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Friday, March 30, 2007

Our 4th Month :)

we went Sentosa Carlsberg Sky Tower.
the scenery is so beautiful from the top XD

i enjoyed my day, hope you too, dear :)

I LOVE YOU.

*forever love*

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*4th month!

Thursday, March 29, 2007

HAPPY 4TH MONTH!

i love my dear! :)

lazy to blog today.

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monday: went down to j8 to catchTeenage Mutant Ninja Turtles ~~(i always thought it was teenage Neutron ninja turtles)~~ with sarah and alex. and hahas.got snacks from the snackbar from a cute guy.hmm.and after the show, cant quite get over him so..then..ya..alex and sarah got his contact for me.LOL.this is the first time my friends will ever do such a thing for me.LOL.hmm.you can get the details from sarah'sblog. (entry titled: my day out//Monday, March 26, 2007)

added him on msn since monday night and we started talking the night after.today after bringing bro for his lesson at bishan, went down to j8 and ya pop by to hahas.meet him. :) sarah came to pei me.so sweet.loveya! :P

oya and we took neoprints on monday!YAY!the last time took neoprints was..hmm..in Feb last year.hahas.

the extreme right one is my fave! 2nd (fireworks) is sarah's fave.LOL

and he just went to bed.hahas.

Monday, March 26, 2007

went to the NATAS travel fair at suntec with family again this afternoon.Going away in June for a good 8 days! (otherwise its 10 days) WEE~~

then attended my grand-uncle's 80th birthday dinner at some resturant. saw many cousins, aunts and uncles, even those from Malaysia are here.hahas.

Granduncle in the middle in black coat, and his children and great-grandchildren. Most of the grandchildren are out of town (residing at some other parts of the world).

sissy and me
family pic.
from top (the tallests): Calvin Melvin Edmund Stanley 1stAunt'sHusband

2nd row (the ladies): Uncles'sWiveAunt sissyMichelle Mother 2ndAunt 1st Aunt Myself

3rd row: Uncle Stephen Grandmother broVictor Thomas

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*get well soon

Sunday, March 25, 2007

he is sick.
down with flu and headache.

i wish i can be at his side right now.
checking his temperature at all times to make sure there is no fever.
helping him get tissues when he sneezes.
massaging his head to relieve the pain.
hug him tight to let him know he is not alone.

get well soon, dear.

i am right here, if you need me.

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earlier in the evening, went over to NUS-UCC to see E.P.I.C perform for the Arts festival.hmm.too mesmerized by the music till i forgot i brought the cam to take pics.so the pics are all taken after that.tsktsk.

anyways. we headed town - Takashimaya for dinner.

it looks abit hmm.not right.HAHA!I shall not eleborate further.HAHA!dont you think so?

penguin straw holder.kawaii ne.

aftermath of my chicken cutlet omu rice.haha!

all failed attempts.HAHA! in the bottom right pic, my two french-mani fingers are in view (but out of focus).woo.neat, did them myself.

looks like some 20 years ago pic!lol

3somes =)

and then we sat out ZARA and played a game.thats to take pic of the..hmm..good looking people.. =) ALEX'S take.tsk.manniquin.

mine take.she's really not bad. Janice's take.this person was sitting beside us.LOL
Sarah's take.LOL
ISOLATION.lol

Goodnight.

*rain

Saturday, March 24, 2007

rain rain rain.

i love rain at night. :)

how great would it be,

if only i could lay in his cosy arms in this kind of weather...

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23rd March

Friday, March 23, 2007

and the Angels of Death took him away 4.5 hours ago.

I wished it was all a dream, but its not.

4th Anniversary

In Loving Memory of

J.Tang

(departed on 23/3/2003)

Deeply missed by:

Wife

Daughters

Son

,mabel.

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boyfriend asked if i wanna go home early.
i don't know.
i wanted to go home to study, but i don't wish to face the cold family.
when he asked me if i wanna go his house to study, i felt kind of upset.
i can't even come back to my own house after school?
what's this...

while travelling on the roads, i looked up and saw different houses.
those houses look so warm to me, but why mine seems different...

i came home happily thinking that everything is over.
before dad sleeps, he came and looked at me and said "so late le still don't want bathe."
at least he showed concern to me (in a correct way), i smiled to myself.

before i bathe, i was very thirsty.
therefore, i decided to make myself a cup of iced honey.

i took out the ice 'cause the container doesn't have enough.
mom woke up by the sound.
mom: what are you doing with the ice in the middle of the night.
me: *thinking: isn't ice meant to be for drinking*
mom: *repeated her sentence again in an even more harsh tone*
me: drink water also cannot meh!
mom: its not that drink water also cannot but i called you, you didn't answer me! ni bu yao yue xue yue huai!

like wth?
her tone isn't friendly at all in the first place.
and if i don't take ice to drink water, then i take ice to BATHE!? or i take ice to make ICE BED?!

i really really had enough.
i been controlling myself not to answer back when she scolds me.
i controlled SO MUCH that i don't even feel like saying anything at all when she scolds me for nothing, and ends up with the tears only.

all i want is your respect of MY decision about my own life and your understanding of my actions.
i didn't rob the bank, i didn't steal from people.
i just want to live in my own way. CAN'T I?

i could no longer feel any family warmth,

when all i want is just my family to shower me with much love and concern (in a correct way).

*hx & jk's first month

Thursday, March 22, 2007

happy 1st month to my 2 good friends,

JOOKIAH & HUIXIAN.
XD

how come your 1 month seems so fast, but mine seem so slow.
LOL.

7 more days to boyfriend and my 4th month! :)

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*not warm anymore

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

this home is no longer as warm as i thought it is.
i feel that i could no longer confide to anyone in this family anymore.
mom used to be the one and only i can talk to in this family, but now, even she does not understand how i feel.
whatever she thinks isn't true, i wish i could tell her how i think and feel, but the question is, WILL SHE LISTENS TO ME?

all of a sudden, i just wish to keep myself busy.
and thats the reason why i told boyfriend, i will just continue working even after school reopens.

dear, i don't feel good saying all those things to you also, but i just want to avoid all unhappiness between my parents and i.

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19th March

Monday, March 19, 2007

4 years ago, dad was admitted to TTSH by the emergency ambulance at this time.

,mabel.

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additions.

Sunday, March 18, 2007

alex just sent these over last night.

this is my fav, but i dont know why only this pic's lighting is like that.haha.

all are taken outside the ballroom: Grand Ballroom 2.

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wedding.

Saturday, March 17, 2007

attended alina's wedding at hotel intercontinental last night.color theme was black&red. most of the STA facs were there too. initially, we only wanted to attend the reception but later alina insisted we stay for dinner cos she has some seats available.so ya.some pictures..waiting for a few more to comme.

Wedding of Mr. Leslie Tan & Miss Alina Heng.

Walking down the aisle.

the Solemnization.

our table: 14. with the groom's old friends from St. Grabriel's. One of the wives is a manager at MDA.woo~

sarah took this pic.hahas.

the pretty bride. our story-writing fac.

this is the STA fac's table. scandalous!LOL. this is what happens when they are HIGH

recognise this lady from the pic above?she is erika foo. expression of form fac.HAHA! she owns a red hooker shoes.LOL

when we came out from the entrance, we saw this! this was a "Please do not touch" sign on Mickey's chest.but who cares?!LOL

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worked for Private sales at Isetan on Thursday. and was the FIRST time i was LATE for work by 2 hours!=X. supposed to be there at 8, but i was still sleeping until 8:40 a staff called to ask about my whereabouts.=X rushed down only to reached at 9:50, so i lost about 2 hours of pay = $13.but nvm.has. met Michael (the little eye-candy.HAHA!) and Jasper from MSB last dec.hahas.catch up a little.so cool.Michael has gone back to Hong Kong for a month today, Jasper got his Os posting and is heading to RJC.

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watched Music&Lyrics on Monday night with Yenxin.tsk.3.5/5. bored at some parts. there was a scene that was done so badly that i am so irritated and kept complaining to Yenxin beside me.LOL.the scene was 2 characters conversing, Drew and Hugh sitting opposite each other. one moment when the camera was facing Drew behind Hugh, her hands are above the table, and the next when the camera is behind her facing hugh, her hands are below the table on her laps. this kinda annoying things and it not only happened once, but a few time!?Argh.LOL.

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