this home is no longer as warm as i thought it is.
i feel that i could no longer confide to anyone in this family anymore.
mom used to be the one and only i can talk to in this family, but now, even she does not understand how i feel.
whatever she thinks isn't true, i wish i could tell her how i think and feel, but the question is, WILL SHE LISTENS TO ME?
all of a sudden, i just wish to keep myself busy.
and thats the reason why i told boyfriend, i will just continue working even after school reopens.
dear, i don't feel good saying all those things to you also, but i just want to avoid all unhappiness between my parents and i.
