full lahs. stomach almost explode! =x
and also thanks for the presents you bought all the way from Perth! =D
Mabel buddy
the surprise you planned. and also the cake you bought.
really really really touched. lols!
LOVE YA lots!
Fidelia, PohLeng, ZheJun, ChuanXiang, Kelvin Tan, Shan An
thanks for coming and the preparation of the surprise! =D

i just want to shout out THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUU to ALL OF YOU!
this day will be marked deep in my heart, i swear!
hehex! =DDD

and LASTLY,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ZHEJUN!!!

in her sweet 18teen (:

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tonight's surprise was kind of a success!

"cos~

everybody is HAPPPPPPY!

19th June's baby, Jingying was touched till she almost cried.

20th June's baby, Zhejun was happy!!!

anyway, it still boils down to those who come and made it successful.HAHA! though its last minute.sorry.also there was abit of time management problem at the beginning,sorry folks, i didn't expect the cake to be sold out the Causeway Point, so i had to make a trip down to Bukit Panjang.Sorry again. =X

anyways, since now its 20th June 2006 ...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ZHEJUN!

mydangerouslove.

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Monday, June 19, 2006

Plus One - Here In My Heart

Wherever you are tonight, girl

I'll see you in my dreams

Wherever I go tomorrow

You'll be here next to me

And though we are a world apart

I know you'll never be that far

'Cause here in my heart

There's a picture of us

Together forever

Unfaded and unbroken

Wherever you are

Your love covers me

Forever more you'll be

Here in my heart

Whenever I miss you so much

It's more than I can bear

I won't cry, I'll just close my eyes

And know you'll be there

Your kiss and your touch

I'll never forget

'Cause you're as close as my very next breath

'Cause here in my heart

There's a picture of us

Together forever

Unfaded and unbroken

Whenever you are

Your love covers me

Forever more you'll be

Here in my heart

And though we are a world apart

I know you'll never be that far

'Cause here in my heart

There's a picture of us

Together forever

Unfaded and unbroken

Whenever you are

Your love covers me

Forever more you'll be

Here in my heart

My heart

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today is the day. (:
i'm eligible to learn driving from today onwards.
hahas!
but don't think i'm going to learn it so soon. cause learn already also no car to drive.
my dad's car is his second wife. he won't allow me n my brothers to drive. -.-"

anyway, was so touched that quite a lot remember my birthday!

thanks to:

Mabel
Mingpei darling
Raney
Joo kiah
Bling
Fee
Flannery
Hui Yi
Ziwei

and special thanks to:

Tony
Sijie
Adelin
Ron
Cyndee
Angie
Jestyn
Mizhun
Chang Xiang

[ SOOO surprised that you guys remember/know my birthday. especially i didn't keep in touch with some of you here. thanks thanks! =) ]

and special + special thanks:

edwin tan!

[ thanks for calling all the way from australia! heex. and also thanks for taking the effort to wake up from your sleep just to call me. so touched, my brother! miss ya lots! and i remembered you got wear specs liao. hahaas! ]

thanks mummy & daddy for the ang bao also.
hahas~
=D

oh yaaa, and thanks grandma for the mee sua. LOL! =DDD

THANKS, EVERYBODY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JINGYING!

mydangerouslove.

*thanks flan~

Sunday, June 18, 2006

THANKS Flannery~!!

was so touched.
you specially called just to say happy birthday.
and also take the effort to call when you have no voice.
"sexy" voice huh.. hahas!!

though it was abit early.. =x
but i understand cause you can't sleep late.

THANKS!
and GOOD LUCK for your compass test!
(:

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JJ Lin Jun Jie - Down

I can't believe it
Tell me I'm dreaming

That we are still "we"?

It was amazing

Said you were lucky
That you found me

It was on a rainy day that we met

you didn't have a place to go

I said we just met so let's go slow but no

you just told me to keep you from the cold

Sorry I can't take it

Why did you fake it

Why did we kiss

And I'm just down

You let me with a note without a sound

I figured I must have been such a child

You'll never know how much I've been around

How my heart just frowns

If you're down

I'll be your teddy bear, I'll be your clown

I'll take you round and round and

If you don't mind I could be your standing ground

Even if that means I'd drown

And baby, that'll be my one last vow

even now that i am sitting cross-legged on the chair typing this post, my legs are numbed.i guess i don't have that stamina anymore.

anyways, today i spent like 99% of the time standing in the storeroom , sticking the new sales pricetags on the garments.tsktsk.so not much interaction with the customers. the other 1% is either spending time outside MANGO Boutique having lunch break or whatever break.but what satisfy me the most today, is that i managed to complete sticking the new pricetags for almost the whole damn 4 shelves of clothes. i think the sentence beofore this sounds funny.

i don't know why, but somehow i don't really like people, especially those our age, to converse in hokkien or teochew with another of the same age. but if its canto, i am okay with it, maybe because hokkien sounds kinda a bit crude (no offense to those whose dialects is hokkien or teochew or others), so it gives me an impression that one is uneducated.however, i m pretty fine with those speaking to their elders in that.i am weird huh.

i guess this paragraph is totally not related to the one above, but read it if u wan. =) met fee for a Prata lunch.kinda last minute though, but still enjoyed it.Cheese Prata is my all-time favourite!HAHA!met her at 1:30 pm, then rushed to orchard. luckily managed to reach Mango at 3 pm on the dot.HAHA! on the bus to Bishan mrt station, met Ng Xinyi. people change overtime huh.she become prettier and slimer, since the last time i saw her in early 2005.HAHA!=P then at work, met my old friends, those i knew in December, Su fen and Shuling.HAHA! and those perm staffs like YY, Sue, Anifah etc.haha.they make my day in MANGO.hahax.always joking around and stuffs.=)
...
...
...
...
...
GOAL! (this is what i just heard)

so much so for today i think.Good Night.

mydangerouslove.

*shattered.

Saturday, June 17, 2006

i need you no more.
you never appear in my mind anymore.
i have no more hopes.
i am happy now.

yes.
said in the mouth,
but never the heart.

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yes yes, i'm so not looking forward to that day.
how much i wanted the whole group to gather together.
but...
i really don't know what to do.

shan't be selfish.
shall stick to my decision.

haiiis.

at first i was real tired, then since i was online, so i decided to check if the other UT grades are out.soo i checked it one by one.

then...

its Digital Media Arts, Kenneth's.

A!

YAY!I M SO HAPPY LAH, CAN?HAHAHAHA!thought i screwed all up.anyway,

then i became more energetic! =P

my current UT 1 grades:
Creative Concept: C+
History of Arts: B
Digital Media Arts: A

but still..i am tired lah.aha!

met so many koreans today.first on the bus in the afternoon, darn funny incident.

then at work.

then on the bus Again~this time is the same person as in the afternoon.HAHA!so much so for fate~haha!but hmm.he is an Uncle lah.HAHA!

why are Singaporean women so crazy about Mango stuffs? this was what Angeline (ex-supervisor, now a manager) told me when i was finding for stock in the store: "Mango very nice meh?these people are simply ..." i have forgotten.=X yes, i have short-term memory.

okiex,i am going to retire for the night.

SO TIRED!
NIGHTS!

*oYES!i am so loving this song!!! =D thanks jingying, for uploading it.HAHA!

mydangerouslove.

Son By Four - Purest Of Pain

*YAWNNNNNNNNS*

I AM SO TIRED!!!!!
prefer the morning shift manns~
time seems to pass faster.
and there won't be as many people as in the evening.

Mabel's nick also say that she is very tired.
LOL.
pathetic us~

today they were playing Britney Spears's first album.
reminds me of the times i was soooo into britney. lols!

Flannery smsed me today.
lols.
poor him. suffering from all the trainings in tekong. =x
2 more days will be big days for us. lols
you'll be having your Compass test. ALL THE BEST!
and i'll be waiting for the ai xin cake arhhs.
haha! but don't float it to me please. i don't want to share it with the birds and fishes. =X
take care! i'll miss ya! =)

tomorrow SM gathering.
but working until 6pm. so not going with them.
enjoy, my fellow ex-colleagues~
(:

gotta end here.
NIGHT!
ahn-nyong-i kah-se-yo~ (Goodbye)

*YAWN

Friday, June 16, 2006

i'm so tired already.
but i don't feel like sleeping. lols.

i slept at 4+am last night! and i woke up at 8. oh manns~

first day of work at Mango Boutique (Shaw)~
not bad. hehex.
but being in an environment of SOOOOOOOOOOO many clothes, i was so tempted to shop for clothes. =x
while we were working, we were also looking at the clothes.
LOL!!!
1 stone kills 2 birds? hehehehex! Miss Neo's favourite phrase =X

time passed quite fast actually.
like we started work at 11am.
then i got my break from 2 to 2.30pm.
then was packing in their big store.
then without knowing, its time to go home. lols!
=DDD

work for this week.
play for this weekends. =x
and assignments for next week. ='(

i'm having korean fever now. hahahas!!!
i wanna learn korean language! =x
ahn-nyong-ha-se-yo~
lols!

*yawnnns.
i guess i gotta off my laptop and sleep now.
if not i will be in the zoo soon =x

NIGHT, peeps!!

LEE DONG WOOK! sa rang hae yo! *winks*
=D

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Thursday, June 15, 2006

it seems like whenever i worked in Mango, i will download those many songs i listen when working!haha!

simply love those sentimental etc songs they play *winks!

mydangerouslove.

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Song Updated! =)

Now Playing:
Bardot - Love Me No More

not sure whether you people heard of this group before.
Bardot. not pronounce as Bar-dot. lols.
its pronounced as "BAR-DO".
it consists of 5 girls: Tiffany, Katie, Sophie, Sally and Belinda.
the album was released quite long ago.
the most popular songs from them are Poison and I Should've Never Let You Go.
=)

was browsing through my CDs collection and i saw the album.
so i posted this song up. 'cause it was my favourite! hahas!

enjoy! (:

___::work::

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

kinda "first" day at work.haha!although i have worked there before..hmm..considering the 6 months break! =)

OYa~~they played my kind of music there!HAHA!Purest of Pain, Because You Loved Me, We're Dancing etc.i LIKE~ =D

it seems like i always resemble some other people i don't know.today somebody mistaken me for another aunty's niece. its like -.- this is not the first time already.when i was there in December, another fellow mistook me for one of the HR Dept manager's niece. i have seen her before lor~seriously both of us don't look alike! anyway,this is still ok lah.

then in the morning when i was in the small store packing, one aunty ask me, did i come to work because i have "internal" ties there, also since she has never seen me before.i felt abit offended then.its like i came to work because i am having holisdays etc.so i have time to earn extra cash.and i didn't work there because i have ties with some people from the higher rankings.so when i told her that i previously worked in another dept in Isetan itself,Angeline was the supervisor then, but she is transferred to Mango Boutique now, so whenever there are sales or holisdays, she will call me back to help out.then her reply was,"ohh.so you are one of Angeline's staffs lah.no wonder~".like what sia.sigh~what a person!

anyways,i suddenly craved for Auntie Anne's prezel.haha!so i secretly smsed jingying, but she didn't want to go to Suntec with her new make-up.HAHA! =P

so after work i went there myself.i took 111 there.met Jacqueline on the bus.it seems like ages sicne i last saw her.hmm.a year plus.she is the only student from F class who went SP though.HAHA!she kinda sound more gentle le.HAHA!

oo.then upon reaching suntec i called jingying, then she suggested going to Hougang Mall, i was fine with it.went to the bus-stop and waited bloooooody long for the damn Bus 70.waited till i was so tired,so quickly smsed jingying to cancel the date with her.=X 'sorry about it, jingying'

i know she is not angry, but i feel bad about it.=X

took 133 home.slept so soundly on the bus, until i almost laid on a stranger's shoulder!LOL!DARN funny.

okk.hmm.about 96 more hours to jingying's birthday!

and cockroach wanting is back in Singapore for about 3 1/2 hours le!WELCOME BACK! =)

mydangerouslove.

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weeeee~
the hands-on makeup workshop was fun~ =)

after attending the workshop,
i concluded that girls really need A LOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT of money. lols.
even facial cleanser also need so many types lahs. lols!
poor girls.

a little gift given to us by Red Earth.
=)

all the comestics that Audrey brought are from Red Earth.
their products are so nice! especially the Secret Potion and All-Round Concealer.
WONDERFUL!
lols.
i want to buy~~~~~~~~~
but its so expensive. haiis.

there are so many things i want to buy!!! =x
i want:
- Red Earth Secret Potion
- Red Earth All-Round Concealer
- New foundation
- Eyeshadows
- brushes
- lotsa clothes~~~~~~~ =x
- the tote bag from Far East
- go for hair treatment

hmm. can't think of others right now =x
but i just need MONEY MONEY MONEY. hahahas!
shall wait for my pay~

ohh yaaa~
Mingpei darling gave me my birthday present today! (:
cherry necklace~ lovely~
hehex.

THANK YOU, DARLING! =D

and Wanting darling is back!
hahas!
WELCOME BACK HOME~!

have i mentioned about my 2 hands before?
the skin on my 2 palms kept peeling~
don't know why its like that!!! =(
and omg. so ugly and rough.
i think its already 3rd week. and it seems to be getting worse. -.-"
i'm so lazy to see the doctor manns~ been dragging and dragging for weeks, hoping that it will be okay by itself =x
but its not, sooooo.. i told myself to go and see on thursday before work. lols.
hopefully i will go lahs. =X

so sad. i want back my normal palms!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmm.. i'm hungry now.
=x

*LEE DONG WOOK~ LEE DONG WOOK~ LEE DONG WOOK~ AJA!
hehehex.

don't know why my internet explorer kept lagging today.
so irritating.
and just now when i wanted to click on mingpei darling's link, it suddenly link to chiying's inside.
weird.
and i spent quite long trying to figure out what is the problem. -.-"
the codes seem alright, but when i republish, its still the same.
so i gotta retype the codes again carefully.
and now its finally okay.

haiis.

today seem to meet all kinds of problems when i'm surfing the net.
sway~

anyway, attended the 3hours Professional Etiquette Workshop today. =)
it was so much better than i expected.
hahas.
learnt a lot from the trainer, Audrey Quek.
she is sooooooooooooooooooooooooo skinny! her legs are so nice!
and her face complexion and hair are sooooooooooooo perfect.
omg manns~ ENVY!!!! =x
anyway, she is an image consultant with her own company, surely she has to look good right. hahas.
tomorrow.... erm.. or should i say today is the beauty and makeup workshop. =D
mingpei and i are so excited about it. heeheex!

today i took quite a number of bus trips too. =x
i took 27 and 15 to school.
15 to 87 to raney's house to drop the C# discs into his letterbox. (sounds like i'm the postman.. lols)
74 from his bus stop back home.
161 to woodlands to meet mabel.
858 to changi airport and change to 24 to expo.
24 to bedok interchange and 87 back home.

TEN bus trips! OMG!
i made my concession so worth it.
HAHAHAS!
see what raney said:

Råñ€¥™ says:
usually ppl take 87 n alight tt bus stop cannot find my hse the 1st time de leh
Råñ€¥™ says:
lol
../°JñGyñG°\.. http://penning-our-lives.blogspot.com* says:
im the street expert u duno arh =p

hahahas! oops! thats so thick skin of me. =x
but i got my mom's genes what.
my mom is really the street expert. last time? =X

and.. yes yes yes!!!
tomorrow wanting is coming back! =)
1 week pass so fast. lols.
and this cute darling of mine is SO funny lahs. =x
she smsed me this afternoon and told me she finally saw kangaroos.
and at first i was thinking how come she used the word "finally", sounds like she never see them in Singapore Zoo before.
then, when i mentioned there are kangaroos in our zoo.
she was so surprised.
it was then i realised she really don't know that there are kangaroos in Singapore. LOL!

oh well, i promised her next time i will bring her to see kangaroos in SINGAPORE.
lols! =)

birthday in 5 days time.
thats fast~
one moment i was excited. another moment i was not.
haiis.
i really wish my whole group of "family" can gather together. at least on this special day of mine?
but it seems highly impossible

shan't talk about that anymore. it's so upsetting

~~~~so not in the mood now.~~~~

___::13/6/2006::

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

so today marks my first birthday in friendster.haha!

i still remember last year on this day, fee and i went to TP!haha.and we sat through one lecture with jingying, bling and all.heehex.

i remembered about what Alice stuffs, strings, and all, abit similar to what i learn in Computing and Mathematics module in year 1.hahaha.

also during the break, we went into the lab and use the computers. that's when bling and all helped me in creating a friendster account.Hahaha!

hmm.time flies when you wanted it to stay for long, but crawls when you wanted it to pass quickly.

another about 20 more hours, cockroach wanting will be back from her school fieldtrip to aust!

another about 121 more hours, jingying sista will be 18!!!!

another about 6 more months, xiaodi will be back!

and lastly, another how many more months will we, as a whole clique, be meeting? for coffee, or dinner, or lunch, or movie.

i don't know.it seems like we need a "valid" reason in order to get everybody together again, otherwise its always 2,3 +.sigh~

anyway, so for today, went back to school again for propective drawing, this time we drew a box and a basket from our point of view, then watched a video.the video was abit boring though as Jacelyn started to draw me.BUT! she failed!!!HAHA!it so don't look like me.muahahahaa!

we were talking about grades again.haha!Zhining brought her laptop, so Jasmine checked her Creative Concept's UT, after which, we found out that the History of Arts UT grade is also out!HAHA.so the atmosphere was abit tensed as we were very "gan choing"!HAHA!trying to use Zhining's laptop to find out about our grades.haha.

interestingly, i have gotten a B. i did not do any revision, and i don't really understand the questions too!owell~AHA!i better stop here, otherwise Zhining and all will start "han-dump-ing" me =X

met jingying and she passed me my online purchased stuff.HAHA!its HERE!!so kawaii lahx, Can?! =P seriously, it can match the necklace Siti got for me early this term.HAHA!!! cos its the mini-version of it! =P i have been trying to find a similar one but green in colour for Siti and Ser, because they also have the same necklaces as me.but sad-ed.don't have.they only have the white and pink and gold version, i will continue to hunt though.

then jingying and i didn't know where to go, in the end we decided to head down to Expo for the John Little sales.BUT!we were a day late.HAHA!it ended yesterday. so it was like we were went for the washroom nia.ha!

OOH!and did i say?!!?this afternoon on 169 to school, a groups of irritating guys boarded the bus, sat behind me and Jacelyn, and started SINGING!!!! just when my MP3's battery went flat.its like WTH lah!!so i borrowed Jacelyn's because she saw me quite irritated with them.HAHA!thanks,babe! =P

HAHA!that's the happenings when i was with the girls in the afternoon.but when i came home, mom started making noise,sigh!!~ irritating, i say.

if i had a chance next time, i will move out and live on my own.Of course, that's when i am financially stable. =)

i had a dream last night.its like a series of events kind of thing, but i only remembered one.that's: Kenneth is no longer facilitating us.he is going away.to where, i don't know.the new fac is somebody i never knew, besides i think i didn't see his face becuase i didn't remember.so what sort of feeling should be evoked in me?should i be happy or sad?

AHA!apparently i woke up, feeling a little sad~ for i am abit used to his way of facilitating, just like Jose's case.hiax.

am going to help out tomorrow at Mango Boutique at Shaw House. =) for the next a few days as well. jingying too!HEEHE!

oNo~thats leaves me with very little time to get Jingying's birthday prezzie!that's if we are going to celebrate for her on sunday.

hmm..

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turn off the lights,
lie on your bed.
close your eyes,
on some slow love songs,
with the earphones in your ears...

hmm..
how wonderful and relaxing is that =)
i love it! =D

ooya~
I'M IN LOVE WITH DONG WOOK!
=x
my dream OPPA!
hahahas! =p

___::why why why::

Monday, June 12, 2006

i simply don't understand why parents like to "lie" to us.

making us over the moon for a while, then in the next moment, disappoint us.

is it very fun to "play" with us like this?

i was soo darn happy for the past 24 hours thinking we might really go Hongkong one of these weeks.hiax.but now she says we are not going anymore.

why sia?!last night she still ask me to check out the package tours for her.wth lah!

fine~~~next time maybe i should use her technique too.i will say, "hey mom!let's go for a trip to wherever you want." then the next day, "sorry eh mom,i don't feel like going anymore."

oright~sad~

went to school for what prospective drawing.the fac was like "sian sian" kind of attitude.HA!so are we.bought drinks and LAYS potato chips into the LT.like having pinic sia, according to..hmm..i can't remembered who said that.=X then suddenly i craved for Cheese prata, so after the drawing workshop, we had them at the canteen.HAHA!

while eating we were talking about going to Uni stuffs.hahax.then Jacelyn said something like SMU (its either SIM or SMU, i have Short-Term-Memory, can't remember) prefers RP students, because of the way we are being taught in poly, unlike in other polys, where lectures and tutorials are in instead of PBL learning. but they don't have what's related to what i m doing now.i was thinking of going into mass communications in U.well~go ahead and laugh your head off! HAHA! but at least, i dared to dream =)

so that's all for Uni,there are 2 more years to think about it, year 2 and 3.besides i am not even done with my PP and my FYP, how can i think go far!HAHA!

after prata-ing and Uni-ing, on the way to the MRT station, Zhining was saying the Creative Concept UT's grade is out.at that moment i was like, "eh.not-very-looking-forward to check it" =X because i thought i was going to fail it.but since i m online now, i decided to check it.n n n n n , much to my surprise, i have gotten a C+ !!!hahaha!omy~i thought i screwed it up badly though.haha!but well.its a C+,haha.not that bad. =)

hmm.that's all for today i guess.

and i realised something, jingying's posts are always more "pictorial" than mine. =( so her's always more interesting.sad-ed~

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*SIAN

Sunday, June 11, 2006

so siannnnnns.
so many assignments to be done~~
like what shan rong said: what kinda holidays is this!
LOL! i agree manns. =x
maybe next time we can have ASSIGNMENT WEEK for us to do projects. in that way we can enjoy our holidays FULLY~
hahas!!
okays. shan't be lame. =x

just now was using my computer to help raney to burn something.
and the moment i hold my computer mouse.
i find it weird lahs.
i been using my laptop for 1 week and 1 day. and now whenever i use the PC, i will find everything like giant like that =X

take the mouse for example.

the ACER mouse i use for my laptop is higher in height and "slimmer". lols
but when i hold the CREATIVE mouse, it feels so fat and short. LOL!!!!
=X

anyway, i was so bored just now.
i started taking photos of my HP.
LOL!

i love this pic~
hehehex!

mabel said the picture looks like some video conferencing. hahas!
looks abit like. =x

does this look like me?
hahahahas.
i find it so-not-like-jingying
=X

i miss my Wanting darling~
lols!
she must have taken a lot of photos in Australia. LOL!
and. we made a date last time.
we are going to eat the suntec steamboat on my birthday!
=DDD
drooling anyone?
can join us if you want to.
hahahahas!

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hmm.maybe i should change my signature to this for now:

how about it?

AHAHA!

nice huh!unique`~

hmm.and ..hmm..maybe change the clock to this?:

so sad larr`` wana get this clock screensaver, but gota buy it instead..hiax.. =(

hmm..what else should i say??

BYE!

wah liew~
nowadays the wireless connectivity in my room is SO LOW lahs.
so irritating.
and the more irritating thing is another side of my house, which is my bro's room, parents' room and kitchen got better connection.
-.-"
why am i so unlucky~ can i change room? =x

and if you realise, nowadays the windows of HDB flats are quite low.
but for my house, they are higher. so people cannot really look into the house.
but now i realised a disadvantage about this.
CAUSE... when i hold my laptop up on my hands to the window's height, i got better and more connections.
but if i put it down on the table or bed, i cannot connect... -.-"
makes such a BIG difference lahs. haiis!

anyway, i got so tired trying to connect and connect and connect.
i ended up....
sitting on my table right next to my window, with my feet on my chair and laptop on my laps.
and i'm typing this in THAT position =x
sounds v.pathetic but actually still ok lahs. cause i leaning against the wall. hahas! =x
its really a LAPtop huhhh~
lols!

was thinking and thinking.

i wish my whole group of "family" can meet up together again. and i mean soon.
from a group of 10.
become 8? (me, mabel, jookiah, chuanxiang, shan an, edwin, fidelia, pohleng)
and then become 6. (me, mabel, jookiah, chuanxiang, shan an, edwin)
and from 6... edwin went australia.
so left 5.
from 5... shan an slowly disappeared.
so left 4.
from 4, now become TWO. which is me and mabel.
and we are so sick and tired that it always end up me AND her or both of us + jookiah only.

its understood that everybody got their own friends now.
BUT, we have been good friends for quite long.
can't each of us just make an effort to meet up once in a while~?
don't know like how many donkey months since we ALL last met up.
haiis.
friendship can be drifted further and further apart as time goes by.
i'm really afraid that one day when we happen to see each other outside, we will feel strange or something.

i don't know~
but really wish one day all of us can meet up and have a good time together.
i miss all the good times we used to have together. i miss all of you.

i wish, i wish, and i wish~~~
thats my biggest 18 years old birthday wish~

*sighs*

*weeeee~~

Saturday, June 10, 2006

mabel and i are happy girls now.
hahas!
cause we bought what we wanted =X
ONLINE~! lols!

fell in love with this necklace at first sight.
hahas!
SO NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~
=DDDDD

and mabel got this:

to match with her necklace.
LOL!

we are addicted to online shopping now.
hahas!
but that is a VERY BAD NEWS lahs.
cause my bank account will run dry =X

AND!
just now when i was trying to help mabel to bid for that pair of earrings that time, i was SOOOOOOOOO pissed off with my mother lahs!
i was SO 101% concentrating on the bidding then my mom down there nagging and nagging.
what the hell manns~
then i was so irritated i argued back =x cause i hate it when somebody disturbs me when i am SO concentrating on something. and my mom is always the one. =X
oops. i'm sucha ~~naughty~~ girl.

today's OOAD was terrible lahs.
think gonna flunk it mannns.
SAD*!!
after the test, i felt so moodless.
but shan't think about it at the moment.
shall enjoy my 2 weeks break to the fullest first!
hahas! =X

and i smsed Mr Seow today!
lols. don't know why suddenly thought of him.
and just so coincidental that mabel wore the class tee today. so i sms =X
so surprised he remembers my birthday is in june.
but when i asked him how come he remember...
he replied "cause my wife's birthday is also in june!"
pengs*
but glad that after 1 year +, we still keep in contact. hehehex!
teacher-and-student kinda friendship?
hahahas!

and lastly,
its 10th JUNE!
flannery is enlisting to Tekong today!
hahas! ALL THE BEST arh!
i will go Changi Beach there and "flow" the bottle of luck to you on the 19th. =X
1 less person to talk to in MSN le. =(
but i'm so curious to see his botak head. =x
LOL!

and since its 10th June already,
it also means NINE more days to MY DAY.
wuahahahahas!
i'm turning old~ oh no~

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*YAY!

Friday, June 09, 2006

weeeeeeeeeeeee~~~
last paper today!

the day i been waiting for. lols!
after 2pm today, my holidays will start OFFICIALLY.
hahas!
although this week is term tests week, but i seem to be enjoying myself.
especially with my laptop, i kept surfing net and chat in MSN everyday.
=x

gotta prepare to go school le.
wish me luck for my last paper! =x
and also, today is the day of my PC SHOW lucky draw results.
LOL.
i'm going to buy The Straits Times later~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
if i win any of the top prizes, i can treat you people shark fins! lols!
but if didn't win any of the TOP prizes, win 1 mp3 or whatever else also can lahs. =X
all the prizes look so attractive to me. LOL!

oh yaa,
to everyone::
thanks for "visiting" our new blog home.
LOL.
tag more! =D

*BYE*

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*song added.

Thursday, June 08, 2006

Cao Ge's song, Shi Jie Wei Yi De Ni added.
(:

enjoy.

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so we "shifted" house?

haha! new URL.hahas.

**blogging now in MacDonald's.hahaaaa!

*our heroes~

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

when i was on the bus the other day,
i was thinking.....
actually i'm very fortunate already.

i got all the expensive digital devices =x
laptop, mp3, handphone, digital camera, film camera (bought last time, but its still new)...

and if i were to see the whole family,
we got 2 notebooks, 1 PC and 2 digicams..!
my mom was saying, "i got 3 children and we got 3 computers." lols!

actually, my family's financial status is only average kind. just nice to spend the days.
my dad works so hard everyday.
leave the house around 7.15am. but end work only around 8pm.
my mom told me he can choose to work until 5+pm, but in order to support the family, he works until 8pm every weekdays and halfday for weekends. (take note, weekends. meaning he works on saturday, as well as sunday!)
my mom started working when i was in primary 6. her work requires more standings.
so everyday she comes back with aching legs. and the aching resulted the pain on her feet.
but regardless of that, she still continues, wanting to help to support the family so that my dad won't be that tired i think.

and my dad's health isn't that good as well.
haiis.

parents are so so so soooo great~
they are the heroes! =)

i love my daddy & mummy!
(except for all the naggings) =x

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___::06/06/06::

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

its 6th June 2006, 06.06.2006.

nice date~haha!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY COUSIN!

went out with jolyn, siti, wei meng, meng yeow and soon wei.met the guys earlier first for lunch. while waiting for the girls, they went to bowl.

ohhh~and i tried once.damn.the ball practically "jumped" down the lane to the drain.omg!that's it.i wouldn't try to bowl anymore.haha.such a failure!

then we went for a game of pool.didn't play according to the rules, we just played as we liked.not-so-our day, i would say.haha.but jo mama is da best lah!tsktsk.jumped-ball and enter sia.power~

hahax.so much so for today. =D

oya~we have not worked on the hansel & gretel story.HIAX!

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been craving for Famous Amos cookies for days.
finally i bought it. *YUMMY*
hehex!

today DSAG paper was terrible.
many people were complaining that it's difficult.
and when my mom reached home,
she asked "how was the paper? know how to do?"
being honest, i shook my head.

but i think i did the wrong thing.
since that moment after i shook my head, she been SCOLDING and SCOLDING.
the paper was hard, not my fault right... who don't wanna do well!
okay. i understand she scolded cause she caught me staying up late last night.
and she don't like it. cause she thinks that in the daytime we can absorb what we studied better.
but heyyy, i know myself. if i were to sleep and wake up the next morning to study, i will surely be too lazy to get outta my bed. =x

and i was angry because she don't bother to ask me why i shook my head.
is it because the paper is hard or is it because i did not study well.
maybe i did not study well too. =x BUT THE PAPER WAS REALLY HARD lahs! i tried my best already. =(
haiiis!
now i just hope can pass.
then at least i can show her I PASS. =x

enough of that.
shan't spoil my own mood. lols.

oh ya, today is 06/06/06! [6th June 2006]
LOL!
and i heard from the news, a lot of couples chose to get married on this day.
hahas. so interesting.

time to study for tomorrow's DBSY!
wish me luck! =)

P.S.
MABEL! i like the template =)
thanks for the effort arhs. (from searching a suitable template all the way to uploading it)
heex.

penned at 10.25pm

finally, i am done with the layout.HAHA!

now all i have to do is to wait for jingying to comment.haha!

yesterday, i think i m crazy manx.in total, i took 8 buses, but sat through 9 trips, because 2 of which are to and fro changi airport.HAHA!

my concession is sooo worth it!!

okkiex.going off to meet my friends le!

bye!

*counting down to my hols! =x

Monday, June 05, 2006

1 paper down.
3 more to go.

sian.

i can't wait for friday~

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___::YAYIE!::

Sunday, June 04, 2006

OOOOyayayayayayie!

mom is back = hp is back!

hahax.she went to collect it just now.l

hohoho!!!

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ohhh, i just realised it has been a year or rather, 369 days since i last saw our dearest xiaodi, edwin.haha!

Niwde! we are missing you!!!=p

i am so going to post some pictures we have taken last year. =X

also, the last time we really spend time together was superrrrrrr long ago!

okk.jingying is like every other day i am seeing her! =X hahaha.

bling is like..hmm..when jingying and i went up to zhejun's house, after work, after "pasa malam-ing" at sengkang.haha!which is some time in early April.haha!

fee is like..hmm..not very long ago, that's 5th May, if i didn't remember wrongly.=P

zhejun..hmm..same as bling, early April.haha!

yijie..super duper long..i guess the last time i saw her was at the 4F class gathering on 23rd Oct 2o05!!!!ono~bad case, i say.

joo kiah..hmm..the last time we have had supposedly "coffee" at Serangoon with jingying, March i guess.

chuan xiang..CNY at joo kiah's, early February.hahax.

shan an..the last time i saw him was like the second day of term 1, yr 2.HAHA! which is 18th April, that's.

lastly, edwin.......369 days ago.haha!1 donkey year and 5 days.haha!!!worse case of them all!

anyways.haha.jingying just pm-ed me to find a new blogskin because this appears ugly in her new lappie!

okkkkkiex.sooooo chaos~~

its finding-new-blogskin-in-progress!!

and also, my handphone is coming home tonight!hahas.finally, Samsung is done with their servicing. HAHAHAHa!

penned 9:48 pm

haiis! why must we have term tests. =(

i cannot concentrate!! so in a holiday mood already.
and especially when my brother is blasting his cantonese songs next door -.-"
so noisy. i close my room door, on my own music, i still can hear his SO CLEARLY.

pengs*

i gotta study!
'cause i want my popcorns by Raney.
i don't know its his way of motivating me to study or what. =X
but he said if i get better results than him, he will treat me popcorns.
HAHAHA~ =p
and you might be wondering why popcorns?
'cause i said movie at first.
but that ~~stingy~~ guy insisted on popcorns instead. -.-"
but nevermind... better than nothing right. LOL!!

thanks arhs, raney! =D
you prepare your money hao hao first.. =x
keke!

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well, one item off my wishlist.
got my very own laptop now~ =)
but then, thanks to daddy...
he paid $500, i paid the rest.
so sad. 1st time spent more than $1000 in a day. =X

so now, although i got 1 item off my wishlist, i got a new wish. =X
that is TO EARN BACK MY LOSS!
LOL!!!
or hopefully i can win one of the first three prizes for the lucky draw. =X
1st prize is $10,000 CASH lehs.
SO ATTRACTIVE.
i was telling mingpei darling. see le eyes got the money logo. LOL!
but if i can win the 3rd prize i happy le. $2000 CASH. lols!!

okay. shan't daydream.
its not that easy to win, though i got 32 lucky draw slips.
hahas. 'cause $50 to exchange for 1 slip.

i'm so hungry now.
and i'm so not in the mood to study for term tests.
SO SIAN.
=x

penned at 12.56am

___::finally::

Friday, June 02, 2006

finally its the holidays!

apparently, i slept in this morning thinking its a saturday, until mom came in at 9 am.haha! so she sponsored $$$ for me to take a cab to school.i guess she is in a good mood.haha.

and i reach class at 9:45-9:55 am? haha!thats like about time for first breakout, according to the timetable.hmm.but guess wai bun is also in a good mood, she did not scold or what not~ when i step into class.haha.everybody's in a good mood?

is it so?or is it a mask only?

something weird and funny and what not happened again in class.this time is Azzah's handphone, the maroon Nokia 3230. We were all playing with Nik's hulas and were even filming it on handphones, after which this dreadful thing happened. its like so WTH can!! blooody hell. because of this fellow, the whole damn atmosphere is spoilt! damn him/her! basket. one moment we were happy and all, and next ... however, i must say this person is skilful manx. he/she managed to do it in such a short time. its like a few seconds only. its scary. i am not suspecting anybody but it might be one of the classmates though because at that time, no other outsiders were in the class. scary~ the last time was Andrea's purple Creative MP3 at the beginning of the term, the very first day. we must all be on our guards. the damn school security didn't want to help us either. they only know how to "nab" students eating in class and those wearing flip-flops to school. when it comes to serious business, they say they have no right or whatever to help. DAMN THEM! THEN WHATS THE USE OF CALLING THEM "SECURITY"?!?!? basket.

anyways its my Big Brother's, Abel, birthday today!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY! u are so getting old! haha!

well~ i guess this will mark the end of this post.

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not in a very good mood now.
i also don't know why.

but it seems like my friends are in good mood. -.-"
which makes me quite irritated lahs.
NO OFFENCE.
just don't joke with me for tonight. -sorry-
feel very irritated with my internet connection. kept having problems these two day. HAIIS.

today yongquan PM me in MSN.
and i kept wondering how i know him last time. LOL.
couldn't remember.
think was from the net.
but was glad that even though we know each other through the net, we still can keep in contact for so long. about 3+ years already? =D

anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YONG QUAN~!! =)
and all the best to you in your NS. lols.
birthday and enlistment on the same day. so ke lian~ =X

term tests coming.
yet i'm so lazy to study.
haiis!

and while i need to struggle for tests,
Wanting and Cunzheng are going Australia, Perth!!
but nevermind, CZ daddy darling promised to buy back something for me! LOL! =D
WT don't be selfish arhs! lols!!! =pp

gotta go~
watch SAN GEN on channel U. lols =X

penned at 11.38pm

finally done with UIR assignment part 1.
while doing it just now, i got lotsa connection problems with my internet. -.-"
and my subject is 'using INTERNET as a research tool'.
how am i going to do the assignment without the INTERNET right.
LOL.
but nevermind, i'm done with it now~ =DD
so satisfied. though i didn't really include some of the theory questions. =X
i put in so much patience to do. =X
got 7 pages of print outs. lols.

and its 2.45AAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMM already.
my goodness~

i'm having APEL lesson at 8am tomorrow! -.-"

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___::counting down?::

Thursday, June 01, 2006

sooo. i left one more donkey day to the holidays!

now i am so looking forward to the holidays because i need not wake up early every morning!!HAHA~i love sleeping late and waking up late, because i m so not a morning person can?HAHA~

but there again, when the holidays are here, i will wish for school to reopen earlier, because i can't stand staying at home for long period of time, having to face them.hiax.

anyway.today i am late for lesson AGAIN! i feel so bad.always making Jacelyn miss the morning bus and hence making her a bit late for lesson too.=X sorry. not going meet her tomorrow, just in case i cant wake up again.

when i step into class today, they were about to start playing game.haha. and oya! today's Jose's last lesson with us.hiax.so sad.why are all the good facilitators leaving? i don't understand. James Chow is also leaving, returning to his electronic engineering field (i think) again. he is my year 1 sem 1 science fac. we are still keeping in contact via MSN.aha! did i mention before Jose is like Willy Wonka and his chocolate factory?haha.because he is always treating us with cocos.haha.he has no temper too.very nice person.once i got my friend to do my RJ (Reflection Journal) and i submitted it, he knew that was not me but he didn't say much also, just that he said "You've done much better RJ's in the past and have a lot more potential."so hmm.haha.and he is very encouraging. =D another thing is that he has given up his singapore citizenship for an american one.i have no idea why.hmmm.

interestingly, kenneth gave my whole group Grade B! I AM VERY SURPRISED! haha.he is so not himself on tuesday lah!HAHA

lets take a peek my current grades for the past 6-7 weeks: (according to timetable format, no biasness)

T209- Film Criticism & Analysis // Jose De Castro
Daily Grade 1: C
Daily Grade 2: A
Daily Grade 3: B
Daily Grade 4: B
Daily Grade 5: B
Daily Grade 6: B

T207- History of the Arts // Kok Wai Bun
Daily Grade 1: B
Daily Grade 2: B
Daily Grade 3: C
Daily Grade 4: A
Daily Grade 5: B
Daily Grade 6: A

C212- Principles of Digital Media Design // [Elective] Cavvy Chin
Daily Grade 1: B
Daily Grade 2: B
Daily Grade 3: B
Daily Grade 4: B
Daily Grade 5: B
Daily Grade 6: A

T201- Creative Concepts // Janine Campbell
Daily Grade 1: D
Daily Grade 2: B
Daily Grade 3: B
Daily Grade 4: B
Daily Grade 5: C
Daily Grade 6: B

T205- Digital Media Arts // Kenneth Cheong
Daily Grade 1: B
Daily Grade 2: B
Daily Grade 3: C
Daily Grade 4: C
Daily Grade 5: B
Daily Grade 6: B

okk.a D is sooo eye-sore.all because of politics.hiax.my group kinda went out of point, but still we didn't really understand all th big words and stuffs there, so never mind.haha!

gona peace out now. =)

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my mom just told me today is my chinese birthday.
hahas.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me.
LOL! =p

and she kept asking me if i know that or not.
i thought she will give me present or something. CHEY! =x
but IT fair is here! it would be great if i could have a notebook as my birthday present. LOL!!!

today's CMSK2 Job Interview was alright =D
Miss Gwen is not as strict as i thought she will be.
got 20/30.
heeheex. better than i expected.
'cause i don't feel that i answered the questions well. =X

time to chiong for UIR assignment part 1!
its due tomorrow.
haiiiiis.
*YAWNNS*

penned at 10.57pm

CMSK2 interview today!
about 4 more hours to go...
*nervous*

please have some originality.
its not good to copy others isn't it.
especially its DIRECT copying.
from last time until now still the same.
friendster all the way to msn somemore...
wth~

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