Hello World! Mabel is my name. 20 on 5th Nov. CHIJ-Our Lady of Good Counsel. PeiCai Secondary. Republic Polytechnic. Dip in New Media Grad. Singapore
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
wooo~ HOLIDAYS! :D went Vivocity to meet jookiah & huixian after paper. while waiting for hx to knock off from work, and boyfriend to come, jk and i were chatting away at the sky garden.
the conversation somehow made me speechless and felt guilty towards boyfriend. especially when i specially bought 1/2 dozen of donuts for him, yet he don't believe its really bought by me. somehow, it hurted to hear the sentence "you can't be that good to buy those for me". not to say hurt, but that sentence really striked me with the thought "am i really such a lousy girlfriend that he doesn't even believe that i bought him something?"
everybody KEPT telling me that i'm always thinking too much. am i? i mean, i don't want to, but i don't feel that i have a choice. it just occurs NATURALLY.
nevertheless, i'm already trying my VERY best not to think TOO MUCH. but it feels really tired to hear that over and over again.
maybe i'm just too silly to want things to be perfect, when i know that nothing can be perfect in this world.
i know you wanna say, "are you stressing yourself too much again?"
