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Hello World!
Mabel is my name.
20 on 5th Nov.
CHIJ-Our Lady of Good Counsel.
PeiCai Secondary.
Republic Polytechnic.
Dip in New Media Grad.
Singapore




Wednesday, February 21, 2007

didn't mean to be unhappy.
didn't mean to show attitude.
at first i really don't mind, but felt kind of left out after that, especially when you were busy with your cousins and neglected my existance.
it was then i realised i actually don't like it.
i know you meant well, but i just feel weird.

i chose to keep quiet because i don't want you to leave because of me.
i was afraid when you ignored and walked in front of me.
it tells me you were angry with me.
i wanted to forget and smile like you asked me to, but i just couldn't.
i wanted to walk up and hold your hand, but i don't have the courage.

that's when i broke down into tears when you gave in and gave me a hug.



i am really confused with myself.
i don't know if the problem lies on my character or my attitude.
i really don't know what i should do.





do you know how stressful am i?
why does things turn out this way...




yours truly,
alicia`JYING



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