Hello World! Mabel is my name. 20 on 5th Nov. CHIJ-Our Lady of Good Counsel. PeiCai Secondary. Republic Polytechnic. Dip in New Media Grad. Singapore
depressing
Monday, July 02, 2007
of late, i am feeling alittle down and out.just can't explain that feeling. 1/2 of which maybe it's because of the bloody bastard, whilst the other 1/2 maybe because of ...
and then yes back to the bastard. can you imagine he has flown out of the country on the 28th! i cant imagine that seriously. cos it's like for the past few weeks we (me and mom) have been going down to his place and 'stalk' him. @&%$# and all because of him, i get 'preaching' sessions almost every night! well, until that night when we went to war, the sessions were cancelled. cos we thought things were settled.but however not!MAY HIS CANCER CELLS ERUPT AGAIN!MAY HIS LAST DAYS BE PAINFUL!ya, call me mean or what for cursing him, but seriously he is a total disgrace to all the men in the world! you guys can help by prank calling this number: 6369 2409. this is his house number. if one old lady answers the phone,she is the mother and can only speak Hokkien. and also all because of him, my stress level increased! all because of him, i learnt not to pity any other cancer patient.all because of him, i ...
there are many other factors leading to that 'breakdown', as what you all called it to be. grades arnt very good this sems. i'm very worried if i should get a C in the overall. fyp hmm.left 28 more days.i'm also worried cos 1) its dcoco. and i dont like her! 2) she might give us a hard time. 3) lao da and i are not pro at websit-ing. pp hmm.on the hold now.
what if i can't finish pp?what if my grades arnt as good as last sems!?what if fyp website sucks?!what if what if what if?!HOW?!tell me how?
--- what if one day i wake up in a whole new world? :)
--- been getting weird dreams lately.hahas.first was about a funny conversation with yongzhi on msn.woke up laughing.but i can't remember the details. then it was me at some place with some people i dont know but somehow they know me.hmm.then i can't remember.
--- i am weighing the pros and cons of liking a girl and a guy respectively. :)